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[reasonschangeseasons]

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A blessing for you and a curse for mine

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subtitle: 10-15-17

Things all have their endings; why did you leave so suddenly?

The atmosphere gets dense; grayish thoughts cloud over

You are trying to make our goodbyes too hard for me

Though I wish that you will stay; can’t you just stay?

And here we are, standing under the same sky

Your sad face illuminates deep within my heart

Yet I don’t wanna be fragile in front of you

With no words to say, let the sky speak for me

Then the sky contemplates with us; it fell down

The rain inside my heart is heavier than the drops on my skin 

Let me cry in this moment and look at you happliy

So that the cold rain will cover up my warm tears

This is the moment. 

And now, goodbye.

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subtitle no #10/-/17

The story is now nuncupative honestly Lend me this period to tell a story I must write this to release the sensation A sky that differ in colours in a common day Altering, unexpected, yet beautiful to see Ignored when life makes us too busy

Papers there, readings awaiting, head aches I meet your attention when you're in need Things have been under the needle hole To myself, I am not filling the standard you have Maybe this is the reason I am unnoticable Clouds will just hover the blueness of my eyes

In this world where changes everyday occur I am sorry if I am not enough for you but The sky will always be by your side With no regrets, I'll only look at you afar After all, I am just a part of your view Maybe things will be better this way

The distance between us became a long story A new chapter created with every missed moment Don't call me just because they left you lonely Doing that, you make me feel less of worth Never feel sorry if I don't speak much of it I am fine by myself, I have always been

Workload stacking, sleep depriving , head irritating Thoughts to be said are being held everyday Things are shifting the other way around To myself, I never met your standards; I am sorry Perhaps it's the reason I am unnoticable Clouds will just hover the blueness of my eyes

In this world where changes everyday occur I am sorry if I am not enough for you but The sky will always be by your side With no regrets, I'll only look at you afar After all, I am just a part of your view Maybe things will be better this way

Unrelated conversations small folds my talk Or when the day ends, I am left behind Sometimes there are times I get annoyed at you As if you treat me as a option between choices But I still care to everything you do, I still do You became one of the colors of my life

In this world where you can look above The sky is just there at your side always With no regrets, I'll be silent looking afar Maybe, things will get better; maybe

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I kept on asking myself if it is my fault for becoming this lonely. 

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subtitle: for (#3)

I observe you daily with a distance; I keep on taking glances When you scoot closer to ask me, I can't even look at you directly

Don't tell me I'm cute when I pout; don't pinch my cheeks to tease me The heart cannot assume to these things; you are just a nice person

I think of you a bit too much, I only want you to myself I always worry that one day I might make you leave me I don't know why you occupy my mind

When I feel sad, you cheer me up; staying beside me, saying it's okay You're the reality of the day and the fantasy in my dreams I don't know why you occupy my mind; why am I only this to you?

You're annoying but you are funny; you're mature but whines like a baby My face is increasingly blushing up; you make my heart go in a beat

I think of you a bit too much, I only want you to myself I always worry that one day I might make you leave me I don't know why you occupy my mind; why am I only this to you?

When the night envelopes the sky, I imagine you cuddling me in your arms And when the morning sun arrives, I wish my eyes will see you beside me

I think of you a bit too much, I only want you to myself This fuzzy feeling for you completes me; every day, I feel happiness

When I feel sad, you cheer me up; staying beside me, saying it's okay Please hug me as if you'll never let me go Still, why do you occupy my mind; why am I only this to you?

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I Just Wanna Say Goodbye

Love, you're too fragile for me

One scratch and I'll ruin everything

I'm afraid I might hurt you

Sorry won't even fix this mess 

I'll let you be free like a bird 

And live as if I never met you 

Yet you seem to roam my mind

You confuse me, put me in daze 

I just wanna say goodbye 

I wanna say goodbye 

But I do the opposite

I just wanna say goodbye 

The sunlight is dim to my eyes

Your smile is more brighter

When I walk during daylight

I see your shadow beside me 

I try to forget our moments 

Erased all my connections to you 

Yet you seem to roam my mind 

You confuse me, put me in daze

I just wanna say goodbye 

I wanna say goodbye 

But I do the opposite

I just wanna say goodbye 

I don't miss you (I miss you) 

Stay away from me (Stay by my side)

Why can't I put a band-aid to my lies?

You're silently killing me inside 

You're too perfect for me who's lacking 

We imbalance each other so leave me

Scream at me, tell me to move on but

Can I go on when you're still in my heart?

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It has a title. What a miracle. This is more like a lyric rather than a poem. I’d like to express my thanks to svt for they made me write this at 3 am earlier.

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soon :)

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probably it may be soon (or maybe not)

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My eyes, only filled of you.

Jeon Wonwoo

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soon :)

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subtitle: for (#071796)

The first day, you're busy for work

And I am stuck in school and house 

The same routine proceeds in the next five days 

Calls became texts, texts became emoticons 

Everything is against us meeting each other 

If you're busy, I'm not and the opposite happens 

So I am looking forward to your available Sundays 

Now I know why I hate Mondays 

Sometimes I can't focus; I can't sleep 

I tend to daydream of us being together 

Your Sundays are like the Christmas days 

I wait for you like an eager five year old 

But there you are, the Sun in my Sunday 

Starting the day through a sweet good morning 

I'll desperately pray those six days fast-forward 

And let that one day to be the slowest 

Look at the time, why is it like a turtle 

A minute feels like a decade while waiting 

I imagine myself as Kang Mo Yeon 

Patiently believing that my Yoo Si Jin will come

On the day, I will run through your heart 

Hoping this moment would stop for good 

Monday to Saturday, what are those days? 

I wish everyday is a fun Sunday 

The glimmering eyes and lips of yours 

The warm, consuming hugs; I need it 

Without you, I feel so empty and soggy 

I'll see you soon so I'll endure the wants 

I always keep on planning what to say 

What we're doing today? Where we're going? 

For now, I'll prepare myself to the unpredictable 

Don't say you miss me because I am too, always

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subtitle: for (#2)

Do not have patience to wait for me

I am always gone for a long time 

Do not listen to my promises

I lied from the start anyway

The books and stories I heard

Have the same plot and a happy ending

We don’t have ours, reality took it far away

I will tell you, just go away

As selfish as I sound, I’ll be okay

You can walk out me with no regrets

Like how the leaves fall on its branch

I can’t keep you mine any longer

From the moment I open and close my eyes

All I see is your fainting silhouette

When I try to whisper your name

I can hear you saying the last farewell

Sometimes our song plays on the phone

Memories of us recall on me again

With a different feeling, opening the scars

Things don’t really happen and feel the same twice

I am one of those people who you meet and bid

Passing and leaving your life like a wind

Never look back on the past that is me

I only gave you an empty nothingness

Words may not indicate what I mean

My mouth can’t mutter what my heart speaks

I know an apology is not enough

Still, I am wishing you’ll see this

Although it may hurt me deeply

Please forgive what I have done

Find a better person than me

That won’t turn your smile into tears

I can’t protect you from my faults

I’ll hope you’re fine without me

My words of love for you don’t exist anymore

I am not the one for you; I’m sorry.

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subtitle: for (#1)

Will you stay for long?

Will you say we belong?

Please don’t fade that smile.

Will you not break me apart?

Will you listen to my heart?

Please don’t disappear even for a while.

Will you not do anything?

Will you let the universe do everything?

Please just keep that smile.

How is it true?

You are like a fantasy

Hold me, hold you

You, you, you

Can you be next to me;

Can you assure me;

That when I hold you

You won’t break away?  

     Can you promise me;

When I say these words

You won’t forget me

Like a passed memory?

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You; alone.

You; alone. You are always alone all along. You’re not worthy to teach someone to measure the memory of a song. Your ecstasy squeezes the remaining hopes of my heart. You’ll always be remembered.. for you destroyed me apart.

Never come back to me again. The love I thought would keep me blazing has blazen the anger I kept on my sleeve. I was a slave of your love until I decided to leave. Now the flame inside me is burning with the thoughts of the hellish memories you bring.

Fade away like a memory, like a flame. And I shall bury our time; for every second that passed is a part of the past.

You alone have killed me.

You alone taught me to never love again.

Only you alone.

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My parody?/misery? version of You Alone. Enjoy my pain.

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Have we become too busy to remember our many promises? Or are we already busy forgetting them?

Tablo

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I have to make it before I get 'sick'.

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They say that time flies, but you keep breaking it's wings.

Tablo (Eyes, Nose, Lips)

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Ayoko talaga yung ipinaparamdam sa isang tao na isa lang siyang 'option'. Gusto ko na malaman mo na importante ka; na hindi ka isa sa mga pagpipilian.