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@corpatrem is about to be so sick of me
steve rogers back on the big screen in 2026 was not on my bingo card
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🐝 * ― 𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑨𝑭𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺. ( some might be a bit suggestive. )
❛ careful, or we're never getting out of this bed. ❜
❛ you're making it very hard to leave. ❜
❛ who said i wanted this to just be a casual one-time thing? ❜
❛ you looked peaceful, so i didn't want to wake you just yet. ❜
❛ don't get up yet. ❜
❛ sorry, i didn't mean to fall asleep on you after. ❜
❛ we should probably talk about what happened. ❜
❛ can we not ruin this by talking yet? ❜
❛ i could get used to waking up like this. ❜
❛ i thought you'd be gone before i woke up. ❜
❛ don't look at me like that unless you want a round two. ❜
❛ you're trouble first thing in the morning. ❜
❛ no need to act shy now, I saw more than that last night. ❜
❛ you're blushing again. ❜
❛ i think the neighbors may have heard us. ❜
❛ it's only awkward if you make it awkward. ❜
❛ i don't know what's gotten into me last night; i don't usually do this. ❜
❛ i should probably go now ... unless you want me to stay. ❜
❛ please don't say this was a mistake. ❜
❛ we crossed a line last night. ❜
❛ well, i guess this does complicate things. ❜
❛ i don't want to pretend this didn't happen. ❜
❛ are you sore? ❜
❛ i think my shirt is still somewhere in the hallway. ❜
❛ how did your clothes end up over there? ❜
❛ i remember you were very eager to get them off. ❜
❛ i think i have some scratches on my back. ❜
❛ i got worried when i woke up, and you weren't there anymore. ❜
❛ i don't want this to be just one night. ❜
❛ please tell me you don't regret it. ❜
❛ last night meant something to me. ❜
❛ this changes everything, doesn't it? ❜
❛ were you trying to leave without saying goodbye? ❜
❛ like you even remember what happened last night ... ❜
❛ you might want to cover that before anyone sees. ❜
❛ i didn't hear you complaining last night. ❜
❛ i liked seeing that side of you. ❜
❛ you took care of me last night. let me return the favor. ❜
❛ i think i'm in trouble because i want this again. ❜
❛ i wanted you last night, and i still want you today. ❜
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– 𝗝𝗘𝗔𝗟𝗢𝗨𝗦𝗬 𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗠𝗘𝗗 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗧𝗦 !
STRANGERS / NO ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP ( crushes, rivals, acquaintances, mutual pining, people who technically have no claim over each other )
“it's none of my business... so why does it bother me?”
“who was that you left with?”
“i don't know why i expected you to wait for me.”
“they're clearly interested in you.”
“you looked happy talking to them.”
“i don't get a say in who you spend time with.”
“i keep telling myself i don't care.”
“i shouldn't be jealous. we aren't anything.”
“why am i disappointed?”
“you don't even know i like you.”
“you smiled at them the way i wish you'd smile at me.”
“forget i asked.”
“you probably don't even remember my name.”
“they're better for you than i could ever be.”
“i was going to ask you out... until i saw that.”
“do you always flirt like that?”
“guess i was too late.”
“i hate that i noticed.”
“you're impossible to ignore.”
"maybe i made this all up in my head."
FRIENDS TO SOMETHING ELSE ( close friends, mutual feelings, unresolved tension )
“since when do you keep secrets from me?”
“you've been spending a lot of time with them.”
“i miss when it was just us.”
“you don't laugh with me like that anymore.”
“did they replace me?”
“i'm not asking you to choose.”
“...would you choose them?”
“i didn't realize i could lose you before i even had you.”
“you forgot our plans.”
“you always make time for them.”
“i know we're just friends.”
“so why does this hurt?”
“you don't need me anymore.”
“i hate seeing someone else become your favorite person.”
“i wish you'd notice me first.”
“am i imagining the distance between us?”
“you've changed.”
“or maybe i just finally noticed.”
“i don't want things between us to change.”
"i think they already have."
NEW RELATIONSHIP ( still learning each other, insecurity, uncertainty )
“i know we're together, but...”
“who keeps texting you?”
“you still talk to them?”
“you never mentioned them before.”
“should i be worried?”
“i don't know where i fit into your life yet.”
“i hate feeling this insecure.”
“tell me i'm enough.”
“i don't want to be the jealous partner.”
“i just don't want to lose you.”
“you said they were just a friend.”
“can you understand why that looked bad?”
“i'm trying to trust you.”
“please don't give me a reason not to.”
“why didn't you tell me?”
“i would've understood.”
“you don't have to hide people from me.”
“just don't hide the truth.”
“talk to me.”
"don't shut me out."
ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP ( dating, married, long-term partners )
“look at me, not them.”
“i saw the way they looked at you.”
“and you let them.”
“tell me i'm overthinking.”
“you always defend them.”
“you forgot about me tonight.”
“i shouldn't have to compete with anyone.”
“have i become predictable?”
“do i still make your heart race?”
“you're pulling away.”
“don't tell me nothing's wrong.”
“something changed.”
“you used to reach for my hand.”
“now you don't even notice when i'm gone.”
“am i still the person you come home to?”
“you didn't even notice i was upset.”
“tell me we're okay.”
“i need to hear you say it.”
“choose me.”
"please."
EXES ( old feelings, unfinished business, messy reunions )
“so... you're seeing someone.”
“they seem nice.”
“i hate that they're not me.”
“i shouldn't care anymore.”
“apparently i still do.”
“did you ever love me the way you love them?”
“do they know your favorite song?”
“do you tell them the same things you told me?”
“was i really that easy to replace?”
“you moved on faster than i expected.”
“i keep comparing them to myself.”
“i always lose.”
“you look happier now.”
“i'm glad... i think.”
“do you ever miss us?”
“be honest.”
“have you forgotten me already?”
“i haven't figured out how to.”
"i wish i didn't still love you."
ONE-SIDED / UNREQUITED ( loving someone who doesn't love you back )
“you don't even know.”
“you keep talking to me about them.”
“every word feels like another knife.”
“i hope they make you happy.”
“i wish i could be happy for you.”
“i almost told you.”
“now i never will.”
“you're looking at the wrong person.”
“i've been here the whole time.”
“you just never looked.”
“they don't love you like i could.”
“it's pathetic, isn't it?”
“i'm rooting for your happiness.”
“even when it breaks mine.”
“you'll never know how much this hurts.”
“i don't want to resent them.”
“but i do.”
“i hate myself for that.”
“maybe one day i'll stop loving you.”
"today isn't that day."
POSSESSIVE / TOXIC ( intentionally unhealthy dynamics for fictional purposes )
“where were you?”
“answer me.”
“who gave you permission to leave with them?”
“you're avoiding me.”
“don't lie.”
“i know you're hiding something.”
“you're mine.”
“say i'm wrong.”
“why were they touching you?”
“don't make me ask twice.”
“you knew this would upset me.”
“maybe that was the point.”
“i don't like sharing what's mine.”
“look at me when i'm talking to you.”
“tell them to leave.”
“now.”
“you're choosing them over me.”
“remember that.”
“don't test my patience.”
"you're playing a dangerous game."
AFTER THE FIGHT ( regret, reconciliation, vulnerability )
“i'm sorry.”
“i let my jealousy speak for me.”
“i know i crossed a line.”
“can we start over?”
“i was scared.”
“not angry.”
“scared of losing you.”
“i should've trusted you.”
“instead, i pushed you away.”
“do you think we can fix this?”
“i don't want jealousy to be the thing that ruins us.”
“i should've talked to you.”
“instead, i assumed the worst.”
“tell me what you need from me.”
“i'm listening this time.”
“i never wanted to hurt you.”
“i just didn't know how to tell you i was afraid.”
“please don't give up on us.”
“can you forgive me?”
"will you stay?"
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ᝰ🚬 𝚉𝙰𝙲𝙷𝚁𝙿 .ᐟ STRAINED FAMILY DYNAMICS-THEMED PROMPTS. CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS IF NECESSARY. SOME MATURE THEMES MAY BE PRESENT.
you're just like your father.
you're just like your mother.
you spent years tearing people in this family down and now you're upset they won't come back?
i can't believe i used to defend you.
you always need someone to blame, and when you can't find one, you make one.
you don't get a medal for finally doing what you should've done years ago.
every apology you've ever given this family came with conditions.
i wasn't trying to start a fight. i was trying to have a conversation.
don't stand there acting shocked. you created this.
you know exactly why i don't come around anymore.
why am i always the one apologizing?
every problem in this family gets traced back to you eventually.
you taught me exactly what kind of person i never wanted to become.
you keep calling us ungrateful. for what, exactly?
we keep pretending this family works.
every family gathering turns into this because of you.
the worst part is that i still wanted you to choose me.
you don't miss me. you miss controlling me.
you taught me what love shouldn't look like.
you never wanted a family. you wanted control.
you're exactly the person you swore you'd never become.
everybody notices it. they just won't say it out loud.
you ruin everything you touch and then wonder why nobody calls.
maybe if you called once in a while, you'd know what's going on.
you don't get to disappear for ten years and come back giving advice.
i didn't ask you to be my parent.
maybe they're gone, but we're still dealing with what they left behind.
we had to learn how to adapt because of you!
if everyone keeps leaving you, maybe the problem isn't everyone else.
you want sympathy for wounds you've spent years giving to us.
i can still hear the way you talked to me when i was a kid.
you're the reason nobody wants to be in the same room anymore.
nobody ever defends me when you're around.
i don't know why you're crying now.
you always have an excuse.
you've been blaming everyone else for so long you've forgotten you're the common denominator.
you didn't protect me.
nobody warned me that forgiveness and trust were different things.
you can yell all you want. it won't change what happened.
nobody told me because they knew i'd be angry.
you forgot my birthday.
i shouldn't have had to raise myself.
you have no idea what was said about you after you left.
don't raise your voice at me.
you've been holding this family hostage with your temper for decades.
i wasn't trying to replace anyone.
i would rather tell a stranger my problems than tell you.
that's your problem. you mistake fear for respect.
nobody asked what i wanted.
funny how you only show up when you need something.
you think being loud makes you right.
you act surprised every time there are consequences.
go ahead and leave. that's what you're best at.
you weren't there, so don't tell me how it felt.
everybody walks on eggshells around you.
you make everything about yourself.
you never even tried to know me.
you've hated me since the day i showed up.
it was easier to blame me than deal with the truth.
you're mad at the wrong person.
you had every opportunity to be better than this.
you're acting exactly like them.
why am i hearing this from everyone except you?
you treat strangers better than your own family.
you lost the right to call yourself family a long time ago.
i became the problem the moment i stopped staying quiet.
you inherited more than just their eyes.
for once in your life, stop defending yourself and listen.
i wish someone had believed me the first time.
i don't owe you forgiveness.
you don't miss me. you miss access to me.
i didn't realize love came with so many conditions.
nobody is attacking you. we're finally holding you accountable.
i spent years cleaning up your messes.
we all learned how to survive you in different ways.
you're not upset about what happened, you're upset people know about it now.
funny. that's not what you told everyone else.
you don't get to rewrite my childhood because the truth embarrasses you.
i've spent my entire life paying for your mistakes.
keep talking. every word just proves my point.
stop pretending everything is fine.
i don't care how difficult they were. they were still my parent.
you were the favorite and you still act like you suffered the most.
nobody asked how i was doing after it happened.
i can't tell if you forgot or if you just didn't care.
the worst thing that ever happened to this family is that nobody ever told you no.
i don't hate you. i just don't trust you.
that's not how it happened.
i wasn't invited, remember?
you had chance after chance after chance.
you keep asking why we're distant, but you never ask what caused it.
the second they walk into the room, you change.
you don't get credit for doing the bare minimum.
i spent years trying to earn your approval.
you're impossible to love and exhausting to be around.
i stopped expecting better from you years ago.
you don't get to scream at people and call it honesty.
that's the first honest thing you've said all day.
you don't get to demand respect from people you've never respected.
i wasn't jealous. i was neglected.
nobody here is scared of you anymore.
i don't care what your intentions were. look at the damage.
you always leave before anyone can confront you.
nobody abandoned you. we just got tired of being treated like garbage.
you were in the house, but you were never really there.
you never wanted a family. you wanted an audience.
every story you tell somehow makes you the hero.
i learned a long time ago not to expect anything from you.
you can't keep blaming your childhood forever.
you left me alone with them.
you say we're family whenever it's convenient.
the rest of us learned to survive your moods.
the second someone stops agreeing with you, they're suddenly the enemy.
you always act like you're the only one who had a hard childhood.
i don't even know if you like me.
you don't get to play victim now.
i spent my childhood being afraid of you.
don't compare me to them.
every generation in this family passes the damage down and calls it tradition.
the only reason this family still talks to you is guilt.
i didn't forget your birthday. i just didn't think you'd care.
stop pretending this conversation is beneath you.
the only time you call is when you need something.
i was a child.
i don't know what's worse, your anger or your silence.
we were all scared of you.
the only person who doesn't know how selfish you are is you.
you weren't the only one grieving.
we all know who they're going to side with.
i spent more time defending you than you ever spent defending me.
nobody talks about what happened because they're afraid you'll leave again.
why is everyone afraid of upsetting you?
we're related. that doesn't mean we're close.
˚˖𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒𓆩❤︎𓆪˚.⋆ : I WANT THAT FAIRYTALE . . . a collection of rom-com roleplay sentence starters romance comedies from NUMEROUS FILMS ; maid in manhattan. genre: romance, slice-of-life, comedy, love, fake relationship.
Come on. Get your coat. We gotta go.
You want to do your speech for me?
You can't just turn them off.
I'm not really feeling it.
You got something on your face there.
I like how you name the people.
What do you call me behind my back, I wonder.
l'm cool with that. I surely am.
Maybe we can disappear one day altogether.
You know what l just heard?
All I'm saying is, it could be you.
You know what l'm saying?
Why not? Anything is possible.
You son of a bitch!
l had no idea anyone was here.
Oh, good Lord. Here, let me.
Oh, God. Your hand's bleeding.
You don't need to see it. No.
What, "playboy"? That's a compliment.
Llisten, you know, you're a public figure. lt's news. So what?
Whose side are you on?
Sometimes you have to listen to me. Every now and again it might be nice.
If there's anything you need, please call me.
Can you look at me for a minute?
Where are you going?
Oh, my God. I'm sorry. I'm so clumsy.
One day, we're looking at rings, and the next day, we're breaking up.
Listen, my darling, I'm going to be late. I'll call you later, okay?
Could you just hold up those two outfits?
Could l ask you an enormous favor?
l know this isn't your job, and l'd never normally ask, but I'm so….
Please. You look like you're someone who knows the difference between taupe and caramel.
You think it's gonna rain?
I just got sent on an errand. I'm already late.
I'm gonna go in your closet. I'm gonna put it on for you.
Can l just ask you one question?
What do you say, am l right or am l right?
l got you. Don't forget the bags.
l'm not gonna have time to change.
Please tell me you're kidding.
Don't do this to me.
What am I supposed to tell [him/her/them] this time?
Tell somebody who believes you.
Can you not say a word somewhere else?
You know, it happens sometimes.
I never want to do that again, okay?
You're going to do better next time.
Come on, you know you wanna open it.
Are you going to keep me company today?
You know, I am really sorry about all this.
What's with the face?
Why are you stealing my tissues?
You know, come on. You only live once.
My God, is your mind always on the pepperoni?
All right, here's the difference between me and the goddess.
No, no, come on, get out of there.
You're gonna get us in trouble!
You're supposed to be helping me out in here.
What are you doing? What are you doing?!
When will you or l ever get to try on a $5000 anything?
What's the cook making for lunch?
Do I look as stupid as you think l am?
I know this offends your sense of fairness, but I'd like to win.
Relax. You're starting to lose your hair.
What are you listening to?
I know who you are.
Who told you to ask these questions?
What's the difference these days?
What are you doing up here? What are you talking about?
Let's not forget. I'm a kid and l need fresh air?
Weren't you saying how you wanted to stretch your legs?
Come with me, if you're free.
Let's go. You're gonna have to hold it. Come on!
I want you there at 1 :00, okay? All right? Okay?
You don't know what you can do until you have to.
There's not a lot of choice. You get used to it.
I always get nervous before l go on.
Do you want to sit down?
So how long are you in town for?
Sometimes I feel like I live there.
Oh, my God! Did I get anything on it? Is it okay?
Don't believe everything you read.
I want to show you something. Follow me.
l got it. lt's fine. l'm good. Don't worry about me.
Look at that. It's like two different worlds.
l'd like to point out it's paparazzi-free.
Sometimes when I have to stand up in front of people, my heart kind of races, and l can't remember my words.
I had to find something to draw the nervous energy away from my heart.
It's not quite as boring as it sounds. I don't know, are you interested?
Wait a minute. lsn't that the guy who hired [name] to get pictures of you?
I don't get it. Why would you go?
Won't everyone know you're there just to expose yourself?
l didn't. You put it that way.
You shouldn't serve yourself up, no matter what the cause.
Why don't you tell me what you really think.
You really want me to tell you what l think?
Monday... l'm busy. Sorry.
We gotta go. We're gonna be late.
"It's complicated." What kind of answer is that?
Look, what am I supposed to do? Make the bed with me in it?
Look who's here. Let's review the last hour, okay?
Can you handle that for me?
Don't write it down. Just remember it.
I assume you know the reason you've been called here.
Where are you? I know you're in here.
You know what? You had no right!
Do you know what you've done?
If you wanna do me a favor then mind your own business once in a while.
What we did today was wrong. But you didn't really lie. Not technically.
Letting someone believe something's true when it's not is just as much a lie as a lie is.
I hate to break it to you, but I don't think [name] is after your money.
What do you mean, "so"? What if somebody from the hotel sees it?
I hate to break the bubble. You can't tell it's you.
You do one spontaneous thing, you think you're going to hell.
Do you understand this could be bad?
Do you know what this is gonna cost me?
I thought we had a moment.
You look good in anything.
Who does [she/he/they] think [she/he/they] is to talk to me like that?
How sweet of you to remember.
l hope you didn't think I needed reminding.
You're staying in the Park Suite, right?
Another interesting day now, huh?
All right, what's up, mystery man?
You're in trouble. What are you laughing at?
Well, l mean what is it? Is it on the lnternet l'm an ex-couple?
I am terrified to ask what that was about.
You want to hear something strange? I invited you to lunch, and you came, only it wasn't you.
Maybe you should spend real time in the projects and then you wouldn't have to make up speeches and memorize them.
lt's not like you're breaking some law.
Yo u don't get it. None of you. There was something different about [him/her/them].
Don't say, "love."
You are not in love with [name]. [He/she/they] is not in love with you.
You have no connections, affiliations or loyalties. You're from two different worlds. Do you hear me?
I don't have anything to wear to this thing.
What do you need? Tell me what you need.
Just go and get it over with.
What am I doing here, [name]. This is all a lie.
It's more like a dream, you know? For one night, you're living it for all of us.
Don't think about tomorrow. Just think about tonight.
And this, this is who you really are.
I only came to tell you that this, you and me, can't go anywhere beyond this evening.
Want to dance?
You have to listen. I know you're used to getting your way.
What a night. I mean, who isn't here?
Do I need to know something that I don't know already?
I like a good mystery, you know.
You better do what you're supposed to because [name] thinks I distract you.
Nothing, just until this minute, I didn't know what that was.
Do you have somewhere else to be?
What l can't figure out is, are you running towards something you want? Or are you running away from something you're afraid to want?
Look, l've made so many mistakes already. l just don't want to make it worse.
There's something you don't know, okay?
You were mesmerizing.
If tonight is all we have, stay. Please.
Do you think that's too obvious?
I thought it would be impolite to correct you.
What the hell's happening here? Why are you dressed that way?
Jesus Christ! The press is gonna have a field day with this one.
I can assure you it has never happened here before either.
You are slipping. You should've noticed something. I am disappointed.
I can't help but feel that this is partly my fault.
After all, we've only got each other to get through this humiliation.
Actually, I made a decision a moment ago. It was long overdue.
I don't get it. What just happened?
What was all this, some kind of bet? A little game of what, get-the-guests?
Who's kidding who here? Think you would've looked at me if you knew l was the maid?
You didn't give me a chance.
Was I supposed to introduce myself while taking a leak?
All right, you want the truth?
There was a part of me that wanted to see what it felt like to have someone like you look at me the way you did, just once.
If l could rewind the past week, I would.
Was any of it real?
It was so real it made me wonder how l was ever gonna give you up.
l had to give you up. That was the plan. And then, last night.. l couldn't.
What are we gonna do for dinner? You hungry?
Will you look at me?
What were you thinking, going out with someone like that?
It must really burn you that I think I have the right to go out with [him/her/them].
lt's all my fault. You know what? It's all right. l'll be fine.
I love you, okay? I do.
There's nowhere to go from there.
Keep dreaming dreams that will never happen.
I'm going to take that chance without any fear.
I know, but it's like fate.
I know everyone makes mistakes. And it's a sign of character to give a person a second chance, right?
Even if someone lied, they should be forgiven.
l'm just trusting my instincts here.
Look…. Can we start over? Second chance, second date?
THE GREAT DIVIDE: LAST OF THE BUGS ⸻ A COLLECTION OF PROMPTS INTENDED FOR ROLEPLAY, taken from noah kahan's latest deluxe album. part one of two. feel free to edit pronouns and context as you see fit!
↪ 𝗘𝗡𝗗 𝗢𝗙 𝗔𝗨𝗚𝗨𝗦𝗧. ❛ if these trees started talking, i bet you they'd only talk shit. ❜ ❛ we never do anything real. ❜ ❛ i thought getting older meant knowing it's too late to try. ❜ ❛ i tried getting sober. ❜ ❛ i swear i did better this time. ❜ ❛ everything you see out here will die. ❜ ❛ anything you need i will provide. ❜ ❛ i know the traffic light you can speed right by. ❜ ❛ i'm going off my medicine. ❜ ❛ it's a place where most kids just grow up and have kids. ❜ ❛ it's ours now. ❜
↪ 𝘿𝙊𝙊𝙍𝙎. ❛ i grew up pretending sticks were little guns. ❜ ❛ god forbid i hurt someone! ❜ ❛ i'd hurt anyone i could. ❜ ❛ i was born into a one-hundred-year storm. ❜ ❛ in that dark, and in that frost, a heart was born. ❜ ❛ you were unsuspecting, not unwarned. ❜ ❛ i'm the trouble ahead. ❜ ❛ i scream in my sleep. ❜ ❛ i'm a sure bet at a losing streak. ❜ ❛ it gets harder to see me the closer you try to look. ❜ ❛ i just live here; you're the one who decided to knock. ❜ ❛ have you ever stared directly at the sun? ❜ ❛ have you ever shared closeness to have it spit back by someone? ❜ ❛ oh, are you leaving? ❜ ❛ i'm just waking up. ❜ ❛ i hope you're moving on. ❜
↪ 𝘼𝙈𝙀𝙍𝙄𝘾𝘼𝙉 𝘾𝘼𝙍𝙎. ❛ i was working on a plan to disappear completely. ❜ ❛ if drinking was a day job, i'd be asking for more money. ❜ ❛ i never take a day off. ❜ ❛ you're home and i'm so grateful you are. ❜ ❛ you're gonna fix it. ❜ ❛ you're gonna patch it up. ❜ ❛ we're fragile. ❜ ❛ you've always been so tough. ❜ ❛ you know that i miss you. ❜ ❛ you always come running back. ❜ ❛ i hate to drag you back here. ❜ ❛ i think he's really lost it. ❜ ❛ make him talk. ❜ ❛ make it stop. ❜ ❛ i just want a dialogue. ❜
↪ 𝘿𝙊𝙒𝙉𝙁𝘼𝙇𝙇. ❛ i think we had everything, until now we just didn't know it. ❜ ❛ we'll be strangers in the morning. ❜ ❛ i'm glad you left, but you'll be back. ❜ ❛ call me when it goes to shit. ❜ ❛ i swear i won't tell anyone. ❜ ❛ i don't mind being your dead end. ❜ ❛ i think it's fine to never move on. ❜ ❛ i'll keep rooting for your downfall. ❜
↪ 𝙇𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙏𝙃𝙊𝙐𝙎𝙀. ❛ go ahead and call the cops. ❜ ❛ i still hear your name from some of the local guys. ❜ ❛ i comb the lighthouse and hope you're there in the morning. ❜
↪ 𝙋𝘼𝙄𝘿 𝙏𝙄𝙈𝙀 𝙊𝙁𝙁. ❛ i called you, but i'd run out of words. ❜ ❛ i thought it was strange how the letters were placed. ❜ ❛ your love is like an open flame. ❜ ❛ it's been a damn near-perfect day. ❜ ❛ you don't care, and i don't mind at all. ❜ ❛ in the interest of time, we've got a whole lot to waste. ❜ ❛ people grow and then move away. ❜
↪ 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙔𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙎𝙏𝙄𝙇𝙇. ❛ you could punch me in the gut. ❜ ❛ i never ask for much. ❜ ❛ i hope that [name] crumbles and gets hit by a tornado. ❜ ❛ i can't keep on starting over. ❜ ❛ all love must leave. ❜ ❛ tell me, are you good at staying still? ❜ ❛ i'll be good, i'll be fine. i can laugh about it. ❜ ❛ will you up and leave? ❜ ❛ will you be there in the morning? ❜
↪ 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙂𝙍𝙀𝘼𝙏 𝘿𝙄𝙑𝙄𝘿𝙀. ❛ i can't recall the last time that we talked. ❜ ❛ we ain't friends. ❜ ❛ i'm high enough to still care if i die. ❜ ❛ you know i think about you all the time. ❜ ❛ i hope you settle down. ❜ ❛ i hope you marry rich. ❜ ❛ i hope you're scared of only ordinary shit. ❜ ❛ the world is scared of hesitating things. ❜ ❛ they only shoot the birds who cannot sing. ❜ ❛ i'm finally aware of how shitty & unfair it was to stare ahead like everything was fine. ❜ ❛ i hope you threw a brick right into that stained glass. ❜ ❛ i hope you're with someone who isn't scared to ask. ❜ ❛ i hope that you're not losing sleep about what's next. ❜
↪ 𝙃𝘼𝙄𝙍𝘾𝙐𝙏. ❛ you're bouncing off the walls. ❜ ❛ i tried to heal your wounds just to say i helped. ❜ ❛ some small fame ain't made me someone else. ❜ ❛ if a lie turned true, a lie it would still be. ❜ ❛ you aren't a goddamn hero. ❜ ❛ at least i got a soul still. ❜ ❛ i'm glad you got your act clean. ❜ ❛ you're showing up like bad news. ❜ ❛ i don't need your cosign now. ❜ ❛ ain't nobody mistaking your guilt for some great sacrifice. ❜ ❛ help me if it helps you sleep. ❜ ❛ help me if it helps you leave. ❜ ❛ we were fine without you. ❜ ❛ spare us all the pity. ❜ ❛ despite all odds, that was great. ❜
↪ 𝙒𝙄𝙇𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝘼𝘽𝙇𝙀. ❛ when my weight left the room, did you take a deep breath? ❜ ❛ i stole a beer. ❜ ❛ when i make my flight, i'm the devil. ❜ ❛ when i stay the night, then we drink. ❜ ❛ we both had the courage to leave. ❜ ❛ i'm willing and able. ❜ ❛ you've got a bone to pick with me. ❜ ❛ i'll stay here 'till morning. ❜ ❛ we can fight like we used to fight. ❜ ❛ look at you leaving again. ❜ ❛ it's all you know how to do. ❜ ❛ take the last of the drinks. ❜ ❛ the world belongs to you. ❜ ❛ they all say you're a light. ❜ ❛ all i see is a shadow. ❜ ❛ i'll see you again in six months. ❜ ❛ if i call you out, i'm an asshole. ❜ ❛ i tell the truth when i drink. ❜ ❛ i wish you could know me. ❜ ❛ i wish i could know you much more sometimes. ❜ ❛ i'll say 'i love you' and mean it this time. ❜ ❛ if you're willing, i'm able. ❜
‘ it’s going to be a long weekend for you folks - no streams until monday, i'm heading to the british grand prix all thanks to all your donations. but don't worry, if you're looking for something to keep you company you can always buy one of my video packs to keep me going if you think you'll miss me too much. ' samuel appeared on his stream in the usual state, no shirt, replica helmet of mitch warren concealing his features, only his blue eyes peering out from the raised visor that kept the world from knowing who he really was. not that anyone would care - he wasn't anyone big or famous, but the helmet had been part of his identity from the moment he started up his account. he was a big fan of f1, didn't miss a race, didn't miss a highlight, and if anyone asked him who his favourite driver was - well it was very obvious. ‘ do i hope i’ll meet mitch ?? oh, the things i'd do to that man, ‘ he responded to the question posted in the stream. his cocky tone never changed, and if anyone could see under the helmet they’d find him licking his lips at the very idea. but that was all it was, an idea, a daydream, nothing more than that, but his ‘fans’ played up their part. on one of his request shows the drivers name had even swept from his lips as he released over the life size cardboard cutout he'd been gifted. it wasn't like he needed to have any shame.
the night continued like his usual wednesday night streams did, no requests, just some dirty talk until samuel was ready for the main event, tonight it was fucking himself against a red bull branded dildo…don't even ask how he got it. but once he was done, panting audibly from inside his helmet he wished everyone a good sleep and promptly left the room that he reserved solely for his job and finished packing up for his trip from germany to england. thursday media day, and samuel was already there waiting, blonde curls shining on his head, no risk or worries that anyone would know who he was. but the helmet was in hand, waiting, hoping, and the moment he set his eyes on mitch they sparkled in the rare british sunshine. ‘ sign my helmet ?! ’ he joined with a chorus of other fans, hoping for a rare moment with their favourite driver, even if it wasn't likely to be long, or last.
if the news ever got out that mitch warren spent his free time watching a camboy, he will never hear the end of it . not only from the media, but from his fellow drivers - he’s quiet and reserved and doesn’t comment on much - unlike the other drivers , who all have strong opinions . mitch stays to himself and wants to let his driving speak for itself , no need for the showmanship that some drivers parade around themselves. mitch knows that if they knew about his guilty pleasure , it would become a running joke and most days, mitch doesn’t want to show his head around the paddock — let alone if he became the running joke of the sport.
he rarely checks social media , rarely pays any attention to his messages but every once in a while, he wants to know what the public thinks about him. lately, he’s just been another driver on the grid, barely winning and watching his previous titles be claimed by someone else so he’s surprised to find a decent amount of people still supporting him.
what he really wasn’t expecting was a link to a camboy who talks about him nonstop , shows up on camera wearing his helmet . if mitch sat back and analyzed the situation , yeah it’s fucking insane . this man was getting off on the idea of him, of media photos that were taken of him as he recovered from hot races, from grueling drives -- and yet, mitch couldn’t look away . it had been a no brainer to follow him under a fake name , if only to see what new insane thing he was going to pull out next .
if mitch was attracted to him, that’s between himself and his god .
when the man mentions that he’s going to be at silvertstone, mitch doesn’t give it much thought . there’s hundreds of thousands of people who flock to the track and he will never get within three hundred kilometers of most of them .
still, when a man with blonde curls and bright blue eyes stands at the edge of the fan zone, mitch feels a sense of familiarity wash over him .
he knows those eyes .
he can feel himself starting to get hard in his trousers at the memory of him groaning his name as he came . signing autographs serves as a distraction until he comes face to face with the man . he’s quick to fulfill the request, trying not to show his hand , before he reaches into his pocket and pulls out a random piece of paper, carefully writing down his phone number .
“ text me ,” he says quietly , trying not to draw attention to the fact that he just gave his phone number to some random person . he doesn’t wait for a reply before moving on , already running late for the team meeting .
🐝 * ― 𝑭𝑳𝑼𝑭𝑭𝒀 𝑫𝑶 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.
❛ i do appreciate you helping me. ❜ ❛ i do feel at home when i'm with you. ❜ ❛ i do hope you know how loved you are. ❜ ❛ i do love being yours. ❜ ❛ i do love the way you say my name. ❜ ❛ i do love you a little more than i realized. ❜ ❛ i do plan on being there for you always. ❜ ❛ i do think about you more than i probably should. ❜ ❛ i do want to keep making memories with you. ❜ ❛ i do want to spend more time with you. ❜ ❛ do you care about me too? ❜ ❛ do you know how cute you are? ❜ ❛ do you mind if i borrow your sweater? ❜ ❛ do you mind if i sit with you? ❜ ❛ do you need a helping hand with that? ❜ ❛ do you need me to do something? ❜ ❛ do you need some help? ❜ ❛ do you want me to kiss it better? ❜ ❛ do you want me to stay until you fall asleep? ❜ ❛ do you want me to stay? ❜ ❛ do you want me to walk you home? ❜ ❛ do you want to dance with me? ❜ ❛ do you want to go out with me? ❜ ❛ do you want to hold my hand? ❜ ❛ do you want to kiss me? ❜ ❛ you do always know how to cheer me up. ❜ ❛ you do brighten up the whole room. ❜ ❛ you do deserve to be taken care of, too. ❜ ❛ you do give the best hugs. ❜ ❛ you do have a way of making ordinary things feel special. ❜ ❛ you do know how much i care about you, right? ❜ ❛ you do look cute when you're sleepy. ❜ ❛ you do look perfect in my arms. ❜ ❛ you do look very beautiful today. ❜ ❛ you do look very cozy like that. ❜ ❛ you do make everything feel easier. ❜ ❛ you do make me feel like i'm exactly where i'm supposed to be. ❜ ❛ you do make me feel safe. ❜ ❛ you do make me smile without even trying. ❜ ❛ you do make my heart feel very full. ❜
LIKE A SON TO ME: STARTERS
a collection of quotes, phrases, and sayings for those muses who regard somebody with no biological relation to them as their true parent or child. change & alter as needed.
SURROGATE PARENT:
"Let me take you home. I know you don't need it, but it'll make me feel better to know you're safe, okay?"
"I mean, you're over here all the time, anyway. You might as well have a key to my place."
"Stay where you are. I'll come pick you up."
"You are way too young for that movie, kiddo."
"Whoa, where'd you get that black eye? ...Were you fighting with that other kid again?"
"I'm going to grab some groceries. Want to come along? You can pick out whatever you want for dinner."
"Keep your chin up, kid. You'll get through this."
"Where the hell were you?! It's three in the morning! You can't just leave without letting me know where you'll be!"
"You're my kid. No matter what anybody else thinks."
"I mean, if you're okay with it, then... I want to adopt you."
"You're like a son to me."
"Of course I was worried about you. You're my kid."
"You can stay here for the night. We'll figure something else out in the morning."
"You're grounded!"
"You couldn't disappoint me even if you tried. Because there's nothing I expect you to be, or want you to be, except for who you already are."
"If you ever need a place to stay, my door is always open. You know that, don't you?"
"You can ask me for help. That's what I'm here for."
"I'm saying this because I love you. I love you like you were my own child. I couldn't love you any more if you were."
"You're up kind of late tonight, aren't you? Isn't it a school night?"
"You deserve to be safe in your own home. You deserve a family who loves you. I'm sorry you don't have that."
"Your parents have no idea how lucky they are to have a great kid like you."
"Don't you have homework?"
"Clean your room!"
"I'm so proud of you."
SURROGATE CHILD:
"You don't have to worry about me. I can take care of myself just fine."
"Are you trying to ground me?!"
"Can I stay with you for a little while? It's fine if I can't. I get it. I just... don't really have anywhere else to go right now."
"I'm not a little kid! I don't need you to protect me!"
"You want me to move in with you?"
"You're the only person who's ever really believed in me. I just don't want to let you down."
"You're not my mom!"
"You're not my dad! So would you quit acting like it?"
"I just wish my parents would remember they have a kid every now and then, you know?"
"I don't know that it'd be such a good idea for you to adopt me. I mean, you don't seriously want to be stuck with me forever, right?"
"You're always taking care of me. Just this once, let me take care of you."
"My parents aren't really around."
"Can you help me with my homework? I just don't get this part here..."
"You're like a mom to me."
"Why don't my parents love me? What did I do wrong?"
"Why do my parents keep hurting me like this? I'm their child. Don't they love me at all?"
"I'm never going to be important to my parents, am I?"
"You're not my dad -- and thank god, because he really sucks."
"I guess I'm just kind of nervous about this. I've never had a home before. I've never been part of a family before. What if I mess it up?"
"I'm fine on my own. Trust me, I've had a lot of practice."
wetting his lips at lawrence's tone a shiver crept up his spine, but his mind was on task, pulling the phone away from his ear to change it from a simple phone call to video, propping the phone up against the lamp on his bedside table so he could be seen on the bed. thanks to the european heat noah was wearing a matching two piece, light blue cotton shorts, and a short sleeved button shirt that was already hanging open, leaving his bare chest on display. despite the ten years noah had been out of the sport he was known for at least looking after his body, the muscles were still clear as day, neatly trimmed trail of hair from his navel disappearing beyond his shorts waistband. his hair, though normally pushed back seemed much more akin to his younger years, fluffy and hanging around his face, clearly having had a shower before their call. ‘ i dressed up for you, even if you’re not here to see it in person, ‘ noah finally replied lightly, giving lawrence a moment to take him in - hopeful that lawrence would be pleased with the view. ’ wish you were here to take it off me. '
playing with the waistband of his shorts, noah's eyes never left his phone screen, leaning back a little more on the bed in clear view for the other. ‘ but that doesn’t mean you can't do it from all the way over there, it doesn't mean we can't have some fun. '
lawrence knows what noah looks like , his mind replaying every moment of seeing him naked during their first years together , and it’s safe to say that their ten years apart have caused changes on their body but seeing him still sends a wave of heat through his blood , everything heating up. noah is finally his again and this time, there’s no championship that’s going to get in the way of that .
“ look at you,” he murmurs as his phone screen fills with noah’s bare chest . he rolls onto his side, his phone resting against the other pillow , his head pressed against the pillow, his own bare chest on display . he had just gotten out of his own shower and didn’t think that it would be worth it to dirty another set of his limited clothing options during the double header ( and he really wanted to talk to the birthday boy while naked ) “ i’m starting to think it’s my birthday .”
there are so many things he’s aching to do , so many places he wants to worship on noah’s body and he’s once mentally complaining about now being able to be with him. “ fuck , you’re gorgeous . it’s so unfair i can’t be there . there are so many things i want to do to you. ”
