Maybe It's just paranoia, why do I see shadows in the dark? Hearing voices, can't avoid em. Echos in my brain tear me apart. Prayers always miss their mark. Killer to the bone, no heart. This ain't an allegory. Baby, I'm the, Baby I'm the villain in this story. I'm the symptom, not a victim of this nightmare, I'm addicted to the system never fight fair. Welcome to my dark-side. Nowhere that you can hide. Little twisted but I love it baby in the dark. Prayers always miss their mark. Killer to the bone, no heart. - Villain by the unroyal
I feel like I'm at standstill waiting for you to tell me I'm ok. If time heals, tell me why do I kill myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake. I've got qualities that I'm not proud of, I've made promises that I walked out on. I've had days I feel I don't deserve love. So think what you think, just don't call me a mistake, might of made some. Can't argue with that, but I ain't one. Even though I sometimes get afraid of having to face the wrath of an anxious me. I get it 'cause I actually feel the same sometimes I think I might be a lost cause who turns off. 'Cause the way I read Into what I've been through, you'd think I'm mental. But it pays off though when the rent's due, I pursue what I love and if it goes south and falls down just know, I'll stand on my own two feet. Don't you see ? Those that oppose on me, most won't leave. Thinkin' I might retreat. Show my teeth quick if you turn on me 'cause - Mistake by NF