a goldfish and a juicebox

quite a lot :]

[catcrumb]

[pathologising]

I hate that I can't just do stuff lol my brain is like "well I don't wanna therefore I can't" like bro just act normal

[redddddd]

wishing i didnt need to suffer in order to validate myself

[redddddd]

thinking about chess

[valtsv]

doctor: okay, now, i have to ask, are you... paranormally active?

me: don't you mean -

doctor: you heard me

me: *eyes turn black as the lights flicker overhead* a̠͔͓̩̞̥̗̻̗͘n̶̩̤͘d̫̘̰̭̥ ̶̺͍̫̙̱̀͡ͅͅw͚̗͍͝h̢̯̬͍͖̺̟͕͡͠a̧̫̖͍̞̭̤̪̪t̮͎͎͉ ͏̢͕̭͚̮a͇̟̙̖͇͡b̵̫̙̗̼͈ͅǫ̱̣̜͙̥̗̟͠u͈͕̪t̶͇̜̫͘ ̶̥̭͕̹̣̮͈͠i̡͎̘̺̮̕ͅt̨̜̠

[blisslai-remade-deactivated2020]

i've tried writing this post twice now and i am literally incapable of putting it into words but like,,the way platonic love is so overwhelming and so powerful like it's Literally everywhere like my friends tagging me in dumb tiktoks that they think i'd like and spamming the comments of my posts saying nice things and fucking around in the drinks aisle of the supermarket with me and going to concerts for artists that they don't even like that much because i asked because they know we can still have fun together no matter where we are and falling back into the same patterns even though we haven't seen each other in 5 months and reading my favourite books because i keep mentioning them to them and watching terrible horror movies together because one of them said they liked it and texting me whenever they listen to a song i recommended to them and knowing my favourite flavour of the shitty drinks they sell in the school canteen and falling asleep together on facetime only to wake up at 3am and play minecraft and spending hours talking about what we want from the future and how we feel about kids and relationships and the thought of growing up and moving away but still talking about how we'd all go to each other's weddings despite none of us knowing what could happen in the future but that doesn't even matter because right now we all still have each other and yeah ok i could go years without being in a romantic relationship but i don't think it would matter because platonic bonds are so Good for us and so powerful and once you get over the fear of losing them literally nothing else matters

[redddddd]

is wisconsin real

[osailorboy]

x

[safifesse]

what if I wove a tapestry expressing my utter love and devotion to you 😳 and we’re both girls 😳and it’s the year 1134 😳

[redddddd]

chcicago. . is a cigy.... in illionog....

[redddddd]

JUST FOUND OUT ILLINOIS IS A CITY. WHAT

[redddddd]

WAIT ITS A . ITS A STATE ??? OK

[redddddd]

. CHICAGO IS A CITY. CHICAGO IS A CITY IN ILLINOIS. CHCIAGO ALIS ANCIYY IN ILLAIONOS

[redddddd]

im devastated

[redddddd]

JUST FOUND OUT ILLINOIS IS A CITY. WHAT

[redddddd]

WAIT ITS A . ITS A STATE ??? OK

[redddddd]

. CHICAGO IS A CITY. CHICAGO IS A CITY IN ILLINOIS. CHCIAGO ALIS ANCIYY IN ILLAIONOS

[redddddd]

JUST FOUND OUT ILLINOIS IS A CITY. WHAT

[redddddd]

WAIT ITS A . ITS A STATE ??? OK

[redddddd]

JUST FOUND OUT ILLINOIS IS A CITY. WHAT

[redddddd]

who else doing FROGUST

[redddddd]

i might be getting back into tumblr and can i say . looking at stuff from earlier this year is crazy i jus !!! so much has changed and yet so much has stayed the same??? chile what . february was this year??? we in JULY . literally july . how . its been a year since ive had this tumblr account !! a FULL. YEAR???? i made this on july 2nd, 2019 after i had jus moved . still in this House . and i still feel like im just passing through . time is weird

[owlmylove]

no one tells you how much of life takes practice. not just writing, painting, running, singing, etc, but practicing how to make friends. how to make the right ones. getting practiced at how to be a good friend, a good sibling, a good person. practice identifying when people haven’t earned that. learning to recognize your right to rage and, eventually, how to offer mercy. so much of life is muscle memory, and i’ve begun to realize there are so many more parts of ourselves to flex and stretch and strengthen than those we’re taught in anatomy lessons