Vents

(reblog stuff) (the art on my profile doesn't below to me)

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Triggert warning.

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I'm tired and I'm weak I don't wanna do this anymore

[bpderanged]

One more life changing event and I'm leaving earth. I can NOT go through another test omfg

[spookedwerewolf-deactivated2025]

[xveyra]

Everyone stops talking to me after a while. I know, I wouldn't talk to someone like me either.

[hello-friends9500]

[foxlungz]

I just want to give up I’m tired from the bottom of my fucking soul like I don’t want to do this shit anymore like let me rest please I’ve had enough

[nofuckingideawho]

I can't even people please properly anymore

[oshidorifuufu]

switching from fine to depressed and/or near suicidal like a traffic light 😭

[nofuckingideawho]

I'm sure being alive isn't supposed to be this painful

[givemeantypsychotics]

i'm really fucking scared this is all i will ever be

[kziecyrius-deactivated20251027]

im so convinced i was some kind of really bad person in my past life and my current life is my punishment for what ive done

[deadbeatfox]

Call me manipulative, but I want someone to reach their hand out to me when I start to walk away.

I want to feel like I'm worth running after. I want to feel like I'm wanted.

[forestaflame]

i want to get my shit together so badly

i also want to just give up

[honestloverboy]

Sorry for having symptoms of a mental illness I literally told you I have it will happen again

[12thgrave]

“your trauma doesn’t define you” no actually it does. it dictates every aspect of my shitty life.

[kitsnicket]

The biggest “your experiences are not universal” thing I feel is whenever anyone talks about the universality of girls planning their weddings since childhood because. Well. Not me. God bless

[vicetrevni]

I never planned my wedding either.

Mostly because my trauma led to me believing I'd never be fuckable enough to even get anyone to consider marrying me (yep not even love was a thing I thought I deserved - from the age of seven I was told that no guy would ever want to fuck a 'fat ugly whale whore' like me, if I was 'lucky' some guy would just rape me and that'd be it).

But now, I just don't feel like marriage is really worth it. I want a way out if things get abusive, I don't want my money/health on a leash held by some asshole who knows I wouldn't be able to run away regardless (but hey I did promise my boyfriend we could do a faux wedding - no strings attached, just the experience).