Grig

Heyy:D i'm a game dev, artist and I occasionally write some stories

[realcomradegrigory]

Some arts ive made recently but i lowkey forgot to post

[realcomradegrigory]

game dev slop

[akeema88]

art from this year!!!! okay first one is from mostly december i just finished it this year lol. i take forever doing clean line art right now so some of these arent as clean as they could be but i am having so so much fun being able to really draw again !!!

characters in order belong to lavenblush [toyhouse], @lord-whimsy-the-third , @karcinogen and @realcomradegrigory !

[realcomradegrigory]

Moooooth:3

[realcomradegrigory]

Art trade

this one is for a good friend of mine @akeema88 :3

[karcinogen]

i think people should be nicer to schizophrenics

[karcinogen]

I feel like people reblogging and spreading this post around are completely missing the original context that this was a vent post and not a general statement. I am schizophrenic. I posted this after remembering a specific time someone actively made an effort to comb through my online profiles and look for reasons to claim I'm "problematic" in order to get me banned from one of the few places i feel safe talking in because they found me mildly annoying and wanted a more valid reason to hate me. I was a minor at the time.

A lot of people are reblogging this without the addition too which frustrates me because I feel like it's really important to bring attention to the specific sort of discrimination schizophrenic people are subject to.

People will see that you're visibly mentally ill, think that you're annoying and actively look for reasons to dislike you, leading to your presence being constantly fucking monitored and judged because everyone's looking for a concrete reason to hate you. That's what this post is about. this is not a general positivity post or a statement. This is an exasperated vent from a schizophrenic person who has been pushed to his fucking brink so many times.

This doesn't just apply to schizophrenia of course- this applies to other schizospec or psychotic disorders, this applies to personality disorders (ESPECIALLY CLUSTER B.) and this spplies to DID and OSDD and other dissociative disorders. Hell this applies to any even remotely stigmatized disorder. I've seen friends with nothing up with them except for mild autism be treated like this solely because someone found them annoying.

My point is that people should really think hard about why you may find these sorts of people annoying. Just really think about if they actually did anything wrong to you other than be annoying.

[realcomradegrigory]

This ^^ and also can y'all stop calling me out for something just because I tried to cheer up my friend, jeez

[instantnoodle-enjoyer]

other end of the art trade with @realcomradegrigory

the creatur

reference under cut

[realcomradegrigory]

This might be one of the best arts I've ever gotten

[realcomradegrigory]

art trade for @instantnoodle-enjoyer

[realcomradegrigory]

Group camp

I havent really say this but it was really worth to open up to people on my discord server and start talking after god knows how long of being isolated, i made so many cool friends in few months and im really thankful and happy for that tagging from left to right @instantnoodle-enjoyer , @bacony-cakes , @karcinogen , (my bf doesnt use tumblr) , @umbralbeast , (me) , @capricoopla @akeema88

[sundered-stars]

Art trade for @realcomradegrigory

[realcomradegrigory]

Lizard(me)

[realcomradegrigory]

Art trade for @umbralbeast forgot to post art again so I'm doing it before I forget to post it... Again!

[karcinogen]

Little teaser 4 a big project I'm working on :)

[realcomradegrigory]

gift for @karcinogen i'll have to come back to this character again, cuz i didnt like how it came out lol but im glad that at least others like it

[realcomradegrigory]

A fantasy world where there are catalytic converters for some reason🔥

Gift for @bacony-cakes i had to motivate myself somehow to start doing something after getting sick(im still sick) i wish i did this background a bit difrently now that i look at it also i dont like how lighting came out

[realcomradegrigory]

gift for a friend, alright now that its posted everywhere i can rest a bit, im not feeling too well taday

[realcomradegrigory]

Late Bday Gift for @instantnoodle-enjoyer 🔥🔥🔥

[realcomradegrigory]

Me making ze models for da game! (please read description)

its been a while since i said anything about the game that ive been making along with my bf, two years to be exact and its really mostly my fault, most of you already knows the story, me keeps failing and loosing motivation untill i just give up, either life or lack of specific skills or knowledge, till few months ago i promised someone that no matter what i'll finish what i started and i wont stop now, now that i have knowledge and more free time but... i still have that feeling of failing everyone and im not sure why i mean... i keep posting stuff on my discord server only to get complete silence now unlike back then, i would rather at this point get any attention from anybody or like idk just say its shit, anything, anything is better than nothing like please i just need any support becose at this point i feel desperate https://discord.gg/VDcS7hYtvh here's the link to the spore themed server i made with my bf and good friend, there's a lot of cool people too

[realcomradegrigory]

Art trade with @capricoopla 😎