#tw disordered thoughts

[deesabbi]

when you almost open up but then immediately shut it down

[mimi-lovemin]

I miss the control I had in my lowest, i miss my older me

[yogurtpoop]

respect to the ppl who date while having eating disorders bcuz i absolutely cannot do it. i literally ghosted fine shyt bcuz she kept trying to take me on food dates and kept nagging me to eat </3 sigh i hate this fucking disorder

[yogurtpoop]

rereading my pretty little liars books and i forgot how triggering the book series is. they never let you forget that the four main girls are popular and skinny and cunty and get all the guys and girls and they/thems. it makes u want to become them but in a way where u need to lose ten pounds in a week and get perfect plastic surgery overnight kind of way.