6 feet under

depression blog lol

[12thgrave]

grave, 21+

idc who likes/reblogs/etc just don’t dm unless you’re over 18. i don’t look at who likes/reblogs.

i have bpd and a bunch of other shit wrong with me lol

mainly a vent space

[12thgrave]

everything shows me how unlovable i am.

[12thgrave]

i'm a hollow shell of the child i once was.

[12thgrave]

someone fucking sedate me

[12thgrave]

i'm on my knees begging to be put down.

[12thgrave]

"mental illness is valid!" until it makes someone violent.

[12thgrave]

i wake up angry that i’m alive. i go to bed angry that i didn’t have the guts to end it.

[12thgrave]

you just wait. abandonment finds us all. you think this is special? you just wait until you're alone again.

[12thgrave]

you've ruined me. are you happy now?

[12thgrave]

when will the pain end?

[12thgrave]

i will never let anyone see me again.

[12thgrave]

i seek comfort in others because i hate myself.

[12thgrave]

put me down and let my body rot.

[12thgrave]

another year coming to an end. i wonder when i'll finally kill myself.

[12thgrave]

i'm so fucking pathetic. i deserve to rot.

[12thgrave]

no one will stay. in the end, you'll always be alone.

[12thgrave]

i hate how ugly i am. inside and out. it's all rotten.