RAWBIN

My name's Robin :-] || 19

[rawbin69]

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Currently most active on @rawbin-hsr !! (,,>ヮ<,,)!

➜ My name is Robin

➜ 19 y/o

➜ I prefer it if you use the same pronouns for me as you'd use for yourself !!

╰┈➤ˎˊ˗ More info on me below the cut !!

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────୨ THINGS I'M INTERESTED IN ৎ────

˚₊ · »-♡→ Warrior cats (special interest !!)

˚₊ · »-♡→ Honkai Star Rail (current hyperfixation !!)

➜ Undertale

➜ Pokémon

➜ MHA

➜ The Arcana

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────୨ SIDEBLOGS ৎ────

➜ Honkai Star Rail (very active !!)

➜ Warrior cats

➜ Warriors OCs (WIP - not active so far.)

➜ Warrior cats designs

➜ The Arcana

➜ Pokémon

➜ Undertale

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────୨ WHAT DO I DO ? ৎ────

➜ I draw art !! (Mainly, nearly exclusively, fanart)

➜ Headcanons and/or drabbles

➜ Fanfiction in general

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────୨ OTHER LINKS ৎ────

➜ Youtube

➜ Second Youtube channel

➜ Ao3

➜ Instagram

➜ Warrior cats designs

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ˋ°•*⁀➷ That's it ! Have I lovely day !! <3 ✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 ⋆｡°✩

[haniekai]

LOVE NEVER HURT SO GOOD

SYNOPSIS | love with qifrey is like having him right beside you, your hands touching. love with qifrey is something unspoken. the affection is there, like he wakes up every morning just to show you so. his eyes cannot hide the way he looks at you as if you're his everything. and yet, love with qifrey is also a curse.

NOTE | i love qifrey i swear pls get the seed + soil + root + silver tree joke pls laugh

1,921 | WARNINGS | angsty but sweet as fuck

love was the budding plague that worsens the seed growing in qifrey's heart.

everyone can see qifrey's fondness for you from the moment the two of you met at a secluded alcove in the great hall. it wasn't hard to tell or see how his mind orbits around you. there was something about the atmosphere the two of you shared. some kind of unspoken connection that can't be put into words. nor do the two for you dare to speak a word about it.

his only eye follows every movement you make.

he follows your trail, hand itching to hold yours in his, to fit all the crevices of your fingers into his. to feel the warmth of your hands.

he did it once. god, did it feel so good to have your hands in his.

it was a spur of the moment decision.

you had fallen asleep hunched over the library table, book left open and your head rested above your arm. he was too scared to wake you up from your slumber, anxious and worried for your already lack of sleep from staying up to study.

your other hand, outstretched across the table, was too inviting to resist.

his finger twitches at the sight of your open palm. the voices inside his head scream at him to turn around, ignore the desire building up from within him, slowly digging the silver roots deeper.

love will be his demise, the longer he desires for it. for a touch of your love.

before he could even get a sense of control over his thoughts, he had already intertwined your fingers with each other. his heart pounds against his chest loudly.

the headaches were particularly painful the following days.

no, he had never told you about it.

and so will the love he has for you die along with his hope, silver roots wrapped around his broken heart that's never ever uttered a single word of love for you. it feels like heartbreak, but how can his heart break if there was no beginning in the first place? when there was no confession, no exchange of ‘i love you's.

the word love builds up like vile in his throat.

but he will be damned if he doesn't show you in some kind of way.

“aren't they adorable!?” tettia quietly coos at the two adults, watching qifrey scoop up another serving of dinner for you without your say so.

“i want something like that when i grow up!”

“they're not together like that, though.” richeh trails off, a thought spiraling on her mind. “master qifrey himself said so.”

“and yet his actions don't match his words.” agott watched on as well, noting the particular way qifrey looks at you.

like you are his world, the very magic in his eye.

“wait, are they not… together?” coco tilts her head. “i assumed they were together. they seem to be so close.”

“unfortunately, master qifrey himself said so.” tettia slumps against the table with a pout. “if that's not what love looks like, then what does it look like?”

“aren't you a little too young to think of love?”

startled, the four girls turn to face you. tettia waves her hand in front of her frantically, “n-no! that's not what i meant!”

“oh ho?” qifrey comes from behind you, cheshire smile plastered on his face. “who is the lucky boy, may i ask?”

“there's no boy!” tettia whines, turning to richeh. “help me out here!”

“coco has a boy.” the girl gasped.

“no i do not!”

“who's tartah then?”

dinner was noisy that night with the girls continuing their playful banter. qifrey watched on with a fond smile, his hand unknowingly reaching out for yours. when his fingers touched yours in the slightest did he snap back to his senses, playing it off by scratching the back of his head.

he doesn't know if you felt it too, but if you did, he's relieved you did not say a word about it.

after dinner, the girls went about their rooms, bidding the two adults goodnight.

“oh, you don't have to do that.”

qifrey steps beside you at the sink, watching you cast a water spell to clean up the dishes.

“it's no problem, dear. you had a long afternoon of teaching already and you cooked dinner. at least let me help clean around.”

dear.

it felt so natural to have you call him by that nickname. like he is that word to you, dear. too domestic, no question asked. there was something about the air around you when he's within your proximity. you radiate so much peace that even he can feel it. it's an infectious thing.

and that's the problem itself.

it feels too good, too peaceful with you, that he fears the roots will take its place once again. he says nothing about everything he feels, because he knows you like the back of his hand.

he knows you love him too.

and it was the reciprocal feelings that he cannot speak about. it's risky, it's painful. oh so painful, that even if he wants to have you for himself, then the silverwood will have him in exchange.

if love is peace, why does it hurt him so?

“qifrey?”

his name sounds so sweet coming from your mouth.

“yes?”

it was then that he noticed the sudden proximity between the two of you. he could feel your warmth from this distance. he can sense the way you shudder when his breath fans along your face. he can feel the way your fingers twitch at his touch, though he wonders when had he taken your hand in his to hold? he can see your eyes so clearly, the swirling pool of color within those crystals mesmerizing, almost hypnotic in a way only magic can tell.

love is, in some way, a magical thing.

“you're beautiful.”

he hears the way your breath falters, your eyes dilating in response to his words. he traces the skin on your cheek with a delicate touch, searching your eyes for some form of misgiving towards his affection.

all of the sudden, fear gathers at the back of his throat, like a fish bone stuck to his throat stubbornly refusing to come off.

this shouldn't have happened.

he wasn't supposed to be this close to you. wasn't supposed to touch you so freely and desire to have more of you. to have you whole to himself. it shouldn't be this easy to have you succumb to his warmth, a faux comfort that hides the true horror within his heart and missing eye.

“i'm sorry, my star, i did not–” he frowns, truly questioning his feeble attempt to resist his desire.

you're too close, oh, so close.

perhaps he should erase your memory of this night?

the thought of taking something away from you, your memories, suffocates him so. but before he could lament his predicament, your hand held his palm against your cheek, a smile so sweet and gentle contrasting the swirling storm in him.

“you don't have to say anything.”

your words were final, like a stubborn stone wedge into the soil or a sword struck deep into the ground. only someone with immense strength can challenge you and qifrey was but a man powerless against all that you are.

“you don't have to tell me how you feel about me.”

your nose nuzzles into his palm, and god did his heart almost leap out of his chest and into your hands. you look at him from his palm, your lips pressed against his skin with a smile.

oh, he's about to faint.

“you don't have to say it out loud. i know what you feel about this. about us.”

“you deserve better than this.” he shook his head in denial. “you deserve someone who can proudly call you the object of their affection. not… this silence.”

he tears his gaze away from your probing ones. he can tell that just by looking at you, he's buying himself his own pot of soil.

“you mustn't chain yourself with a man who cannot even proclaim their affection towards you. what i am is a coward.”

“what you are is my qifrey.”

his heart skipped a beat, or perhaps was it the roots of silverwood piercing his heart?

“you can't just say things like that.” it almost sounded like a whine, and you giggle at how precious he looks right now. with his cheeks flushed and restless eye, looking anywhere but you.

why can't you show some mercy on this man's heart?

“you may have your reasons to keep me at arms length.” he grimaces at the intention of your words, “but i'm already at peace that you still share a part of your life with me. that i still get to stand beside you.”

you gently tug him down, pressing your forehead against his in a nuzzle.

“this… what we share between us may take forever to be spoken out loud,” you place a finger right at his lips, watching his breath grow heavier from the touch. “but i am willing to stand by you for a lifetime and more.”

you lean to kiss the finger atop of his lips, fully pulling back to see his bewildered and already reddening face.

“my dear, you look like you're about to explode.”

“you can't just do that and expect me to remain calm!”

your giggle echoes through the quiet kitchen. qifrey might be a little delirious, he could have sworn he heard the chimes of fairies favoring every sound you make with those extremely tempting lips of yours.

what do they taste like?

“fret not.” your hand caresses his cheeks, “no unspoken words can push me away from you.”

“i don't want to hurt you.” he tries to look the other way, but with your hand tilting his gaze back to you has him melting on the spot. his futile attempt to avoid your intense look has him weak on the knees.

what kind of magic did you cast on him?

“no pain exists when i am within your presence.”

“my dear…”

“shh.”

you pull him a little closer, resting your head just above his collarbone. he's trembling, whether from the promising position the two of you are in or from his fears, you don't mind. not when he's this close to you. the closest he's ever been to you. you'd do anything to preserve this moment.

“you don't have to tell me everything.”

you place a hand on his chest, listening to his heartbeat.

“all that matters is we're here.”

his warm and gentle hands press against the back of your waist, finally letting himself hold you in his arms.

your body fits every crevice, resting against his chest.

“i'd wait for a lifetime for you.” you whisper into his robes. “i'll remember you even in my next life.”

“you think that's possible?”

“everything's possible with magic.”

he hopes so. perhaps then, he wouldn't have to wait for another lifetime to feel this once more. to be at peace in your arms, free from all his fear.

perhaps then, he could hold your hand whenever he wants, feel the warmth of your palm against his.

perhaps then, he can tell you the words he's been dying to say. he won't have to fear the consequences of telling you he loves you, oh, so much. that he wants you to be his and him, yours.

perhaps then, love won't hurt this much.

[jame7t]

dead tired today so I grabbed a coffee from the gas station & the guy greeted me by trying to say “is that everything “ but fumbled and said “e ga thebythin” and me trying to say “yeah” or “yup” just went “YIP!” in response. No survivors

[lichtenbug]

[miamitu-illust]

Power meets Izutsumi the cat devil. Together they completely decimate the local wildlife..

I think they'd get along well :)

[eikyuunimain-deactivated2026051]

aki hayakawa is the type to act like he doesn’t need comfort—like sleep is something you do alone, quietly, efficiently—until he’s in bed and you open your arms without making a big deal out of it.

he'll pause at the edge of the mattress, looking like he’s deciding whether he’s allowed. then he exhales through his nose, climbs in, and lowers his head onto your chest like it’s just… the nearest pillow. like it doesn’t mean anything at all.

but his body gives him away the second you start running your fingers through his hair.

it’s subtle—his shoulders ease, his breathing deepens, his arm slips around your waist and stays there. you scratch lightly at his scalp and feel him sink in, the weight of the day finally sliding off him in slow increments.

“comfortable?” you whisper.

“mm,” he murmurs.

you smile and keep going, fingers combing through his hair, gentle little circles that don’t ask for anything back. for a while it’s just quiet—the sound of your breathing, the soft rustle of sheets, aki letting himself be held.

until your hand pauses.

maybe you’re adjusting, maybe your hand’s tired, maybe you just stop without thinking.

he reacts instantly. a small, impatient nudge of his head into your chest. a faint huff like a complaint he can’t form. his fingers curl at your side, not hard, just enough to say keep going.

you laugh under your breath. “seriously?”

he doesn’t lift his head. doesn’t look at you.

“…don’t,” he mutters, and it’s unclear if he means don’t tease me or don’t stop.

so you start again, fingers back in his hair, slow and steady, and he sighs—long, relieved—like you fixed something he couldn’t ask for. after a minute, voice muffled and honest against you, he adds, almost reluctantly:

“stay like this.”

like that’s all he wants. like you’re the only place his mind finally goes quiet.

[catpocalyptic]

Ashamed to say i spent all day on this

[kivalt]

I like reze a lot

[triangleguy]

THIS IS KILLING ME

[aropride]

i love how everyone on this website is kind of pathetic it brings such a sense of understanding and community

[aropride]

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[rawbin69]

hey psst, idk if you were aware of this already but the linked blogs dont actually link to anything, due to the username changes. it also means that like no links work; be it masterlists or links to other posts in general

Oh shoot thank you for reminding me of that!! I completely forgot 💀 I’ll fix that when I can!!! It’ll probably be tomorrow or the day after that when I can get to it :’-)

[rawbin69]

im glad to hear that! honestly i wasnt even expecting a reply due to the inactivity so thats a nice surprise! im happy for you thought :D!! the internet still eats up an embarassing amount of my time whoops ^^;;

also have fun playing ut w the friend! i replayed it recently due to just... a sudden urge to do so and here i am... <3 obsessing over it once more <3

but ive also been doing great! in my... 3rd wave of undertale hyperfixation rn, which is actually the thing that made me reach out im the 1st place. just needed to check in on a writer im a fan of yknow? <3

I'm glad you did, I've missed hearing from you!! :-D Hopefully I do end up getting another undertale hyperfixation, it would be great timing lol

I may be inactive but I do often respond when someone else initiates!! Unless I accidentally open the notification when I'm not free because without the reminder I do forget 😭

I still have a lot of requests in my undertale inbox and I do have a lot of half-finished responses,, I'm hoping I'll get the motivation to answer them fully soon because it would be really fun to finally get back to those!! It was a lot of fun writing and sharing, and interacting with you and everyone was so lovely!!!! :-D

[rawbin69]

Sorry to ask you this, but with under my skin having been cancelled, what would the outro have been?

I don't really remember but I think I was planning on doing something with the now rabies infested ShadowClan camp. Like, the cats there suffering from rabies, maybe end it on a jumpscare where one of the infected cats spots the camera POV and attacks it? The newest arc hadn't come out yet so I was hoping I maybe could set up an actual proper sequel this time for it eventually where the new protagonists from what's now A Starless Clan could navigate through what would basically be a zombie apocalypse of rabies infected cats. I had not done any research at all on rabies and was purely using rabies as a stand in for "oooh spooky spooky virus!!1!" which may not have been a great idea, I should've just made some kind of sickness up if that's the kind of idea I wanted to go for 💀

Tip for people wanting to do horror MAPs: don't use real sicknesses or use "tropes" from horror films without doing at least a little research first!!

[rawbin69]

hi robin!

its 🌌 anon from the undertale side blog talking here!

im unsure if youre still active or not on tumblr in general, but i figured i could pop by in honour of it being the year of our lord, 2023 now.

so hi :) hows it going? <3

Hey!! It's good to see you again :-D

Things are fine with me! I'm uploading a lot less now than I used to which is a bit sad, maybe, but I'm kind of happy about that since the reason for my lack of content is that I'm a lot more happy and have more of a life outside of what I do online now than I did before :-) I am, coincidentally, going to be playing undertale in a few days with two friends of mine since one of them is woefully uneducated about all things undertale, so I'm excited for that! Maybe it'll trigger another undertale hyperfixation, who knows lol

How are things going with you? :-D <3

[rawbin69]

Babe wake up new Robinfire sona just dropped

ANYWAYS BHADBHJDHJAS HELLO. This is probably what will be my absolute final sona, because unlike with the others, I've actually given it proper thought this time around. Shocking I know 💀 The only thing that may be changed is their ref, but the design? I'm confident it'll stay around, maybe with some SLIGHT alterations but definitely nothing major like before.

I'm very happy with them <3 I think this ref may be kinda meh, the presentation of it isn't top notch, but that's fine because I'm not trying to make the most beautiful ref sheet in existence I'm trying to get their design across, yk? Anyways yeah I just wanted to update people on it since I've been asked about it :-D

LAST THING: none of you will be able to contact me basically at all for the upcoming few days. I am not ignoring you, I am simply not online, I will get back to you when I can :-)

[dyingtype-deactivated20250703]

I made some fan art wanting to try out my new drawing tablet and I’d say it came out p good!

(CG stands for ceiling ghost which is my yt im setting up)

[rawbin69]

JADKBJAJFB OH MY GOD I'M GOING TO DIE LOOK AT THEM 😭💖 I LOVE YOUR STYLE SO MUCH HELLO???? Actually going to combust this looks so good I just. JAFJBHDABHJFDAHJ

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS LOVELY FANART I'M HUFADDIFSFIAFSAJN YES <3333333

[rawbin69]

Babe wake up new Robinfire sona just dropped

ANYWAYS BHADBHJDHJAS HELLO. This is probably what will be my absolute final sona, because unlike with the others, I've actually given it proper thought this time around. Shocking I know 💀 The only thing that may be changed is their ref, but the design? I'm confident it'll stay around, maybe with some SLIGHT alterations but definitely nothing major like before.

I'm very happy with them <3 I think this ref may be kinda meh, the presentation of it isn't top notch, but that's fine because I'm not trying to make the most beautiful ref sheet in existence I'm trying to get their design across, yk? Anyways yeah I just wanted to update people on it since I've been asked about it :-D

LAST THING: none of you will be able to contact me basically at all for the upcoming few days. I am not ignoring you, I am simply not online, I will get back to you when I can :-)

[rawbin69]

Commissions are open!

These are the prices. If they're of any interest at all, here's the link to the doc giving details on everything <3 :-)

[rawbin69]

Hey could I use your df and sc designs for my map?

Ofc! :-]