pretty please ā saturday.
ft. Kevin Hayes plot: with Kevin, Brady, and Jimmy all gone from New York and the new season about to start, everyone gets together for a long weekend. warnings: swearing, drinking, body issues, soft Nolan Patrick content. thereās quite a bit of smut in this tbh. word count: 8.6k many thanks to @danglesnipecellyā for proof reading and putting up with my ridiculous typosĀ
THURSDAY / FRIDAY You didnāt sleep well that night, tossing and turning and never feeling like you actually got beyond dozing. Guilt was eating at you, even as you slept, and at one point, you opened your eyes and saw the first bits of daylight peaking through the window. There was a certain numbness to you, as when you rolled over, trying to get back to sleep, you realized you were parched.
Sitting up, you stretched for a moment before getting out of bed. You felt like running. Not like, physically running, but running away from the cabin, from the conversation you were going to avoid for as long as you could. When you checked your phone, you saw that it was barely 7:00am, and you yawned, forcing yourself out of bed anyway. A walk might do you some good, let you wear off some of this anxious energy so you could get more sleep later.
You changed out of your pjs and into a pair of jean shorts and a clean shirt, stuffing your feet into your sandals as you went across the hall to brush your teeth. Your hair was an absolute mess, but you just tied it up in a bun, deciding to deal with it later.Ā
To say you tiptoed past Kevinās door on the way to the living room was an understatement. You wondered if he was awake, or if heād woken up at all in the night and realized youād left. Your palm itched as your eyes settled on the doorknob, shoving down the urge to go inside and slip into bed with him, but you kept moving.Ā
The living room and kitchen were empty when you got there, and the cabin seemed peaceful despite the way your brain was running wild. You got yourself a glass of water, leaning back against the cabinet as you sipped at it. Really, you were poised to sprint out the door if you heard any sign of Kevin, your shoulders tense as your heart thundered in your chest. Coffee was already brewing, so someone had to be up already.Ā
You heard voices a moment later, the sound of footsteps, and just as your fight or flight instincts had you ready to bolt, you realized that it was Nolan and the friend of Jimmyās whose name you never remembered coming out of the garage. They had fishing poles in their hand, among other things, and Nolan nodded to you in acknowledgement.Ā
āMorning,ā you said, refilling your glass of water as Nolan put down the things in his hands to reach for a mug from the cabinet. He kind of grumbled in response, and you didnāt take it personally as he filled the mug with coffee. āAre you guys going fishing? Like, off the boat?ā
āYeah, thatās the plan,ā no name responded, nodding as he got a cup of coffee for himself.Ā
āCan I come?ā you asked before you really thought about it. āI mean, I wonāt fish, Iāll just sit there and read. Iāll even keep my mouth shut so I donāt scare away the fish or whatever.ā What better way to avoid the problem you created than by sitting in the middle of the lake for a few hours.Ā
The two guys looked at each other and shrugged. āYeah, thatās fine, I guess. Weāll be out there for a few hours,ā Nolan said, sipping at his coffee as he shrugged again. āWeāre leaving in a few.ā
You nodded, finishing your glass of water. āAlright, cool,ā you responded, deciding that the awkwardness of a silent fishing trip with two people you barely knew was better than the chance of running into Kevin in the next few hours. āIām gonna grab some stuff from my room, Iāll meet you guys down at the water.ā
When you ran to grab your sunglasses and your iPad from your room, the rational whisper in the back of your mind told you this was a dumb idea, that you needed to put on your big girl panties and deal with it. You were too panicked to listen to yourself though, and you tiptoed past Kevinās door again on your way out of the cabin. Making your way down to the dock, you texted Sophie to tell her you were going out on the boat, and that Nolan and whatās his name were waiting for you.
No one said much as you settled yourself at the opposite end of the boat from them, putting your feet up as the boat pulled away from the dock. The sky was overcast, but you wore your sunglasses anyway, looking out at the water with a sigh. You opened your book on your iPad, but never really got around to reading. The guys decided on a fishing spot, and the boat came to a stop.Ā
Your mind was cycling, thinking about what needed done at your apartment in the next few weeks ahead of Sophie moving out, thinking about the meeting you had to be in on Tuesday morning, thinking about almost anything besides the 6ā5ā man youād slipped out on the night before. As soon as your mind even started to drift to him, you corrected course by thinking about something boring and menial.Ā
After an hour on the water, you started to realize why people might enjoy fishing. None of you had said a word since leaving the dock, and if your mind wasnāt an anxiety ridden frenzy right now, youād probably find being on the boat rather peaceful. Nolan had moved seats, sitting closer to your end of the boat as he cast his line into the water.Ā
You finally did your best to start reading, but after reading the same page four times and still remembering none of it, you promptly gave up. Glancing at your phone, you remembered that your service was hit or miss on the water, and maybe that was a good thing. Feeling a little fidgety, you turned in your seat, leaning against the railing to look out at the water again. All you had to do was withstand another 32 hours or so of avoiding Kevin, then you and Sophie would be on your way home and you could go back to pretending he didnāt exist.
It was the sound of Nolanās voice after a while that zapped you back to the present. When you looked at him, he was already watching you and you blinked.Ā
āIām sorry, were you talking to me?ā you asked, eyebrows raised. You could feel your cheeks warm as you straightened up in your seat.Ā
āUh, yeah. I asked if you were good, considering youāve been staring at the same spot of nothing for close to 45 minutes,ā he responded, actually chuckling a little bit. You didnāt want to believe youād been staring off into space for that long, but you checked your phone and it had actually been longer.
āOh,ā you said, not sure what to say. Your response surely told him everything he needed to know, so you didnāt bother trying to act like you were having an awesome morning. āIāll be okay.ā
Nolan nodded, eyes moving back to watch the fishing line. You expected that to be the end of it, and you were already turning your head back to look out at the water again when he spoke. āIs this about Kevin?ā
You froze, shoulders tense as you took a deep breath. Looking at him again, you were surprised by how direct he was about it. You hardly knew him, so you werenāt sure how much of your soul you were willing to bare to him in the middle of a lake.
āKind of,ā you said finally, looking down at your lap and picking a piece of invisible fuzz off your shorts. You were being truthful. Kevin was the immediate issue, but of course, it all stemmed back to the fact that you were about to be the last of the group left in New York.
Nolan was quiet, chewing on the inside of his cheek like he was trying to figure out what to do next. After a momentās thought, he sighed, reeling in his fishing line before getting to his feet and moving closer to where you were sitting. That surprised you more than the fact that he was speaking to you to begin with, and you straightened up in your seat when you noticed that his brow was creased still.
āSo, Kevās probably gonna kill me for telling you all of this, but I donāt see much point in you both being miserable for the rest of the trip because youāre both too afraid to talk about your feelings,ā he started, looking at you pointedly enough that you felt like a kid getting a talking to from their teacher. When you didnāt say anything to stop him, he continued.
āI met you two days ago, but Iāve known about you since my third conversation with Kevin. He talks about you all the time. The whole reason he invited me this weekend was because he wanted me to meet you. He invited a few others too, just to meet you, but they werenāt able to make it,ā he told you, and you knew your eyes were wide as you listened to him.Ā
āWell, hopefully I lived up to the hype,ā you said, exhaling a breath of humorless laughter.
āIām undecided, so far,ā he responded, his tone flat as the corner of his mouth twitched up in a grin that put you a little more at ease. āHe hasnāt gone on more than 2 dates with someone since he got to Philly because he compares them all to you. I know, because I live with him, and he whines about it constantly. I had to stop him from drunk dialing you about nine times last year, then heād go on and on about how he just wanted to go up to New York and see you, and that he was happy to be in Philly because he was closer to you again. He misses you, and heās crazy about you, but heās either too fucking dumb to realize it or too scared to say anything to you about it.ā
You ran your tongue along your teeth as you thought over what Nolan had said, and you were grateful that heād paused to give you a chance to process all of it. The words had surprised you, that was for sure, but thinking back to yesterday and last night...he was never this sweet with you before. Sure, thereād been some light flirting here and there between hook ups, but heād never seemed to want you this badly before. You thought back to the other night and what heād said about the two of you dating. This was all stupid, you decided, and you didnāt really know what to think.
āFrom the things heās said, I donāt think he fully realized how he felt about you until he was traded to Winnipeg, and then he didnāt know what to do about it,ā Nolan said with pursed lips, like he somehow could read your mind.Ā
You were grateful that your sunglasses were on, because you felt tears burning in your eyes. Taking a deep breath, you swallowed, glancing out at the water again. You hated this feeling, the sinking in your stomach of not knowing what to do, not knowing how to fix the whole situation. Sniffling, you took another deep breath and looked at Nolan again.
āWell, since youāre obviously smarter than both of us, any advice on what to do?ā you asked finally, your throat tight with the threat of tears. He looked pleased with the compliment, then continued.
āItās so painfully obvious to everyone that youāre both waiting on the other to make the first more, so I say just talk to him. You know heās a good dude, you know he just wants you to be happy, so you both just need to find the time to talk about whatās going on,ā he said, shrugging again. Talking about things like this clearly wasnāt his strong suit, but you appreciated the effort that he was making to help you out.
Nodding, you looked down at your lap momentarily, checking your phone again. Sophie had texted you, saying Kevin was looking for you, followed by a sad face, asking what happened last night. Youād respond to those later, after you had time to process your emotions a little more.
āThanks for this, really,ā you said, hoping you sounded as sincere as you felt.Ā
āYou can thank me by getting him to shut up about how much he misses you,ā Nolan told you, letting out a dry laugh. āI guess I get the hype, kind of, but Philly and New York are close enough that the only thing keeping you guys apart is the fact that you like to avoid each other instead of talking about it.ā You snorted softly, glad to see that he at least had a sense of humor about it.
āIām glad he had you at least, to whine to enough that you took matters into your own hands,ā you told him and he gave you a genuine smile with a nod.Ā
āI had a rough year too. Kev did a lot for me, so this is just me trying to repay him.āĀ
You both fell silent then, looking out at the water. It was nearly 10:30 by then. You hadnāt read a single page of your book, but your mind wasnāt racing anymore. Now, the thought of talking to Kevin didnāt make you want to hide, and you decided that was a good start.
Half an hour later, the guys decided theyād had enough fishing and started packing up to head back. Despite your better attitude, nervousness fluttered in your stomach, but you knew youād survive talking to Kevin, just like you had survived for the last year and a half of carrying around all of the feelings. You made a plan for yourself and felt good about it: get up to the cabin, shower, then find Kevin to fix the problem.Ā
Your plan immediately went out the door when you realized that Kevin was already sitting on the dock waiting for you. When you looked at Nolan, you saw the corner of his mouth turn up slightly and you gather that he mustāve texted him that you guys were heading back. Nolan raised his eyebrows at you with a look that said āif you donāt figure this out, youāre dead to me,ā and you clenched your jaw.
The boat docked a minute later, and the guy whoās name you really should remember started toward the cabin while Nolan stood on the dock for a short moment, talking to Kevin before taking off as well. You stayed where you were as he stepped onto the boat, and when you took your sunglasses off, you realized that your hands were shaking. It was nice to better understand how he felt about you, but that didnāt stop the flood of emotions that rose in you when you looked at him.Ā
Kevin looked tired, like heād slept as poorly as you had, and a wave of guilt made your stomach churn. He stood there for a minute, hands in his pockets and neither of you really seemed to know what to say. āCan I sit down?ā he asked eventually, nodding to the spot next to you.Ā
You could feel your bottom lip quivering, and you nodded, trying to swallow the lump in your throat. āYeah,ā you managed to say without your voice breaking. When he sat down, he turned toward you slightly, close enough that his leg was touching yours. By the time you forced yourself to meet his eye, your vision was blurry with tears, your mouth drawn in a tight line.Ā
āBaby, whatās wrong?ā he asked, frowning as he reached for your hand. The contact was all it took for the tears to spill over and you wiped at them quickly with your other hand.
āIām sorry,ā you told him, sniffling as you looked away from him. He squeezed your hand tightly, bringing the other up to cup your face, guiding you to look at him. āIām sorry I left last night, I shouldāve stayed.ā
āJesus, what did Nolan tell you? Why are you crying?ā he asked, looking concerned as his thumb swept over your cheek.
āIām just so sad,ā you admitted, stifling a sob as you avoided his eyes. Your face was hot, because you were upset and because you were embarrassed by the fact that you were such a blubbering mess all of a sudden.
āWhat, about last night?ā Now he really looked concerned, and it actually made you let out a breath of laughter as you shook your head. Kevin looked relieved by your reaction, and easily pulled you into his lap before you could say anything else. His arms were tight around you, holding you against his chest as he sighed quietly.
The way he was holding you made you feel so small and so secure, and you just stayed like that for a moment with your face pressed into his neck. āIām just sad about everything right now, I guess,ā you admitted, shifting enough to wrap your arm around him as well as you leaned into his chest. āIām sad about Sophie again, Iām sad weāre all leaving tomorrow. Iām sad you got traded to begin with, and Iām sad I wasted a year and a half being too scared to talk to you.ā Your voice was raw with emotion and tears started spilling down your cheeks again no matter how hard you tried to stop them.
āWhy were you scared to talk to me?ā he asked, his lips pressed to the top of your head. His hand moved over your back in a firm motion that was hypnotically soothing, making you feel safe to spill your heart out as he held you.
You sniffled, shrugging as you took a shuddering breath. āI just didnāt know what to say to you. I didnāt know where we stood or how you felt. I donāt look like the girls you usually date, so I thought that whenever we hooked up that it had just been out of boredom, since it was always at the end of a night out. I figured youād be too busy getting settled and I guess I felt like I cared more about you than you cared about me.ā You felt bad admitting it after hearing what Nolan had had to say, and you couldnāt help the way your voice was shaking as you spoke.Ā
Kevinās hand slid along your jaw gently, bringing your face up to look at him. āIām sorry I made you feel that way. It was never out of boredom either, I spent so long trying to figure out how to get your attention,ā he told you, practically whispering the words. He kissed you softly, his lips just barely brushing over yours. āI was scared to talk to you too, but I shouldnāt have let that stop me.ā
Determined to stop crying, you wiped your eyes, already tilting your head enough to kiss him again. Your eyes moved over his face like you were committing it to memory, letting your knuckles drag over the stubble that covered his jawline. āAnd why on earth were you scared to talk to me?ā you asked, your throat still tight even after the tears had stopped.
āBecause youāve always been way too cool and smart for me, and I was so close to finally working up the nerve to ask you out when I got traded,ā he told you, a sad smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. His fingers were still moving up and down your back in a way that made you want to press closer to him and just stay like that for the rest of the day. āOnce I was in Winnipeg, I didnāt really know what to say to you either. I didnāt know what your feelings were about us, and I didnāt know how to even bring it up. I donāt think I even knew how badly I wanted there to be an us until I was already in Winnipeg. Since I wasnāt sure where I was going to end up once the season ended, it didn't feel fair to you to drag you into something long distance.ā
āThen you signed to Philly,ā you said softly, feeling tears fill your eyes again as your head settled on his shoulder.Ā
āYep, I signed to Philly, then each time I was in New York last summer, you never came around. I figured you had moved on or something, or that you hadnāt felt the same way to begin with.ā
He kissed the top of your head and fell silent, both of you letting everything hang between you for a few moments. You still felt sad and angry with yourself, but at least him holding you like he was made it easier to let go of those feelings.Ā
āWhat do we do now?ā you asked eventually, though really you were content to stay there all day, soaking in the warmth of the sun and Kevinās body. He seemed to be enjoying the contact as much as you were, and didnāt answer right away.
āWell, are you hungry?ā He pulled back a little to look down at you, eyes sweeping over your tear stained face. You nodded quickly, realizing that it was nearly noon and you hadnāt eaten anything that morning. āThereās a restaurant down the road a bit, we can go get lunch if you want, and this is me making it clear that it would be a date.ā
Snorting, you grinned, your hands coming up to cup his face. āI like that idea,ā you said, kissing him softly. You only pulled back enough to look at him briefly, but his mouth found yours again, making you smile. āI want to take a shower first though, then we can go.ā
āGood, you need it,ā he responded, already laughing by the time you poked him in the ribs. Before you could shoot something snarky back, he kissed you again, harder this time to make you groan into his mouth. When you pulled back again, you got to your feet, knowing that otherwise, youād never want to move.Ā
Lunch was wonderful, honestly. After your shower, Kevin drove you to the restaurant, his arm stretched over the center console to hold your hand. As you ate, he told you about his favorite spots in Philly and about his teammates, and you talked about your family and the ongoing drama at your office. Admittedly, you had one too many mimosas, leaving you giggling as Kevin nudged your foot gently under the table.
As soon as you made it back to the cabin, Sophie was hugging you so tightly that it hurt. Jimmy eventually got her to let go and you laughed as she made you promise to sit with her at dinner. On the way back from lunch, you and Kevin had decided a nap was in order since youād both slept like shit, and you let him pull you into his room with a grin.Ā
The making out was kept to a minimum, both of you tired and full from lunch, but it still felt nice to curl up with him, knowing you had nothing else to be doing. With your head on his chest, he asked if you wanted to put a movie on or anything, and you just shook your head sleepily, pressing your face into his neck. His arm was around you, keeping you curled against him, and it occurred to you that this was the first time youād fallen asleep with him. He kept kissing the top of your head like he was realizing the same thing, murmuring to you that you made him happy.Ā
The sound of your phone vibrating beside you woke you up a few hours later. Kevin was still asleep, and you stretched as much as you could without disturbing him as you reached for your phone. It was Sophie, as nosey as ever, wanting to be filled in on how lunch had gone, and you grinned to yourself as you texted her back. You stayed put for a while, happy to be right where you were as Kevin continued to doze.
When he woke up, it was with a loud yawn, rolling onto his side and taking you with him. You laughed as he spooned you, immediately pressing his face into the back of his neck.Ā
āDonāt go back to sleep,ā you warned, rubbing your hand over his forearm where it was looped tightly around you.
āWhy not?ā he murmured, his voice deeper than usual and thick with grogginess.Ā
āBecause weāll be up all night if we sleep too late,ā you told him matter of factly, shivering as he nosed at your hairline lightly.
āMaybe I was planning to keep you up half the night anyway,ā he countered. The laugh you let out bled into a soft moan as he tugged at your earlobe with his teeth gently. Your body leaned back against him more, just barely pressing your thighs together when arousal jolted through you.
āJesus, Kev,ā you said, enjoying the soft rumble of laughter that left him. You were both quiet for a moment after that, your heart racing as he alternated between kissing your skin and nuzzling against you.
āWhat time are you and Soph leaving tomorrow?ā he asked, his hand sliding over your waist. He brushed his thumb against the band of your bra lightly, like he was trying to be casual about it and you grinned at the contact.Ā
āBetween 3 and 4, I think,ā you responded, squirming as his hand slid over your stomach. Your breathing had quickened from the light touches, and if it didnāt feel so good, you would hate how easily he was able to turn you on.Ā
āGood.ā The word was short, and he said it as his fingers toyed with the button of your shorts. His mouth was still against your neck and you could feel him smirking into your skin. Your mouth was dry, your heart fluttering in your chest as your hips pressed back toward him. You murmured his name impatiently, enjoying that you could feel the hardening outline of his dick against your ass, when a knock at the door made you both jump.
āKevin, stop hogging Y/N for yourself!ā Sophie said from the other side of the door, voice slightly raised as she knocked again. You let out a loud laugh, leaning back against him as he sighed.Ā
āFinders keepers, Sophie!ā he responded as he loosened his hold on you.
āWeāll be out in a minute, chill, Soph,ā you said finally, your heart still racing from the touches that surely wouldāve gone further had you not been interrupted.
Sophieās response was to walk away, and you laughed as you sat up. You knew your cheeks were flushed and your hair was probably a mess from your nap, but you were smiling as you looked back at Kevin who was still stretched out along the mattress.Ā
āMaybe I shouldāve warned you that she knew I was awake,ā you teased, leaning over him to press a quick kiss to his mouth.
āMhm, maybe,ā Kevin hummed, his hand sliding along your jaw before he kissed you again. You pulled away quickly after that before he could pull you back down to him, because you knew that if Sophie came back, she wouldnāt hesitate to open the door.Ā
It was a really good evening, honestly. Brady, Jimmy, and Kevin all seemed a little down that it was the last night of the trip and that they probably wouldnāt see each other for a while. You played cards and pong, maintaining a slight buzz through dinner, where you next to Sophie as promised. Kevin was essentially glued to your side, mostly keeping his hands to himself despite the way he was looking at you.Ā
One simple grin from him had fire jolting up your spine, leaving you to think about his hands on you, the way they squeezed your waist, and the tight grip of them in your hair when you went down on him. He had even texted you at one point, telling you he was thinking about how good you tasted, that he couldnāt wait to be inside you later. Of course, heād been sitting right next to you when heād sent it and watched for your reaction, even when youād been in the middle of talking with Brady about his new place in Raleigh. Youād stumbled over your words a little after reading the message, your cheeks flushing as your clit throbbed.Ā
Just like every other night of the trip, someone got a fire going once it was dark. Jimmy and Brady were both a little past drunk by then, making sāmores under Sophieās supervision. You grinned as you watched, letting Kevin pull you into his lap. He kissed your shoulder through your shirt, then the curve of your neck and you leaned back into him. You were quiet, not really having anything to say as you simply enjoyed the togetherness of having your favorite people all in one spot. It was bittersweet, but it no longer felt like the end of the world, especially with Kevinās warmth as he held you in his lap.
His hands started wandering a bit eventually, brushing his thumb over the clasp of your bra and letting his knuckles graze over your spine. You repaid him by shifting in his lap casually here and there, making sure your ass pressed against his lap to make him grip your hips in a plea to stop. He said your name at one point and kissed you when you turned your head to glance back at him, and you realized that was the first time heād done that in front of other people. Brady was quick to make a comment that it was about fucking time, rolling his eyes dramatically before giving Kevin a thumbs up.Ā
Around 10, you stretched slightly in his lap before moving to stand up. Kevinās arm tightened around you, and you scoffed. āI have to pee, dude, Iāll be right back,ā you told him with a quiet laugh, squeezing his wrist when he finally released you. āYou want anything from the house?ā
āNah, Iām good,ā he said, pressing a quick kiss to your mouth before you got to your feet.Ā
When you came out of the bathroom a few minutes later, the cabin was dark aside from the string lights on one wall, and you jumped a little when you spotted Kevin on the sofa.
āYou really did just have to use the bathroom, huh?ā he said, grinning as he got to his feet. The look in his eye as he watched you made your back straighten as he approached.Ā
āYeah,ā you laughed, licking your lips. āWhat did you think I meant?ā
āI dunno, I figured that was code that you wanted me to follow you up here to fuck you senseless or something,ā he told you with a shrug, his hands finding your waist once he was close enough. You snorted softly, shaking your head as you looked up at him. He was grinning at you like he had been all night, like you and your body were the only things on his mind, and anything youād thought about saying as a response was lost.Ā
He dipped his head to kiss you, pressing you back against the closed door of the bathroom, and you sighed into his mouth. Your hands came up to grip the fabric of his shirt, letting him keep the slow pace heād set even as your restraint was threatening to fray. His tongue slid over yours, and he held your jaw tenderly, thumb brushing over your cheek. Your knees already felt weak as you leaned into him, all of the heat from earlier flooding back.Ā
You couldnāt help the way that you moaned into his mouth, your hips already pressing toward him eagerly. That was when he pulled back, clearly enjoying the way your cheeks were flushed. āYou wanna go back out to the fire?ā he asked, smirking casually and hellbent on torturing you.
Rolling your eyes, you brought an arm up to wrap around his shoulders, keeping him where he was. āI thought you were gonna keep me up half the night and fuck me senseless,ā you responded, surprised that your voice wasnāt shaking as you repeated his earlier words back to him.Ā
His only reaction was to curse under his breath as he kissed you again roughly enough that you melted against him. Your hand slid along his neck, and when your thumb brushed over his pulse point, you could feel that his heart was racing. You were already wet, and had been since before Sophie interrupted you after your nap earlier. He squeezed your ass firmly, pulling your hips forward against his as his teeth caught on your bottom lip.
āKev, we need to relocate,ā you breathed, tilting your head back as he kissed down your throat. He let out a grumble that made you laugh even as you arched toward him again and he sighed, finally pulling back.Ā
āMeet me in your room?ā he murmured, hands sliding up your waist like he wasnāt ready to let go of you just yet. You nodded, nudging his shoulder lightly to make him move finally, and you took off ahead of him.Ā
He smacked your ass hard enough to make you gasp before slipping into his room as you kept going toward your own. With the door closed behind you, you tugged off your shirt and kicked your shorts aside, knowing they wouldnāt stay on much longer anyway. You wished you had thought ahead and packed some cute underwear or something that wouldāve made you feel a little sexier as you laid back against your pillows.Ā
You held your breath when you heard his footsteps come toward your door, and he cursed loudly when he saw you, making sure to lock the door behind him. Heād always managed to boost your ego, and damn, you were grateful for that. His eyes were glued to you as he approached the bed, already pulling his shirt off over his head with a grin.
When he set a box of condoms on the end table next to the bed, you laughed loudly. āA whole box, huh?ā you teased, beaming as you watched him closely.Ā
Licking his lips as his eyes slid over your body, he shrugged. āJust trying to be prepared, baby girl,ā he told you, smirking as his hands moved to unbutton his pants.Ā
He kicked his shorts off, and the outline of his half hard dick in his boxer-briefs was enough to make you groan. His body was absolutely stunning, perfectly sculpted by years of training and you had never figured out how someone as hot as him was interested in you.
āMy eyes are up here, yāknow,ā he told you, still smirking as he joined you on the bed. You shrugged, continuing to check him out because you knew he certainly didnāt mind. The ache between your legs was becoming unbearable, and you pulled him over you as soon as he was close enough.Ā
Settled over you, his body was close enough for you to feel his warmth, and as soon as he kissed you, you were arching toward him for the skin to skin contact you were so desperate for. There wasnāt much restraint in his kiss as his knee sank into the mattress between your thighs. You put an arm around his neck, your fingers digging into his shoulder as you tugged at his bottom lip with your teeth.Ā
His mouth left yours to move along your jaw in hot, open mouthed kisses and you sighed softly, tilting your head back for him. You already felt like you were burning from the inside out, your clit throbbing as your hands moved to start tugging down his underwear.
He chuckled softly, his lips vibrating against your throat as he swatted your hands away. āSo impatient,ā he murmured with a soft tsk, letting his mouth slide over your collarbone. You exhaled a loud breath, a shiver running through you from the contact, and you made a pleading sound.Ā
When he kissed you again, you saw stars, only faintly aware of his hand slipping under your back to unfasten your bra. Pulling the fabric away from you, he cursed under his breath and his mouth was already making its way down your throat again.Ā
āKev, baby, just fuck me already,ā you whined, dragging your nails over his shoulder. He glanced up at you with dark eyes, and he had the audacity to grin at you before sucking your nipple into his mouth. You nearly jumped out of your skin, moaning loudly as your hips rocked in search of friction. His hand came up to tug your panties down in an easy motion, so at least he was heading in the right direction of what you wanted.Ā
You were about to whine for him again, damnĀ near ready to beg by the time his hand slipped between your thighs. A loud, grateful moan left you from the contact, even if it was just him sliding his fingers through your folds.Ā
āHow are you always just so fucking wet?ā he murmured, mostly to himself as he purposefully avoided your clit. A frustrated sound left you as you squirmed, your hips twitching toward his hand.Ā
āIt might have something to do with the fact that you teased me for half the day,ā you responded, voice shaking slightly as you managed to laugh a bit. Sucking a mark against the curve of your breast, he hummed softly like he was acknowledging his role in the matter.Ā
Without much further teasing, he sank two fingers into you, and you each moaned in unison. You felt so on edge already, barely able to keep still as your body squeezed around his fingers greedily. His mouth moved over your chest and shoulder without much direction, like he was just happy to be able to touch you at all while his fingers rocked into you.
āYouāre so fucking tight, sweetheart,ā he groaned, nosing at the hollow of your throat. āCanāt wait to feel you around my dick, baby, Iāve been waiting so fucking long.ā He said that just when you thought you couldnāt possibly get any wetter, but the words alone made you exhale a pleading whine.Ā
Your nails sank into his shoulder when his fingers curled against your g-spot and you cursed loudly as you rocked against his hand hungrily. He leaned up to kiss you again, happily swallowing the moans that were spilling out of you. His thumb had started rubbing circles and figure 8s against your clit and you swore that you were on the verge of actually exploding.
The motion of his fingers sped up and you were already so close, desperately trying to meet the motion of his hand to get what you needed. His mouth closed around your nipple again, nearly overwhelming you. Your heartbeat was roaring in your ears and your scalp prickled from the perfect pressure of his thumb against you.
āFuck, Kev, Iām gonna cum,ā you warned, panting as heat threatened to consume your body. He cursed, and just as you were right there at the edge, his fingers were suddenly gone. The sound that left you was practically a sob, your body shaking as you tried to squeeze your thighs together for whatever friction you could get.
Kevin actually chuckled at the sight, using the leg still between your knees to stop you as he leaned to kiss you again quickly. āNot yet, baby, donāt want you to cum until itās on my cock,ā he told you, and all you could do was nod out of desperation.
He brought his hand up to your mouth and you locked eyes with him as you sucked his fingers into your mouth, moaning at the taste of yourself. Eagerly, your tongue slid along his digits and you held his gaze, knowing your eyes were dark and clouded with lust. All you could hear over the rush of your own heartbeat was the soft mumble of his voice as he praised you.
When he pulled away completely, standing to grab a condom from the end table, your head turned to watch him, just as you had earlier. He smirked when he caught you checking him out, your eyes obviously stuck on the hard line of his cock as it strained against the fabric of his underwear.
āTurn over, sweetheart, get up on your hands and knees for me,ā he told you, licking his lips as he tore open the condom.
You didnāt even bother to nod, just moving as quickly as you could on limbs that were still shaking. Your knees sank into the mattress, eagerness clawing at you as you heard the sound of his boxer-briefs sliding down his legs. Still trembling, you looked back at him, loving the look in his eye as he stroked his cock slowly, surveyed the way you were presenting yourself to him.
āKev, cāmon, stop making me wait,ā you pleaded, already rocking back toward him hungrily. He chuckled softly, letting his hand rub over your back in a way that made you shake even more. It surprised you when he pulled you to the edge of the mattress where his feet were still planted on the floor.Ā
āI donāt remember you being this needy before,ā he mused, his voice a low hum as he smacked your ass, earning a gasp from you. You gritted your teeth as your hand tightened in the sheets, pressing back toward him again as your pussy throbbed.Ā
āMaybe because before, I hadnāt spent a year and a half fantasizing about you,ā you responded, the words punctuated with a moan as he started to drag the head of his cock through your folds. You figured stroking his ego a little bit might get you what you wanted, and your arms were shaking so badly that you dropped to let your chest rest against the mattress.
āLetās hope this lives up to the fantasy then, huh?ā You had started to laugh at his words, but the sound immediately became a loud moan when he sank into you all at once.
You were so full that you swore you could feel him through every inch of you, your muscles already tightening around him eagerly. A grunt left him as his hands found your waist, squeezing you there while his hips ground against you in a way that left you whimpering.
Just as you were about to whine for him to move, to give you more, he pulled back, almost slipping out of you before slamming his hips into yours again. You cursed loudly, nodding in encouragement as he set a rhythm that was somehow both lazy and desperate.
That pace didnāt last though, not when you were still so close to an orgasm that you found yourself rocking back toward him hungrily. He got the message, starting to pound into you with shallow thrusts that had the head of his cock dragging over your g-spot with each stroke. Moaning loudly into the comforter, it was hard to catch your breath, but the need for oxygen was second to your need for him.
āRight there, Kev, fuck, Iām gonna cum,ā you gasped out, not even sure if your words were coherent by then. He seemed to understand well enough though, keeping the current pace as his hand slid up your back to press between your shoulders as he fucked you into the bed.Ā
When you came, you groaned into the mattress, only faintly aware of the sharp curse that Kevin let out from the way you tightened around him as he fucked you through it. It was the kind of orgasm that left you boneless and panting, clinging to the sheets in the hopes of staying upright as it faded. With your eyes squeezed shut, you may have blacked out for a second, barely aware of the fact that you were now on your back.Ā
āYou good, sweetheart?ā Kevin asked softly, leaning over you to press a gentle kiss to your mouth. You nodded, almost feeling drunk as you smiled at him, tilting your head up for another kiss. He was still buried inside you as you throbbed around him, and you were surprised that you were able to move your arm enough to loop it around his neck.
With the buzzing in your mind and body slowing, Kevinās mouth moved over your throat again as he let you come down a little more. You didnāt need much of a break though, and you gasped when he leaned into you more. The sound made him smirk and his teeth grazed over your pulse point sharply enough that your hips rocked against him.Ā
āReady for more?ā he asked, straightening up before you were ready to lose the contact of him leaning over you. Looking up at him, you nodded, biting your lip. He swore under his breath again, glancing down between your bodies to where you were joined and started to move.Ā
Your urgency and impatience returned quickly, leaving you to roll your hips against his encouragingly as you gripped the sheets beneath you. The groan that left him was so hot, and you could practically see his hands shaking as he reached for a pillow to slide under your hips. You managed to wrap your legs around his waist despite the fact that they still felt like jello, and he made a sound of approval, guiding one leg a bit higher.
He was slow for a bit, just like he had been earlier, studying your body as it was stretched out in front of him. You knew you were flushed, your skin hot and there was at least one mark on you left by his mouth. When you said his name, your tone was desperate and he met your gaze as he nodded. His hand squeezed your thigh, moving to hold the crook of your knee as his brow creased in concentration.Ā
His pace changed quickly after that like he was tired of making you wait for it. The drag of his cock inside you was enough to make you arch toward him and your mouth fell open with a moan. He was far too good at this, he always had been. His jaw was slack as he looked down at you, obviously taking note of the fact that your tits were bouncing each time his hips slammed into yours.
āFuck, thatās hot,ā he breathed, his voice tense as his hand moved from your hip up to your breast to toy with your nipple. The contact made you cry out, your chest rising to meet his hand in search of more.
A smirk flashed across his face at your reaction, his eyes dark as you dug your heel into his back, silently pleading for more. With your hands fisted in the sheets beneath you as you tried to rock against him, you whined his name, already the pressure building in you again. He had such a gorgeous body and you brought a hand up to his abs, letting your nails scratch over his skin lightly.
āTouch yourself, Y/N,ā Kevin told you, guiding one of your legs higher on his waist. āI wanna see you make yourself cum while I fuck you, wanna cum with you.ā His words were rushed, and the slight increase in pace told you he was growing close, just like you were.Ā
Your hand dropped from his abs to between your thighs, gasping at just how wet you were. Your clit was swollen and throbbing, and the pressure of your fingers made your body shake as his grip on your thigh tightened.
āGoddammit, Kevin,ā you whined, rubbing frantic circles against your clit as he fucked you.
āGood girl, keep going, I know you can cum for me again,ā he said, the husky tone of his voice only turning you on more. Your breathing was ragged as your legs tightened around him, still needing him deeper.
He leaned over you, one hand beside your head as he pressed his face into your breasts. Grateful for the contact, your arm wrapped around him and your hand found its way into his hair, tugging at the strands. The new angle had his cock grinding over your g-spot with each snap of his hips, sending you over the edge as you continued to rub hard circles against your clit.Ā
Your body arched off the mattress as you came, exhaling moans that were semi-pornographic as his mouth closed around your nipple. He moaned loudly, sending a vibration through you as his hips stuttered, and you both lost all sense of rhythm as you came, grinding together almost aimlessly.
As soon as your orgasm passed, your head fell back, desperately trying to catch your breath as Kevin nuzzled against our chest. He was breathing just as heavily as you were, and his skin was damp with sweat when your hand slid over his back. You doubted you were in any better condition, but you were so content to just lay there for a long while, tangled together and blissed out. His weight was slumped against you a little, keeping you from floating away. When you remembered how to move, your hand moved to his hair, and he hummed in appreciation.
āHoly shit, youāre incredible,ā he breathed eventually, turning his head enough to kiss your skin lazily. You couldnāt help the quiet laugh that bubbled in you as you continued toying with his hair. He lifted his head to look up at you and a content grin slid onto your face. āBetter than the fantasies?ā
You chuckled, nodding as you let out a sigh. āAbsolutely,ā you told him, smiling as his lips moved up your throat to your mouth. The kiss was lazy but left you breathless, and when he pulled away, you couldnāt help but pout. He shot you a wink, making your stomach flutter as you moved lay against the pillows.
Laying on your side, you watched as he disposed of the condom and stepped into his underwear. You felt warm all over, admiring the lines of his tattoo as he climbed into bed again. He was quick to spoon you, pressing kisses along the back of your shoulder as you relaxed back against him.
It was easy to lay there for a while, talking quietly about nothing really, just light conversation as he kept himself curled around you. You had to get up eventually to use the bathroom, and Kevin made a displeased sound over the fact that you pulled on pants as you got dressed again. Scoffing at him, you made sure to remove them again the second you were back and you hit the light before getting into bed in your t-shirt and panties.
Laying together in the dark, Kevinās legs tangled with yours as his arm held you around the waist tightly. He was so warm behind you, and neither of you seemed to want to talk about leaving tomorrow, so you talked about easier things until you both dozed off.


















