why is it hard to breathe in the passenger seat? a sunset never seemed so comforting. i will let this be. there are few days when i feel like im fully living. then there’s most days where i feel like i’ve finally given up. i’m losing a part of myself that i never really held that i never truly felt but now i know better but i dont feel better you let me leave. i left my keys. we said goodbye and i was on my way. a makeshift bedspread stretched out across the cot that you pulled from the closet. i’ll never tell you how much it meant to me. after several hours of silence, i don’t know where i’m going but i have to get out of here. over and over again i’ll play it back in my mind. this passing of time and this lack of clearly. sincerely, i write these words to you and all of the friends i’ve left behind. this time gone by. when i leave, and please you won’t let me stay. you’ll know where to find me. i’ll be among the songs and the stars and the smoke that rolls over your dashboard each night before you come inside. i hope that when you come inside and find the embrace of a mattress you’ll feel better knowing that all of our hearts are broken. we are worn and we are bored but we’ll move on and we will love with all that we’ve got
