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Wife, dog mom, sister, daughter, friend, lover of happy dorky stuff. ❤ Reblogging stuff I like & sharing my nonsense when I'm bored.

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Adult realization: you will make mistakes, you will act irrationally. You will commit some wrongs that cannot be fully righted. People will dislike you and misunderstand you for all sorts of reasons. None of these make you a bad person. All you can do is try your best to be kind and just to people, grow and learn.

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The only calibration that counts is how much heart people invest, how much they ignore their fears of being hurt or caught out or humiliated. And the only thing people regret is that they didn’t live boldly enough, that they didn’t invest enough heart, didn’t love enough. Nothing else really counts at all.

Ted Hughes

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“Never forget what you are, for surely the world will not. Make it your strength. Then it can never be your weakness. Armour yourself in it, and it will never be used to hurt you.” - George R.R. Martin (via quotemadness)

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You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I’ll rise.

Maya Angelou (via quotemadness)

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“Sometimes the most ordinary things can be made extraordinary by doing them with the right people.” - Nicholas Sparks (via quotemadness)

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The moon can be seen from everywhere. 🌙

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I’ve been thinking of needing a place to put little notes to remember things & stuff I like….& then remembered Tumblr! I’ve turned many posts or made many in private, so that far down the road I can read them again & think, “wtf dude?” Haha! So here I am….back again.

I haven’t shared anything since Nov 2018 & I haven’t actually wrote anything on here since July ‘18. A LOT has changed.

-----I had this suuuuper long post but decided not to share ALL the deets. 

-My dad passed from Lung CA in Sept. ‘18. We had only known he had it for about 3 weeks. (I went into a rant about his Health Insur. haha--his CT scan request kept getting denied by insurance even tho the MD sent it in multiple times with legitimate medical reasons & finally I went to the ER with him & the MD said sure, we can do it here & guess-fucking-what!!! ...he did in fact have CA & it spread. So fuck his insurance for denying this scan SO MANY times & wasting MONTHS of our time to try finding interventions to ease the suffering that he did have to endure the last month or so of his life). --well, I went into a rant again but it was shorter, I promise. I’m okay....but I’m also not okay...ya feel me? Its been rough. I’ve tried to be the strong one for everyone in the famiy & I think I’ve done a damn good job at it but when I’m alone, I just let all my emotions take control & turn into a hot mess. lol. But I get better everyday with learning what works for me to be okay--to handle my emotions--etc. 

-I didn’t do that Relief Supervisor job for very long. I stopped in Aug when my dad started to get worse. I stopped working 2-3 days at Kindred at that time too. I eventually was 1/week...then 1/biweekly...then 1x a month. I quit in January, finally. I stayed at MV until the end of May. 

-I live in South Carolina now. We got our house in Feb. of this year but I was going back & forth from NV<-->SC so that I could still work at MV. I loved it there once I started to strictly do nights. The pay is unbeatable. ...but I want to do this right & be with my husband if I can be--& I can. So here I am. 

-SC is cool but I hate the weather. It is Hurricane season right now. I’m unsure of what the process is for evacuation.....but I’m slowly in the process of getting prepared, lol.

-Ant finished ‘A’ school early this month. He’s a Petty Officer 3rd Class now! Currently in T-track...waiting for there to be enough students to start Power School. He was told it should start in August but just heard a rumor it might be pushed to Oct--ugh. Hoping it’s Aug cause the sooner it starts the sooner we move! ------which could also change cause he was told he might be offered to stay on as a Junior Instructor...but it sounded like it would be an offer than he could decline if he didn’t want to do it. Also, he’s planning to go for ELT which means he’d have to stay out here an additional 3ish months for extra training before being sent to a ship. 

-I’m so bored out here right now. I’ve only been here for about 3 weeks but I’ve finished everything needed in the house & don’t know what to do with myself much. I clean a lot cause it makes me feel productive, haha. Ant wants me to chill for a while cause we’d be okay with only him working...& only work as a PRN if I want some extra $ for shopping or whatever--but not yet. I know I should enjoy some free time too cause 2018 whooped my ass but it kinda sucks feeling like I have no...purpose? lol

K, this still ended up being kinda long. Haha. 

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