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ana diary (block don’t report!!) DNI: pro ana, anti recovery, pedos, fatphobics ect infp |♋️| 🎸🎙️

[realbobertsmith]

- Stats -

height: 156cm

hw: 44kg

sw: 44kg

cw: 43-42(?)

gw: 40kg

ugw1: 38kg

ugw2: 35kg

- Rules -

- max 850 calories (preferably 500cal) a day

- no drinks with high calories (for example milkshakes)

- if you break a fast but don’t eat too many calories when you break it burn all the calories you ate and continue fast

- drink 1-2l water everyday

- work out at least 3x a week (preferably 5x)

- have metab days every other week

[realbobertsmith]

GW thinspø 🤭

[realbobertsmith]

Stats | 26/6-24

SW: 44kg / 97lbs

GW: 40kg / 88lbs

UGW: 38kg / 83lbs

SO I HAVE FINALLY HIT THE GOAL WEIGHT!!!!

[realbobertsmith]

it’s getting better and better everyday <3

i want to get even skinnier 🤭

[realbobertsmith]

Th1nnispø 🤭

you’re getting skinnier and skinned by the second, your hard work will reward you and your body will reveal itself.

everytime you ⭐️ve your body gets skinnier and skinner

[w3t4vampires-deactivated2024081]

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[realbobertsmith]

FIRST RIBS OF THE SEASON I REPEAT FIRST RIBS OF THE SEASON

i’m so proud rn !! i know they aren’t super visible but still 🤭 i literally gained weight then i lost more than i gained

i’m a tiny bit bloated today and i haven’t worked out in ages but i’m finally getting skinnier

[babydoll-oli-deactivated2024071]

one day i'm going to be so light people will beg me to eat

[realbobertsmith]

some more th1nnispø for you guys 🤭

my stomach looks so fat, my hourglass is literally disappearing :(

i’m gonna have to start ⭐️ving myself and working out until i can’t walk

[realbobertsmith]

May 26th

so i might be a bit inactive for sometime here, so you won’t get a lot of detailed meal blogs for a bit but i will try to take some pictures of my progress (also some th1nsp0) every week or so, and i’m going to update if i go on a diet or fast and update how it is going with that!

the reason for my inactivity for a few weeks is because since school is ending in a few weeks i’m quite busy atm, and my music teacher wants me to sing with 4 other students at the last day of school so i’m also practicing for that quite a lot so it’ll be perfect until the last day of school, i’m also writing a few songs and learning some covers for a gig this summer which is taking up a lot of my time as well but as soon as i’m less busy and have more time to update i’m going to be more active here!

[realbobertsmith]

Question: how many types/sub types of ED are there and what are they?

I’m not super educated on how many there are but i do which ones are the most common.

so firstly we have anorexia nervosa which means you have a huge fear of gaining weight so you do whatever you can to reduce weight gain and increase weight loss, so what most people with anorexia nervosa do is starving themselves for long periods of time, eating an unhealthy amount of calories (-1500 in this case) and over exercising to minimize weight gain, i personally struggle with anorexia and i think most of my mutuals do as well. the shorter word for anorexia nervosa is ana. i’m sorry if i got something wrong or worded myself incorrectly, please feel free to explain my mistake(s) or correct me!

secondly we have bulimia nervosa which is an eating disorder in which you have severely dangerous problem with rating behaviors, the most usual signs are overeating (also called bingeing) so severely that you still continue eating when you aren’t hungry that is later followed by purging, the most common purging methods are self inflicted vomiting and/or abuse/overuse of laxatives. the majority of people with anorexia also do struggle with bulimia. the shorter word for bulimia nervosa is mia.

these are the two most common eating disorders, there are still a bunch of others but since i neither struggle with them nor know much about them i do not feel qualified enough to talk and educate about them, so if you want to know more about those you will have to do your research on them yourself.

my blog is about MY experiences living with anorexia and bulimia, i do not condone, support or encourage my illnesses and i am very pro recovery so i encourage recovery, just not recovery for myself, so if you are reading this ‘wanting’ to have my illnesses i would suggest you to try and get help so you can understand why you want these illnesses, i can promise you that you do not want them even if people around you have it, you feel pressured to have it or if you’ve seen the glorified and romanticized version.

If you are in recovery i would suggest you block my blog and you reach out for help so you can get the help and support you need to finally ease and healthily recover.

[realbobertsmith]

May 22nd

this week i’ll be doing omad and next week i’ll do 2:5 fast.

my plan is doing omad every other week and the week i don’t do omad i do 2:5 fasting and the days i’m allowed to eat i will only eat a snack and dinner but the snack can’t be too many calories.

today went extremely good for me as well! i had a bad apple monster (179cal) then i walked 11 451 steps which burned 166cal.

my net was 13 by then, i ate two plain rice cakes (24cal) and two carrots (41cal) which leaves me with 78 calories

Food: 244

Exercise: 166

Net: 78

[dietmineralwater-deactivated202]

Me pulling the weirdest positions near food so I can see the nutrition labels without looking suspicious

[realbobertsmith]

period body check

so my little like “pouch” or stomach “fat” that cover my uterus (or ovaries idk) is so huge rn and i just hate it cause you have a sort of good body then a huge lump

serves so benefit at all imo

[realbobertsmith]

May 20th

today has been one of my best days yet.

for breakfast i had a sugar free energy drink that was 2cal.

i walked 11 537 steps which burned 155cal.

that brought me down to -154.

i came home from school and had a vanilla coke (sugar free) which is 0-1 calories (not sure if it’s 1 or 0), and a few frozen grapes which were 7 calories.

my net is now -147 but i’m going to try and exercise a bit but if i am too tired then i won’t.

i feel really good about today since i didn’t even try to focus on my eating

[realbobertsmith]

please ignore my horrible stomach tan 😭 (i tried my best to not get tanned but obviously it that went horribly, i even put on spf 100..) but my pelvic bones 🤭🤭 (this was a pre period pic)

[realbobertsmith]

May 18th

okay so i’ve been a little inactive for a few days cause i got my period for the first time in months (i’m on birth control cause my periods are super extreme so i’m not used to having it) and i’ve been binging so horribly recently because of it and i haven’t been able to workout </3, i think i’m gonna take a tiny break until i feel less shitty plus i’m so bloated from my period so there won’t be any body checks until i’ve worked out and the bloated has reduced, i’m going to try my best to not eat too unhealthy, i’m going to eat healthy foods but i won’t work out a lot (maybe like 10 mins) and i won’t fast until my period has ended but i will continue to restrict and eat healthy