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thoughts I can't contain

my mind is a clusterfuck right now

i make some sense by these tangible pieces

a pen, a paper

and some tears to drown myself out.

art: by me

poem: by me

can i just attach this to my pandemic study survey.

everyday i wake up, unfortunately,

the world a blur

another day to hate me

to pick apart my fragile soul

taunting the void, this black hole

inside of me.

i gnaw at my wounds

entering a room

filled with people who love me

but i still feel nothing.

Nothing at all

too immune to self sabotage

I'm apparantly too strong

or i already have a broken heart.

i don't go out anymore

i don't meet people anymore

i rarely speak anymore

i dont feel anymore

smoking cigarettes on the roof, you look so pretty and i love this view

b r a i n d u m p