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classycookiexo

peepline

“Sleeping is nice until you wake up and realize that you are still in pain.”

i-will-recover-tomorrow

lone-nyctophile

And they sting

neckkiss

L’Enfer (1994)

aretherestarsinhell

"i had a dream about you last night.

i was so scared that i’d missed my chance with you, but you held me in your arms and kissed me like no time had passed.

i was so happy.

then… i woke up.

i woke up to my cold, empty bed.

i woke up to you a thousand miles away, dreaming of someone else.

i woke up to the unique sensation of everything i’d ever wanted suddenly slipping away from me in the opening of an eye."

-only in a dream is anything the way it’s supposed to be. c.r.

cuddle-pubble

You need to be careful of who starts a fire in your soul. The very fire that burns in your heart for the one you love could also be what burns you down.

anotherlxve

I will always choose you, in every lifetime, but you won’t even choose me in one. And I know I cannot love you into loving me.

aretherestarsinhell

there’s one thing i’ll never understand, though.

why, despite the millions of people who would love and cherish me as i did them, does my heart still want you and only you?

why does my heart yearn for someone who does not want me?

why does my heart desire to be broken?

-and why was it so easy for you to break it? c.r.

perfectquote

“Sometimes suffering is just suffering. It doesn’t make you stronger. It doesn’t build character. It only hurts.”

— Kate Jacobs; Comfort Food

aretherestarsinhell

i’m sorry.

i’m sorry because i know i’m going to break your heart someday.

will you forgive me when i do?

and is it worse that i will, or that i know i will already?

i’m sorry, i never wanted to hurt you.

i’m sorry, and please believe me when i say you won’t deserve it when it happens.

i’m sorry, and if it were up to me, i think i’d go back in time and change it so that we’d have never met, if only to save you from this.

i’m sorry, and even though i never asked for your heart, i regret being unable to give you mine.

i’m sorry - you want forever and i can’t give it to you.

i’m sorry, i wish it were different. truly, i do.

-i’m sorry. i’m really sorry. c.r.

aretherestarsinhell

“tell me to move on. i’m always going to be thinking in possibilities; possibilities that we can get back together, possibilities that things can go back to the way they were, possibilities that you love me, still. and that’s going to drive me mad. so, please. tell me to move on. for my own sake. i can’t unless i hear you say it.”

-tell me you don’t love me like you said you did. c.r.