Rawiyah @rawiyah23 - Tumblr Blog

was he rly making a move or was I just delusional?

i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever

جبتيها لنفسك يا رورو ولا اكونتنيق وتاكس أجل

#dead inside #why tax?

myprer0gative

Yesterday I felt like it was real. This is rly happening and I need help.

So I kept thinking should I tell anyone? And I know I have talked abt it with some people but at the time I was not sure if it was real or not. I believed that it was nothing and it didn't affect me that much and as a matter of fact I was in a bad place then so it makes sense to me that I experience these things and feel that way.

But now I'm in a good place and feel the same and experience the same old things.

it just got worse.

#mental health #need help #denial #getting back to listening to Klaus nomi

ok so he opened the door and then what? sometimes I rly don't understand what the fuck I want like what is it that I was waiting for????????? يعني طيب وبعدين

#open the door #H