Basic Loser Girl♡

I just wanted somewhere I could just post my thoughts that wasn't twitter 🌿🐿🏵💐🧸🪵🌱

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And FUCK the unicorn frappucino

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Me when fundamental attribution error

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Mourning the Mads Mikkelsen edit with Lana singing "ultraviolence" live in the background i accidentally lost kill me

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There is this one specific edit of Mads Mikkelsen with Wicked Games by Chris Isaak and everytime I watch it it makes me sick

I need him biblically

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I clench my fists at the sky for who knows what time anymore

Is it ever worth it?

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Mizumono was devastating and heart shattering, "didn't I?" Will always crush me but nothing can do more damage to my psyche than "before you, and after you".

The intimacy of season 3 will never be lost on me

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I dont feel human. I feel like I try really hard but everyone can tell

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Hannibal is the primal savior I need in my life right now

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Will Graham i am too, off putting and don't know how to act normal

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While I am in love with Hannibal i think it is because I am spiritually Will Graham, sickly obsessed, and constantly restraining myself wanting more, resisting my nature

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Current obsession: pop girlies giving iconic performances where their singing is lowkey bad but they are so in the moment and invested its beautiful

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And if theres anything about me its i love a good primal urge

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Longing for more all the time

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All i need in life is Hannibal to kill me

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City of stars..are you shining just for me?

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I dont think i am all those things you say i am

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Pain is such an integral part of life. My feet and my back after a week of labor, my head when I dont have enough water, my heart when I see other people being people without me. Im not deep who am I kidding