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[thequotespot]

There is a kind of pain that teaches you to stop knocking on closed doors.

[thequotespot]

I lost parts of myself trying to be understood by the wrong hearts.

[ohcosmo]

I no longer get TMNT content on my discovery feed (sad)

but I DO get irl turtles on my feed! (happy)

It just makes me wonder.. how would our boys react to such news?

Would they even CARE?

But like.. imagine you/your oc/your fav non-turtle just showing up one day crying about endangered turtle hatchlings being released to the wild

[mithrandirl]

[ic3sk1nn]

DON'T EAT DON'T EAT

DON'T EAT DON'T EAT

DON'T EAT DON'T EAT

DON'T EAT DON'T EAT

[fragmentofangel]

I hate talking to someone and realising what a lonely, pathetic life I’m living

[xetch]

♤ I feel as though it truly wouldn't matter.

Most people I've ever interacted with are long gone.

There's more fingers on one hand than how many people who talk to me currently. None of them care the way I need them too.

I am sick. I disabled. I am traumatized. I am struggling.

I have used my childhood to try and make myself lovable and acceptable to people.

I have used my youth to try and prevent the issues that I saw in my future.

I have used my adult years desperately trying to get help and begging for people to listen to me as my health declines and I feel my body continue to fail me.

I have worked my entire life to try and fix everything that's wrong with me, everything that other people have done to me.

Why is it that even now that when I have nothing left to give, fucking nothing, am I still the bad guy?

I could have been such a great person. I could have been so happy. I wanted to do so much.

Why?

Why wasn't I allowed that?

Why am I not allowed to be happy?

Why am I not allowed to be comfortable in my own fucking body?

Why am I not allowed to have a safe home?

Why am I not allowed to have people in my life who don't fucking make me feel like shit?

Why am I not allowed to be tired even now?

Why?

Why?

[fragmentofangel]

I feel like being constantly, not necessarily ignored but, never approached/interacted with is doing tonnes more damage to my psyche than if I was actively picked on or something. People just never talk to me and I don’t know if it’s my fault or theirs or God’s

[howifeltabouthim]

There are, she said, a few times in the day, a few times every day even, when I feel so completely utterly irrevocably lonely.

Susan Minot, from Don't Be a Stranger

[zeldasadork]

chronic loneliness is so weird I wish it wasn’t intrinsically like impossible to talk about lol

[mrcrawlings-loverboi]

Times like these make me realize just how friendless amd single i am lol /neg

[sunnytaimi]

I don't know when this near lifelong sense of profound loneliness and estrangement will leave me. When will I have even just one friend that I can be close to? Have conversations with? Sit with? Feel safe and welcome with? Just one person to make this empty void more bearable. When will I be able to form normal human connections?

[calmmyfears]

i'm struggling with the loneliness and the fact that there hasn't been a single day without it since i was 13.

[feedmetothebeast]

I bet it feels good as fuck to have someone real to talk to and maybe even touch you gently

[awakeningdawnx]

I can’t believe that nothing has changed. How does anyone deal with chronic loneliness without using distractions. Or how to use the distractions effectively because once I know I’m doing something to avoid feeling lonely, it because moot.

[suddenstormsurge]

I yearn for fulfilling relationships.

I'm also terrified everyone will eventually betray me.

[rainbowbutterfly26]

I need to be held... but like in a way that makes my heart stop hurting.