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Today, i saw my hand written letter to a dear one.🥹 Lord, sakit man kaayo gihapon😢 nakahilak intawon ko. Hays. Tabangi ko Lord, 1year naman unta ang nilabay. Pero lagee kay di jud dayun ni mawala. Pero thank you Lord for making me strong. Always guide me kanunay 🥹

LOVE means letting go 🥹

Dear K❤️,

Today is a different September 9 since the day i met you. Meeting a person full of enthusiast in everything that you do makes me love you even more. Forever I will be proud of you, you know that. But fate has different paths for the both of us. I have to let go. 🥹 God knows how much I hold tight, waited and prayed for us.🙏 i love you so much. Thank you for the love that we shared both. 😊 Happiest Birthday my Longkoy. I pray that you’ll be happy in everything that you do. Know that Jesus loves you more than anyone else. Thank you for my cover photo since Aug 2014 🥹. No more #KJ

I thank God for giving me this time to write this. Really pray for this. Kung kanus a nako iremove ako cover photo. And yes today is the time. 🥹 palangga taka kanunay akoa confidante for 13years 🥹

Dear Tatay,

I know how proud you are up there. How I wish I could see those smile again bragging na "anak nako na". You know what Tay we miss you so much. Bisan pag maglisod ka kabalo jud ko na moattend jud ka sa graduation ni Tomas. Ikaw jud akoa model na dili jud mogive up sa kinabuhi. Ayaw kabalaka Tay, ako promise nimo. Ma Engineer pod lage ko pohon. Kay bisan pa ug wala naka I know you'll pray for me just like imo promise nako. We love you and miss you so much Tay. I know we made you proud. 🥰🥲

love,

Joyjoyy😊

What if..,

Today was full of what if's. What if I pass. What if I strive harder. What if I got stable. What if I find good job. What if. 🥲

This is not just today but I think often times i pity myself. Lowered myself confidence to the point I cant bring back the brave Joy i was when I was in my early years.

I kept asking myself, "nganu man ka Joy oyy. tapulan naman ka. di ka maulaw. wala jud kay kwarta. wala kay savings. ang uban stable na. ang uban happy kaayo." I cried often pero doing nothing.

Ambot oyyyy nahan ra jud ko mamaligya. 🙂 I find happiness ingon ani tingali ang feeling nuh sa nakatrabaho pod na tingsweldo na. mao ang feeling sad nako og makabaligya ko.

Akoa prayer bitaw. I hope i can find a good supplier para ako jud mapursueee ako nahan. nahan jud ko mamaligya. 😊🙏