rebecoming (my/your)self

forcemasc but make it my hyperfixations

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The Sopranos S01E01

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I'm going to become an old man that is just SO desperate and miserable

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considering the delight of vocation specific forcemasc. more specifically im considering blacksmithing. walking into a workshop and being briefly dazzled by the heat, the glow, the skull shocking impact crash of hammer on iron. a man like a mountain stands within, something like the platonic ideal of a craftsman: thick and hairy and undeniably, quietly powerful. contrast that with you, small, smooth, and obviously weak. you watch him work, pounding and shaping red hot metal until it's precisely what it needs to be, black hammerscale flaking off uselessly around it. close attention, precise strikes. blackened, skilled hands. the least you can do is tend the fire for him. tending the fire becomes working together. a weighty hammer in your hand, instructions followed. going to bed sore, over and over, until little by little your hands steady. until the hammer isn't quite so heavy anymore. callouses form as he teaches you, changes you to better suit his needs. until you hardly think while shaping your projects. your hair is kept up above your ears, now. your arms bulge. a beard obscures your chin the same way it does his. the two of you work in perfect tandem. another tool in his shop, forged by hand.

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prev you're SO real and based. this post is now dedicated to @diospore-nyonmain

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loweffort

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new source of gender envy

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i love you trans kids in unsafe situations.

i love you trans kids trapped in queerphobic households.

i love you trans kids who live in queerphobic areas, who go to school with queerphobic students.

i love you trans kids who can't take even the smallest step towards presenting in a way that makes you happy.

i love you trans kids who have to hide gender-affirming accessories/clothes in your room and delete your browser history regularly for fear of being found out.

i love you trans kids who can't access trans resources.

i love you trans kids who have to endure constant misgendering and deadnaming while pretending it's normal and fine.

i love you trans kids who have to listen to your relatives spout bigoted things and pretend to agree with them.

i love you trans kids who tried to come out only to be shot down, beaten, yelled at, ignored, kicked out, sent to conversation therapy, or whatever other horrible ways you were abused for wanting to be yourself.

i love you trans kids who can't even fathom the thought of coming out because you're terrified of the consequences and can't risk your life being turned upside down.

i love you trans kids who only have a handful of supportive people in your life.

i love you trans kids who have no support at all.

i love you trans kids who have been threatened for being trans.

i love you trans kids who were the victims of those threats once carried out.

i love you trans kids of color.

i love you trans kids who are mentally ill.

i love you trans kids who are disabled, mentally and/or physically.

i love you trans kids who are suicidal.

i love you trans kids who are full of hope for the future and being able to escape and transition.

i love you trans kids who cry yourselves to sleep every night because you're just. so fucking afraid.

i love all my fellow trans kids so much. the world has been terrifying lately but we all need to be there for each other and keep going. because one day we'll be able to be happy. one day we'll be able to be ourselves and we'll have people in our lives who truly love and support us. we just need to get there. and i believe that we can make it

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editing to add the artist- @redmalt, dm if you want the post removed!

[cannibal-mutt-must-die]

Yes, yes. You are a filthy boy now, you yse axe and roughhouse till bones break and you stink of weed. You have finally made yourself in your own image.

Just please wash your bedsheets

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sorry I'm really tired, have this low effort thing. ART BY @grapefaygodude69, dm/reply if you want this post removed

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art by @grim-kitkat (hope you don't mind, if you do I'll delete it ofc)

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[calculatingweapon]

Good post op but why is there a little Homestuck freak

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sir you are on a blog about Homestuck freaks. welcome and i appreciate your excessive likes /positive