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Do you feel c o l d and lost in desperation You build up hope but failure's all you've known Remember all the s a d n e s s and frustration And let it go, let it go

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hey guys just a quick update to sorta apologize for my absence!! I know I’m on hiatus and stuff, but still. I’ve been either really busy or really Bad mentally, so I haven’t been on much. Hopefully I’m able to come back fully soon bc I miss all of you!!! and I miss roleplaying!!

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jamiepottcr:

“Whatever, they BOTH teach Potions,” James said with a little shrug. “How am I supposed to remember who assigns homework and when considering every teacher piles us with it every single day.” As usual, James was being far too dramatic about the situation but the amount of homework he received made him mad, despite how little of it he completed. “I don’t need Potions to play Quidditch.”

“Dude, Slughorn is over a hundred years old, I’d hardly call what he does teaching. More like droning endlessly. At least Desai remember what year it is.” He gave a shrug before making a face at the statement. “You can’t really play Quidditch if you don’t graduate, though. So you might want to get your priorities a bit more in order.”

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dominiqueismss:

Domi was walking through the corridors when she heard the strum of guitar. Since she was a lover of music, she obviously had to seek out whoever had such a talent. She followed the sound until she saw Rayin in a mostly secluded corridor. Domi sprinted over excitedly and sat right beside him despite the clear annoyance Rayin was oozing out. “No I didn’t until I heard you! I didn’t know you played?! You’re really good, oh my gosh. How could I not know?! You knob, you should’ve told me! Play some more.”

“Well, I mean. Technically I don’t. I’m still learning, I mean.” He said with a shrug. He sighed, scooching over to give Domi some more room, turning toward her to start over and play a song from the beginning. “I hope it’s okay that I only know a couple songs right now.” He said before picking up again and starting to sing along with his playing. “Did you stand there all alone? Oh I cannot explain what’s goin down–”

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Me: *almost starts crying at work* Me to myself: I know you did not do your makeup and come to work looking nice af to ruin it by smearing your mascara. GET IT TOGETHER BITCH Me: *eyes dry instantly*

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so idk how active I’ll be on the dash tonight bc I remembered I’m supposed to be finishing up a commission by tonight bc deadlines are a thing, but if I manage to finish it earlier than I’m thinking I will then I’ll be on later!! If not, I’ll catch you guys tomorrow!!

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so I was going to get on and do some replies/post a starter for my starter-less kids, but like. Depression is really kicking my ass as of late. I promise to try and get back into the swing of things asap

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I have “sincerely, me” on repeat and I need more Mike Faist gifs. I NEED THEM.

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hi, dear evan hansen has me fucked up?????

I’ll be back after I stop crying lmfao

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delgadoiisms:

He laughed, taking the quill back and shaking his head. “It’s…karma, right? You try to avoid the blind guy, but it didn’t really work. So…karma.” He was only joking, but he couldn’t help but be a bit confused. Last he knew, it didn’t make much sense to give someone your number and then straight up avoid them. 

Rayin took a breath, calming himself down. The joke took him off-guard but it made him realize how weird it must seem for him to be acting like this. “Sorry, I promise I wasn’t avoiding you for whatever reason you’ve come up with.” He said, moving out into the hall and gesturing for Rhys to follow. He walked a bit away from the crowd heading out of the dungeons, hoping Rhys was following.

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Rayin had secluded himself in a mostly deserted corridor, practicing his guitar skills. He’d hoped he wouldn’t be found or bothered here so he hadn’t seen a point in casting a quieting charm. Obviously, he’d been wrong to assume that he wouldn’t be discovered, though as he heard someone approach. He stopped playing, looking up with a sigh. “Yes? Did you need something?”

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me: I need FC help for a character Jace: *sends a picture of Danny DeVito almost instantly* me: absolutely not

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dvrsleyiisms:

“Well, you got further with this than I have. At least something’s happening. I’m starting to wonder if I’m just being Punk’d. Like, some wizard version of Ashton Kutcher’s gonna jump out and tell me they’ve just been fucking with me this whole time.” Far fetched and ridiculous? Yes, of course. “I dunno, something about element of surprise or…whatever. Don’t know why I’d need that.”

“Honestly if Ashton Kutcher isn’t a wizard, my entire life is a lie and I’ll drop out of Hogwarts right now.” He was changing the subject because for one thing, his attention span demanded it, and for another, talking about homework was boring. “Seriously, he’s gotta be. I don’t know why, but he has to be.”

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delgadoiisms:

Rhys wouldn’t necessarily say he hated Potions. It wasn’t his favorite class, but it was easy enough that he didn’t mind it. For the most part, he could lose himself in the lessons, too busy scribbling down his own notes to notice much else. And if the person sitting next to him sounding like they were in a real hurry to leave right now, it was no concern of his. What was his concern, however, was a distinct lack of his quill that he’d literally just had in his hand. So either he’d misplaced it –pretty likely, actually– or, in his haste to rid himself of Rhys’s amazing presence, the guy next to him had grabbed it. 

“Where the fuck. You didn’t grab my quill, did you?” He asked, turning and…stopping. Oh. So that was who sat next to him. Alright. So basically he could have hooked up with him a bit sooner. That kind of sucked, actually.

Rayin froze, thinking about all the things he’d swiped off of the table in his hurry to flee the classroom and reached into his bag, rummaging around. “Shit, I guess I did. Sorry.” He said, awkwardly holding the quill out for Rhys to take back. He tried to calm his speeding mind, willing it to stop buzzing at him about Rhys. It was pretty difficult when the subject material was right in front of him. 

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Okay I officially feel better. Time to start doing some repliiiies!!

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ily stay strong !!!!!

hhhh thank you,,,,

I’m trying my best

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so um. I’m having a really rough time today emotionally, but I’m gonna try to get some replies done later when I’m less... rocky 

love u guys

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I'm on my 10 minute break just listening to the chaos of my store over my headset lmfao