Feed Off Starshine

plz don't report, just leave me a space to rant and vent || i support recovery || i don't support any of what i say || not pro anything || 5'2" || SW: 196 lbs || CW: 127 || UGW: 105

[valseia]

[just-thinspo-shit]

a mix of skelvin and H2Hoe probably

[yeah7790]

H2Hoe 💯

[my-friend-ana]

definitely friesncries and glucose guardian lol

[peachypastelgirl]

about half Skelvin and half Chestpain Definately

[givemetheskinny]

H2Hoe and friesncries 😂😂😂

[daintyyyyyy23]

Friesncries X chestpain lol

[razzdazzle]

glucose guardian

[skinny--outcast]

🍑daily thinspo🍑

[razzdazzle]

i lost 2 lbs!!!??!!! i could cry!! i’m back at my LW!!! let’s keep going and get to my GW!!!

[razzdazzle]

had a family meal to go to. pizza and ice cream. i ate so much. it was about 1700 kcals yesterday and i hate myself for it.

i cried while trying on swimsuits

[razzdazzle]

finished my 24 h fast.

i ate after:

1/2 bouillon cube

chopped chilantro

lime juice

hot sauce

2.5 ritz crackers

and a greek yogurt for a total of 150 kcal.

this morning i lost 2.4 lbs so I’m back down to the 120s!!! 

SW: 196 || CW: 129 || GW: 105

but i won’t feel like I’ve made progress until i pass my LW: 127. i think ill take a long walk tonight.

[beautifugly]

idk if those “spells” work but………. somehow it’s working, is it a placebo? anyways 10 lbs weight loss spell!

like to charge

reblog to release

[daintydarlingg]

I’ve lost almost 10lbs in 2 weeks so something is working 😂 PLEASE DON’T STOP WORKING

[starving-gordita]

I lost 10.1lbs in 13 days omgggggg I need to lose another 10 🤞

[empty-cal0ries]

Pleasee

[razzdazzle]

it always feels like im doing this to myself on purpose and i can stop whenever i want, but then i still can’t obsessing over my weight. im short and I’ve managed to lose over 60 pounds. everyone says i look beautiful. i want to believe everyone so badly, but i look at myself and all i can see are my fat bulging thighs, my flabby stomach, my rolls and backfat. im at a normal bmi. i lost 20 inches around my waist alone. my collarbones protrude. i can see my veins bulging out. i feel my hip bones. i am frequently carried by my boyfriend. i went from a US size 14/16 to a size 0/2. objectively, i know i am smaller. but i look in the mirror and see the big bulky monster ive seen in the mirror for my entire life. i thought i was supposed to grow out of this in adulthood. yet nothing works. i still hate myself. i thought id be happy just losing 20 lbs, but here i am, 60+ pounds later and im still just as unhappy. how much more do i need until i reach happiness? 20? 30? idk what the point of this is. just a rant, i guess.

[razzdazzle]

fuck me, i gained two pounds in the last two months. i got too comfortable and started eating too much instead of following my strict regimen. now its time to start fasting again. 1 like = 1 hr up until 36 h. can’t go much longer than that or ill binge. thanks yall.

[bipolarblueberries]

“I’m not really mentally ill, I’m just faking this.” - A mentally ill proverb

[delusioncontusion-deactivated20]

my life is like a constant cycle of “i shouldn’t have eaten that” and “i shouldn’t have said that”

[polishingmirrors]

[pr3tty--girls]

[thinkawaiidoll]

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[razzdazzle]

so sad, my more popular blog got terminated. i guess i won’t use any of the tags. please follow. i dont want to lose my only space to vent about this.

[depression-healthy-carrier]

I don’t feel like being right now, I just want to go away from myself but I don’t know how

[dottie-bones]

I really go through Tumblr like I’m going to burn more calories if I look at thin people

[razzdazzle]

what a mood

[dainty-lonely-star]

why do so many kpop stans have eds??

like, reblog, or comment if you are a kpop stan with an ed🌷💫

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