f o c u s .

you know that place between sleep and awake where you’re still dreaming but it’s slowly slipping? I wish we could feel like that more often. I also wish I could click my fingers three times and be transported to anywhere I like. I wish that people didn’t always say ‘just wondering’ when you both know there was a real reason behind them asking. And I wish I could get lost in the stars.

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text thread- gina & siena.

Gina: August 20th, how do you not know that?

Gina: very valid threat I know. voting is online yeah

Siena: wanna link me bc i'm lazy ?

Siena: listen i don't really .... pay much mind to things like that. haven't seen anything regarding mtv in ages. can't remember the last time i watched tv that wasn't netflix, actually

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l u c i e .

Lucie listened as Siena tried to make her feel better about it, laughing slightly as she spoke about being grounded by falling on the floor. “I appreciate it,” she grinned, the girl had certainly made her smile. She laughed as the brunette backtracked on her words. “Yep, Jennifer Lopez,” she admitted with a smile.

siena studied the other girl carefully, observing as a look of embarrassment faded into a smile, then a laugh. she was happy to at least provide a little bit of laughter. “ jennifer lopez, ” siena shook her head, a grin on her lips, “ that’s impressive. really impressive. have you been working with her for long?” 

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imessage → siena

victor: literally about to block u

victor: goofy movie? okay i'm back but ur on thin fucking ice

victor: the goofy movie was a real tear jerker huh? not that i cried or anything but i might've and even if i did who cares. it was emotional

siena: note to self: vic can't handle the truth

siena: the goofy movie is pinnacle 90s gold like between the sad father-son story line that you may or may not have (but probably did) was prime and the soundtrack ?? even better

siena: i won't lie to you, powerline is on my morning hype playlist. he brings the sun around every day man

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imessage → open

victor: kind of fucked up that ratatouille never received the public acclaim it deserved

victor: you think it was just too forward for its' time or what??

siena: ratatouille was mediocre at best :\

siena: that's just the way life is sometimes man there's a whole arsenal of animated films that slip through the cracks

siena: by arsenal i'm mostly talking about a goofy movie and an extremely goofy movie tbh the others are just honorable mentions

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text thread- open!

Gina: I have a spare ticket for the VMA's, you interested?

Gina: I'm nominated for best new artist by the way, you better vote for me otherwise I'm deleting you. Mwah.

Siena: when.. exactly are the vmas?

Siena: uhhhh man oh man that is quite a threat innit? is voting still the weird online process

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l u c i e .

So yesterday I was at rehearsal with none other than Jenny from the block and I fell on my face… So if you needed something to make you feel better about yourself, there you are. Nothing better than a bit of schadenfreude to start off your day. 

“ i mean –– fall three times, stand up four ? or, uh–– ” siena pursed her lips, trying to fight back the urge to smile, the urge to laugh at someone else’s expense, but she had to admit: the idea of it was sort of laughable, “ nothing grounds you like––... literally falling to the ground, i guess. ” she sighed, “ i’m trying to find you silver linings, but it’s a little difficult. ” her head popped up and her eyes widened just slightly, thoughts tracking back to something lucie had said in the beginning, “ wait––... jennifer lopez ? ”

[dracomalvfoy]

maia mitchell for BONDS homegrown tees

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( maia mitchell ) ? no that’s ( siena mercier ) the ( nineteen ) year old ( student ). who has been in town ( nineteen years ) and reminds everyone of ( sunburned cheeks, scraped elbows, and stifled laughter in the middle of the night ). maybe it has something to do with the fact the ( cisfemale ) is always ( stubborn & naïve ) or ( vivacious & clever ). either way ( she ) is apart of the town. 

oh boy, oh boy !! here we go, friends . . .

ok so hi!! i’m b and this is my child siena, and uhhh well listen: i am v happy to be here. so let’s dive into The Kid™

H I S T O R Y 

yes it’s another mercier child, specifically the one born just minutes after james. aka 1/2 of the twins. she’s got a lot of love in her heart for her family, and would literally do anything for any of them.

she grew up in mercier and is starting to get very, very restless with the tiny town, but she’s not yet ready to fly the coop as she A: doesn’t trust herself to go it alone, B: still doesn’t quite know what she wants to do with herself, and C: is literally too broke to leave, at the moment.

when siena was tiny, she was pretty well known around town for being a sweet girl who was just a bit too much to handle at times. she was always running around with curious eyes and dirt on her knees from playing too rough. she asked too many questions that people didn’t really know how to answer. she spent far too much time outside and practically had to be dragged in at sundown. her imagination was wild, and that almost hasn’t worn off tbh.

as a teenager, that didn’t change too much. she was well liked in high school, the ‘friends with everyone’ type, but it was very rare for someone to really know siena mercier at her core because she didn’t share much about herself. she participated in sports year round, even tried her hand at theatre. she spent a loooot of time daydreaming she was bright and kind, and people truly liked her. there were just a select few who knew her well enough to call her friend, and those few were people she was fiercely loyal to.

siena graduated with high honors and a yearbook full of signatures, but she felt stuck when it came to college. she didn’t and still doesn’t know what she wants to do. there are a few things she’s passionate about, but she’s struggling to find a purpose and a firm grip on who she wants to become so she’s ..... in school but studying who knows what. she’s v confused okay it’s stressing her out because she’s afraid the wrong choice is going to disappoint the fam

P E R S O N A L I T Y

okay so she’s 100% a mix between mamma mia’s sophie sheridan and the raven cycle’s blue sargent like after thinking her up i realized that these two are good comparisons

she does love being outdoors, as most of the merciers do, and she sort of finds peace under the stars. like she really appreciates how much of a force nature can be, how small you feel at the base of a mountain or looking out into the ocean. she’s just a big fan of earth ok

siena is really headstrong and not always in a good way? like when she knows what she wants, her stubbornness translates as determination, but at the same time she struggles with big changes. she also hates admitting she’s wrong so much oh my god 

she’s really optimistic and has this sort of hope inside of her that could easily have been tainted by the way the world is but ?? hasn’t. which makes her kind of naive in choosing to only see the good in some things and ignoring blatant negatives.

ok so siena is literally so curious about life. like she just wants to know everything she can possibly know and see everything she can possibly see. she likes learning about places she very well may never visit and loves loves loves knowing things about the people closest to her. like she probably has a notes page in her phone dedicated specifically to her friends’ coffee orders so she can just whip that out when necessary. like she loves remembering little details

she’s v clever!!! which is good. .... and bad... like she’s smart but she also has a tendency to be a smartass. and that doesn’t always go well due to the fact that siena really doesn’t have much of a filter. like she doesn’t think before she speaks sometimes which causes.... messes.

she’s kind of an anxious little thing, like .... she seems confident from a distance but she cares a lot about what people think of her, even people that don’t necessarily matter. there’s a lot of self-doubt there that she’s working on, and it’ll come with time

loves adventuring!! hiking!!! going to new places!! trying new things!! prefers paper maps to gps and loves road trips. like sie is 100% the type for someone to be like ‘hey u wanna go hang gliding or smth’ and she’d be like uh absolutely sign me up

basically: siena is a lil insecure, really stubborn, and says the wrong thing a lot, but her heart is in the right place, she’s loyal af, and she’s honestly a good time ok ok ok 

O T H E R   T I D B I T S

actually... plays instruments. specifically piano and guitar. can sing but doesn’t do it often!!

loves dogs and has a serious problem bringing home strays like y’all her poor parents were probably like ‘please we don’t have room for another’

volleyball, cheerleading, and soccer were her year round sports and she was v good at all three but best at soccer

enneagram is pretty borderline between 2 and 3

chaotic good

hates seaworld with a wild passion

fave movie is the goonies bc she was convinced as a child that tallow also had some wild hidden treasure

C O N N E C T I O N S

ok so these are just .... ideas and we can elaborate or brainstorm tbh akdjf

long time best friend / childhood friend

friends who had a massive falling out ( hello small town draaamz )

exes: awkward middle school boyf, first love, prom date hookup, lingering feelings, exes turned friends .... we got all sorts of ideas

the kid next door: someone who’s literally lived next door to the merciers their whole life 

unrequited crushes

party pals like fr siena needs to get out more often so drinking buddies and what not

someone who is down for that 2am “wanna go for a drive” text

confidant

kadjsfhkjh i think that’s all i have for now it’s 3am kill me

OKAY SO MY LAPTOP IS AT 5% BUT HERE SHE IS!! i’m v excited. if u wanna plot, like this and i’ll come to you!!! OKAY GOTTA GO NOW HOPE U LOVE HER LMS FOR PLOTTING BYE

[okaymad]

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You mustn’t be afraid to dream a little bigger, darling.

Inception, Dir. Christopher Nolan (via wordsnquotes)

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She apologized all the time, as if it was a habit; but you could see it in her eyes that she meant it. Every apology was sincere. She was sorry for the way the world worked. She was sorry for everything.

(via jan-zhao)