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If I could feel, all the pins and the pricks. If you were real, I could pick what's apart & put it 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 together. tatum paxley / natalie holland. twenty six year old scorpio. full time wrestler for world wrestling entertainment under the nxt brand. have you ever met a cheerleading, body building goth ? frequent festival & concert attendee. feline enthusiast. bad influence on a good day. seeking all plots & connections at the moment. will keep this pinned updated, so check it frequently if it tickles your fancy.

#✘ smiling six feet underground ⁞ ooc.#✘ something only bends until it breaks ⁞ nat.#✘ innocence was fleeting like a season ⁞ para.#✘ fill my time with permanent blue ⁞ private.#✘ all their ghosts turn into reasons and excuses ⁞ texts.#✘ throw me a line and bring me back home ⁞ friends.#✘ i tear myself apart to make you proud ⁞ mcm.#✘ words like violence break the silence ⁞ musings.

Nothing like sleeping in your own bed. Even the fanciest hotel just can't compare. Do you think you'll move now that you're on the main roster and living in Florida isn't something you "have" to do now? Or do you think you'll stay? Honestly, I could see why you'd want to stay -- because the flights to Australia to visit family and what not are a lot shorter. Not even when it's cold. I just don't enjoy hot drinks. I never have.

Never thought I'd hear "LIT" coming from your mouth but here we are.

I like the public gyms most of the time but there are a lot of people that are just assholes these days when it comes to keeping the place clean and re-racking their weights and stuff. Super annoyed when I walk in and shit is all over the place and sweaty.

Opening and closing the biggest show in pro-wrestling history. I can only imagine your excitement.

Love horror films, to be honest. From the campy indy ones to the high budget franchises. I'll watch any horror movie at least once. Your bed sounds like the most comfortable spot in the whole wide world. I used to keep snacks by the bed but then I found myself having zero motivation to get up and do anything .. so I had to move all the snacks back to the kitchen. My cat is the crumb king so he was really sad when I stopped munching on food in bed.

Any specific flavor of tea? Don't they make like a 'sleepy time' tea or something? I feel like I've seen that before somewhere ..

Salt, sweat, sugar on the asphalt -- our hearts littering the topsoil.

#✘ something only bends until it breaks ⁞ nat.

I think we're all guilty when it comes to giving out really good advice and then not taking it for ourselves. xD Recently got myself a pretty nice treadmill. I might start hammering out some really good cardio, taking a cold shower and seeing if that'll help put me to sleep.

You're going up against Ruby tonight, right? Have fun out there!

Listen to you, sounding like a real company man and everything. Excited about your trip to London this week?

You're right about that. We start our work days in the late afternoon and don't end up getting back home 'till well past midnight. Can't imagine it's any better on the road, plus -- adding in travel and stuff. As far as giving the warm milk a try ... I haven't. I don't think I could do it since I don't like warm drinks, period. Not coffee, hot chocolate -- nothing.

That's me but with A Nightmare on Elm Street. I can't like lay in bed without my phone. That's just not going to happen. I've tried it and I'll literally lay there for 2-3 hours just staring at the inside of my eyelids before I finally get out of bed. It's so weird though. I'll have moments of a decent routine where I'm up early in the morning and super productive through the day -- for about three days and then I'll take a nap and fuck everything up. 😆