fake happy

raven scott. 17. artsy af. singer/songwriter. cheerleader. my aesthetic is fuck you. i'm gonna d r a w my lipstick wider than my mouth if the lights are low they'll never see me frown if i smile with my teeth Bet you believe me if i smile with my teeth i think i believe me please don't ask me how i've been don't make me play pretend what's the use? oh please, i bet everybody here is fake happy too

[ravenscott]

hey guys. this really sucks i loved this rp a lot. let me know if you want to join my rp that i’m working on because i’d love to continue to write with y’all.

[cheekynandoshq]

SNAPCHAT: open

em: let’s play a game: em: give me a reason to get out of bed

[ravenscott]

raven: no one would complain if you just stayed there

[austinwalkcr]

👻 snapchat — open

austin: hearing about all this drama makes me glad i’m the purest guy in boston austin: this is me offering lessons on “how to be an angel” austin: i take paypal, cash.me, and ofc cash

[ravenscott]

raven: literally fight me raven: i’ve done everything to stay out of it and look at me now

[flcvrdelys]

“Do you ever get that feeling where you just know something bad’s about to happen?” Brooks asked, twirling his straw in his milkshake. “I guess a lot of bad stuff has been happening, but like, I can’t shake off the feeling that the worst has yet to come or whatever.” 

[ravenscott]

“What you put out in the world is what comes back to you,” Raven said with a smile and a shrug. “So if you put out bad energy..”

[haileyxmorgan-deactivated201807]

“ So I finally convinced my family to host a charity party for pets rights. You definitely need to be there, I mean, who wouldn’t when it’s for cute animals?! “ Hailey excitedly announced to the other, smiling as she handed them a flyer. 

[ravenscott]

“Okay, important, do I get to pet said animals at the party?” Raven asked, being pretty serious as she took the paper.

[the-xander-b]

snapchat — open

Xander: Okay but can you tell I only got 20 minutes of sleep last night?

[ravenscott]

Raven: yeah, you look like a zombie, but it’s fitting

[ravenscott]

text ⇢ open

diana: okay as long as you know

raven: fucking thanks

[ravenscott]

Breathe in, breathe out. Raven kept repeating this to herself over and over, and she was planning on doing so until she was calm. Which was nowhere in sight. Breathe in, breathe out. She had pulled her car over about a block away from Kennedy’s house, so she could take a moment to regain brain function. She had so much going on right now, did she really need to add a date? Breathe in. She had to beg her parents to go out, and she lied so perfectly about it. Tutoring someone? Yeah, okay. Like Raven could do that. She was smart and had good grades, but she didn’t have the patience to teach. They were going to literally be tracking her every move though and it had to be a lie they’d go along with. Breathe out. 

She finally pulled away from where she was, and pulled in front of Kennedy’s house moments later. She pulled out her phone and texted her a simple ‘Here!’ and continued to look at her phone so she wasn’t awkwardly watching for her to come to the car door.

closed starter for @kennedyward

[ravenscott]

who do you go to when you need a shoulder to cry on?

“Cam or Cricket usually. Depends on the situation. Maybe Tucker.”

[ravenscott]

fmk landon, kennedy, cricket

“Kill Landon. Fuck Cricket. Marry Kennedy.”

[ravenscott]

who are your favorite people at houghton?

“Cam and Cricket are the best of the best, and there’s a few people that would possibly get honorable mentions.”

[ravenscott]

who did you kiss on nye?

“I mean, I didn’t kiss anyone at midnight or anything. But, I did kiss Kennedy at some point.”

[ravenscott]

fmk: kennedy, tucker, axel.

“Uh, yikes. Kill Axel. Fuck Kennedy. Marry Tuck. I guess? Or switch the last two. Regardless, kill Axel every time.”

[ravenscott]

[ravenscott]

text ⇢ open

kennedy: good. :)

kennedy: i can always come jailbreak you? i've got a decent getaway car. we can thelma and louise this bitch.

raven: wow way to be amazing

raven: maybe tomorrow? i think i'm too emotionally drained right now

[ravenscott]

text ⇢ open

cricket: do we know a hacker? do... do we become the hackers we wish to see in the world?

cricket: but forreals, i don't know what we can do. i'm so sorry babe

raven: omg, i love you

raven: it's okay. don't be sorry. it's my own fault. i should have seen it coming.

[ravenscott]

text ⇢ open

kennedy: ofc, babe.

kennedy: i could make it catch up faster, but okay. just let me know if you change your mind.

kennedy: of course??? like i get it. having your shit blown up without your say fucking blows.

kennedy: just let me know if you need anything? or wanna talk or something.

raven: lol, i will do that.

raven: i mean, i would love to vent to someone right now but i no longer have car keys or am allowed to leave the house ever