Poetry that makes you feel

i'm new to this whole 'blog' thing & it probably won't get alot of attention, but i hope whoever happens to come across my page, can feel a little less lonley in the world

[rawemotionss-blog]

I tried to stop loving you so I built walls around my heart and found other names to whisper in the night. But you carved yourself into my veins whether you meant it or not. And sometimes I wonder if you remember the way we looked at each other or maybe you just forgot.

Pillow thoughts 

[rawemotionss-blog]

but what am i supposed to do? when your hair is soft and your eyes are blue and my heart turns over at the sound of your name. only, you smile at me the way friends usually do. i am more of a mess than a rainy day because you have no idea i feel this way.

My phone diary 14/5/17 22:05 (Pillow Thoughts)

[rawemotionss-blog]

[rawemotionss-blog]

some days, I feel everything. other days, I feel nothing at all. I don't know what's worse; drowning beneath the waves or dying from thirst

lohver

[ryantippery]

[rawemotionss-blog]

a mind at its worst

forgettable

worthless

pointless

useless

expendable

i am none of the above

stop tricking me into

thinking otherwise

please stop

please

[rawemotionss-blog]

sometimes even the worst dreams are better than this reality

note to self Connor Franta

[rawemotionss-blog]

and even though I'm surrounded by people, I've never felt so alone

my phone diary 28/4/17   23:19

[rawemotionss-blog]

i am in love with this

[justbepatient]

For some reason I’m still wondering if we just drifted or if you left me. It seemed so sudden, but I still saw it coming.

[rawemotionss-blog]

you're in love with how you remember them not with who they've become you're in love with an outdated version of how things were you're attached to an idea that no longer exists this is what happens when those we usually avoid pretend to be everything we've always wanted

whiskey words & a shovel II

[rawemotionss-blog]

constantly tired

but not from a lack of sleep

[rawemotionss-blog]

yeah the sun still shines but sometimes I don't feel it

[rawemotionss-blog]

you can be in love with someone at 3 am or 5 pm and sometimes it is with someone else and sometimes it is with the way the sky looks on a saturday afternoon

Pillow thoughts