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Treat yo’self

"Home is often a place where we put on our most comfortable clothes, sit in our most comfortable spot, and completely let go and relax." Dicken Bettinger, Natasha Swerdloff, Coming Home: Uncovering the Foundations of Psychological Well-being

The flight into Vegas was SO BEAUTIFUL! Flying over Colorado was my favorite part even though I felt my anxiety kick in after I could see straight down.. other than that my flight was smooth aside from SOBBING when I had to leave my dad at the airport. I was crying so hard the flight attendant let me sit up front in hopes that it would make me feel better. It did, thankfully! I’m still missing my parents just as much as before but so far I haven’t had a complete breakdown! My anxiety has been fine.. Friday I thought I was having a panic attack at the end of my shift at work (FOR NO REASON), but I think I may have just had too much caffeine making my heart go a little crazy.. lol. What do you do if you guys start having a panic attack? I read about a lot of people having anxiety on my TL but its as if they plan it.. like “omg I’m going to have an anxiety attack if I do this”... Never once have I been able to plan out WHEN I’m going to have an attack.

Escaping from the anxiety topping...

NATURE IS SO BEAUTIFUL!

I’m so dumbfounded out here every time Jose shows me something! In posts shortly after this, I will show the amount of ❄SNOW❄ on the ground near Tahoe even though it was 74° down in Reno.. only a 45 minute drive away. I never thought I’d get out of Ohio per my choice & I feel so close-minded for thinking that way. There is so much more to explore than just where you grew up.

Thanks for reading..

xoxo Nicole

Appreciation Post

I want to kiss you 10,000 times & still that wouldn’t be enough. You make me so unbelievably happy. I would never move across the country for anyone else... I wish I would have met you many years ago but you have proved to me that everything happens for a reason. I love you. You make me laugh uncontrollably, smile non-stop, and most importantly ALWAYS make sure my little belly is full. In other words, you take care of me physically & mentally.

I’m happy that we made this big of a move.. it gives us a lot of time to concentrate on OURSELVES and EACHOTHER. I love that I can spend time alone... but still with you. I’m happy we like to go out to eat and talk about things people usually don’t talk about over dinner. I’m happy the same type of people piss us off and that you let me ramble constantly just like I’m doing right now. You make me happy Mike. Do I let you know that enough? Are you happy?

I miss you, even though you are just at work..

I love you. How was your day??

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How was my day?

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Because you are coming home to me tonight.

Reno, Nevada April 2017 I had such a great time! 🌈🌟 @ J-- Remember When: We overflowed the jacuzzi 🛀 You told me to come check out the tub (after we called room service up to bring us more body wash) and I busted my ass🤦🏼‍♀️ We went swimming in the morning 🏊‍♀️ I, embarrassingly, told you my whole life story so we didn't make it to the pool the first night.. it's okay though because you're my best friend 👫 We waited for the car for 20 minutes and it was in the front the entire time🚘