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selfship hellpit - PLEASE READ PINNED POST - main: @virtualplays

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haha silly pinned post

hhhiii. welcome to my selfship hellhole.

AANYWAY. if you've found this grreat job. i'm still highkey embarrassed that i'm open about this to people on the internet but we role with the punches here. mostly have this to try and combat the embarrassment ngl. and also because AFDJAKSFLA

i selfship with Red Link and Green Link from the Four Swords Manga (i can't do this oh my god i'm actually going to throw myself into a lake). i'm selective abt who i'm comfortable sharing with.

also, if you know me IRL i am humbly asking you to please BLOCK THIS BLOG. my sanity will thank you

Main blog is @virtualplays

Explanation Posts

Pronoun Explanation Post

How To Use Fae/Faer Pronouns

Tag Guide

#yapping ☆ - all misc posts

#raspberrysodashipping - my shipping tag for me and Red. you can expect to see this a lot. i use it when talking about me n Red or when I'm vague posting about the ship.

#lotussodashipping - shipping tag for me n Green. you'll often see this paired with ship tag for me n Red cuz. cuz polyamory. and i'm too lazy to think of smth for all three.

#red link yaps ♡ - yapping about Red

#green link yaps ♡ - yapping about Green

#inbox of doom ✉ - answered asks

#ask game ✉ - what it says on the tin

#negative yaps ⚔︎ - vent posts and similar things.

i don't have a tag for reblogs sso. uhm. sorry about that.

Things I May Reblog/Post/Vent About

Yumeshipping/Selfshipping - that feels kinda given. llike. liiiiikeeeee.........

The Mischaracterization of Red (and Green) - this will probably happen a lot cuz it's smth that pmo. Green isn't...AS mischaracterized but it does exist...sometimes....

Red Link x Blue Link - i do NOT hate or even dislike people who ship this or any other ship involving Red. i just personally don't like the ship (not even just cuz it involves Red. the ship in general just irks me.) other ships from Four Swords fandom may b talked abt as well.

Linkshipping - I WILL BE TALKING ABOUT THIS A LOT HERE. again. feels somewhat given. on posts that aren't talking abt me, Green, and Red, it will be tagged properly. so like, just as examples: Vlue, Vidow, etc etc. you are more than welcome to block that tag.

there may be other things i post about that i just want to keep away from main. those things will be tagged properly.

if ANYTHING listed above bothers you, turn back now. block this blog. i will NOT feel bad about it. do what makes you happy boo.

all dividers by @uzmacchiato

PFP and all Red and Green gifs are by @/rileymorph

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i think being stabbed in the stomach would be better than this. at leadt i’d be knocked out for that

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well. figured out why i was feeling so shit this afternoon.

[rileymorph]

strawpage requests i did : D

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trying to find hurt/comfort fics to help me cope w/ smth but i can't find any that have an equal amount of hurt and comfort. it's just the hurt and then also a little bit of comfort.

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uhm. i may have just done smth stupid. wwhoops.

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hm. well that's not good.

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eeeee there r so many things i've realized abt myself n i have no idea how to explain any of it

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hm. bad thoughts. i shld rlly go sleep. i think i'd just lay awake w/ these thoughts tho so.

[chl0ers]

F/o who is much too attentive for their own good. You don't have to lift a finger as long as they're alive and breathing.

If youre hungry? Great. They're already on their way to get a whole ass meal together for you while you lay in waiting. You've been eyeing something cute that happens to make a perfect gift? They're rushing to whichever place they can find it first. They don't care how much they have to spend or how long it takes to find it. Getting a bit worn out? They are now your personal couch. Put it to good use.

If you give them a thanks or even just a small smile, they immediately light up with pride and run to find more tasks to take care of for you to chase that high that comes from your praise. Your happiness is their holy grail.

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pissed off cyz i’m rememebring how ankyoing it is to cuddle people and fall asleep with them qhen you have glasses. haven’t been able to do that in a loong while but from what i remmebr it was so fuckin difficult i wld always give up and just remove my glasses. and this is pissing me off cuz i was thinking abtcuddling with green n red. and looking at their faces while falling asleep. but that wld be so uncomfortable (for me AND THEM) i’d hafta remove my glasses. but then i cldn’t see. so i cldn’t see their faces clearly.

[lemonmiku]

f/o who picks up the little words and phrase you say into their own vocabulary

[nightlight-selfships]

Imagine your f/o confessing their love for you, in any form. It turns out you're their best friend in the whole wide world. it could be that you're the greatest family they've ever known. Perhaps you're the love of their life. Whichever it may be, they've never been happier, never felt more safe, loved, and accepted. All thanks to you.

[not-astro-naut]

a quiet evening in with your f/o! dishwashing together and trading soft kisses. doing your selfcare routines right next to each other. cuddling/making out on the couch. dozing off with your head on their shoulder. maybe the rain pattering outside lulls the both of you to sleep. maybe it’s a clear night and you can see the stars. maybe it doesn’t matter because they’re here in your arms and that’s all you’ll ever need.

is it easy to tell how touchstarved i am from these posts

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ineed to stop ocmplaingin about staying sfw on this blog

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i need to be pg 13. i need to be pg 13. i need ot be pg 13.