I would like to ask for a tarot reading please 🙏.
This regards to my dreams at night. I had a boy classmate from my elementary school RIRB who has a twin brother. Our relationship was purely platonic yet there were times when he would bully and tease me which was pretty common during this period when boys tease girls about stuff and when it gets intense it would end into a childish fight and banter. We have been classmates for 6 years straight and during our early years, we had this friends to enemies relationship. I am not the naughty one as I had always been the quiet and studious girl in class. He, on the other hand, was the rowdy, domineering yet bright boy in class. I can still remember the times when he would teach me how to draw trees etc. There were times too when I cried because we had a small fight and he spit on me 😭. When we were in Grade 5 and 6, our interaction became complicated. You know since this is the period when puberty hits and our emotions bloom. He has been one of the classroom's crush despite his naughty and egoistic attitude. I who was a late bloomer on these things never thought of admiring him. I was so innocent at that time that recalling it back today made me realize how clueless I was 😅. There were random moments when he would hold my hand, hug me, pinch my cheeks, compliment me etc. (Just childish gestures) and there was one time when he asked me to come with him as there's something important he wants to ask me. It was during break time and being a quiet student, I followed him and I didn't realize we're in the general comfort room which is just inside our classroom. He stared at me and asked me to give him a kiss on his lips. I was shocked as I haven't done it before and I was like frozen in place because why would he ask that from me 😶🌫️. Actually, the whole class knew that I would be transferring in highschool which made my teachers asked me to stay by giving me a scholarship since I had been the top of my class to which I refused. I longed for a new environment and company. And also to escape the bullying mainly from the girls. So back to the kiss, I ended up not responding as I was confused at that time. So we ended up going out from the comfort room and I returned to my seat. He was quiet the whole time perhaps of the rejection. I never realized that he has feelings for me at that time. And because of that it seems I developed a little crush on him LOL. Then fastforward, I did transferred in highschool until college. We haven't met since then yet when I visited my elementary school to fetch my younger sister, the school principal who had known us since then invited me for a talk in her office. She asked where I am studying in college, my course, etc. What I did not expect was when she mentioned that RIRB who is in law school told her that it would be better for me to study at CNU which is fitting for my course. I had no idea that he still cares about me. Perhaps he knows about it from my siblings since he finished highschool in the same school. So fastforward and I didn't followed his advice LOL 😆 because I don't want to be in the same school as him. Just last year, I was at the mall with my grandma and we were getting our nails done when my mom called me. She told me that she met RIRB with his mom at the mall and it was him who approached and greeted her. He is now a lawyer and he even asked about me. My mom replied that I ended up running a business. I don't know the details of their conversation since I don't want to be privy about him but my mom teased me about him LOL. I told her I'm not interested and that I prefer to move on.
So my question for tarot is I keep having dreams about him which I did not do on purpose. They came by surprise when I wake up and realize he was there. They don't happen every single day but they are several. The dreams usually take place in our elementary years and I forgot the details but I can feel that it seems he has feelings for me and is there for me. I wanted to move on as we don't really have a clear relationship when we were young and I just thought of it as being childish. I just recently dreamed of him again and it confuses me as to why he won't leave me in my dreams. I wish to move on as we both have our own separate lives. Can you please tell me why I keep seeing him in my dreams and could it be he still thinks of me until now?? They say that when we think about someone, we would cross their minds too 😅. I wish to have clarity about this since it seems this chapter has not yet closed. I already forgave his rowdy behavior since it was when we were young and I'm already past that.
My intials are MLCA 🌻 and Im a ♎ 27 y.o
His intials are RIRB ⚖️ and he's an ♈ 28 y.o
Much love and Thank you!! 😊🙏💛
hellooo mlca!!!✨ thank you for sharing your story here. reading it felt like opening a little time capsule from another chapter of your life and made me smile!! 🌻
the world — this card makes me wonder if your subconscious is revisiting this connection because it represents a chapter that was never fully understood when it was happening. when you were children, you didn't have the perspective, life experience or emotional awareness that you have now. many of the moments you described only make sense when viewed through adult eyes. i feel the dreams may be helping you make peace with a chapter that was left unfinished in your understanding even if it was finished in reality.
what also stands out is that there doesn't seem to be bitterness in the way you speak about him, you acknowledge the hurtful moments but you also remember the kindness, the innocence and complexity of growing up together!! perhaps these dreams are not asking you to go back. sometimes closure is not forgetting someone. sometimes closure is finally understanding the role they played in our life
thank you for trusting me with such a beautiful memory, much love and happiness 💛
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