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I love Argenti minor ﹐ cluster-b'd hie prns or they inactive , go 2 @oceanlock

[redroasary]

This account is currently INNACTIVE. I am on @oceanlock and only interact from this account.

Past intro below.

hehehe going to make a intro first before I start ANYTHING

so hello! my name is, well, I change names alot, so I prefer to just be called "noone"! I am a minor (15), and very disordered in one way or another ﹐npd + avpd + ocd(...)

In my struggle to find ways to self-care/cope for myself as I don't have the current resources for therapy, I decided to create a blog to share my (primarily) npd experiences! I am self diagnosed with everything, but I've done tons of research (and still do) on everything I might have!

[ianime0]

Gachiakuta | Ep12 | Tamsy’s Eyes

[communist-hatsunemiku]

GAL MIKU☆ - ao_6336

[mysteriousbogbody]

Stocker

[rainyydoves]

i think the funniest thing out of all this is the blogs proudly having urls like "misandrist1030". it's like holding up a giant sign that says in bright red letters I AM AN ASSHOLE I AM AN ASSHOLE and skipping down the street

[yestermaisyy]

aj never lies

[felidaety]

✦ tomolly ...

( otherwise called tommolly or mollytom. )

pt: tomolly, otherwise called tommolly or mollytom. end pt.

a term for those who identify with the nonhuman masculinity and femininity of male and female cats . this may include wanting a combination of male and female cat traits .

pt: a term for those who identify with the nonhuman masculinity and femininity of male and female cats. this may include wanting a combination of male and female cat traits. end pt.

credits : based off of tom and molly by @satyrradio.

tagging : @catgai-archive @radiomogai @omiag-esp @faunagender

flag ids in alt text & under cut.

[normal flag id: a rectangular flag with 5 equal-width straight horizontal stripes. from top to bottom, the stripe colours are extremely dark purplish-brown, warm dark brown, orange, pale yellow, and lilac. in the middle of the flag is a pale yellow male-female gender symbol outlined in extremely dark purplish-brown. the circle of the male-female gender symbol is shaped like a cat's head, and the other parts of the symbol are curved to look like tails. end id.]

[simplified flag id: a rectangular flag with 5 equal-width straight horizontal stripes. from top to bottom, the stripe colours are extremely dark purplish-brown, warm dark brown, orange, pale yellow, and lilac. end id.]

[psychsilk]

　➜　New Item !!

  Anansi Pride Flag　﹏　A revamped version of my old Anansi pride flag , This flag is intended for Black people who are queer , Trans , Mogai etc.   RAD-QUEER / TRANS-ID DO NOT USE

[PT: Anansi pride flag : a revamped version of my old Anansi pride flag ( text is a link to original post ) , this flag is intended for black people who are queer , trans , mogai etc. Rad-queer / Trans-id do not use /END PT]

Notes : This flag was made back in 2024 in April , I've changed a bit since then so this flag is inclusive of all "strange" identities ( Lesboys , Mspec-mono etc. ). its also meant to give those who are black in the mogai community more vision as a lot of mogai terms are very much geared toward those who are pale skinned. No discourse on my post , or you will be beaten with a bat

Tagging: @radiomogai @blkmogai

[rwuffles]

MARIGOLD．   ➷

pt: marigold. end pt.

⚘   ⌣   definition．

 a queer person who presents xeninely in a cute way.

pt: definition, a queer person who presents xeninely in a cute way. end pt.

COINER．  the starlit scholar．  ➷

⚘   ⌣   n/a．

TAGS．  @radiomogai @vampitsm @seapupz @presentationflag-archive @rabidbatboy @angeltism @zoeynovie @jigumis @sysnarc @wailingclowns．  ➷

[puresel]

  　 　 　 ╺╺╺╋ 　᧔ 　CANiLOViN 　! 　᧓

◞◟ ͜ ◞ 🥩 ⠀⠀　　a gender relating to cannablism as a methepor for love　♡ 　　　　　　　　　 ──　tagging ﹕@yourdarlingness 　　　　　　　　　　　﹠ @d-scribe for flag id ﹙／ nf﹚ credit to @ / yourdarlingness for the heart ;3

PT under cut

　　　　PT ;　Canilovin ( pronounced can ~ ee - lov ~ in )

　　 　a gender relating to cannibalism as a metaphor for love

　　　tagging @ / yourdarlingness and @ / d-scribe for flag id

[ddarktea]

boo

[idwl]

idenshifter

a term for someone who, due to instabilities in one's identity, is constantly changing and adopting new identities.

one may repeatedly (whether successfully or unsuccessfully) change one's name, persona, mannerisms, labels, presentation, etcetera; this can include huge, drastic changes, or consistent, small tweaks. one may even become obsessed with one's identity and how one is perceived.

this is intended for those who are neurodivergent; especially those who have DID, BPD, or other disorders that may cause an unstable identity.

coined by us!

please do not repost our creations, or add them to any wikis. our terms and flags can be used by everyone!

[tagging: @radiomogai, @noxwithoutstars, @daybreakthing]

[redroasary]

🍒 ﹐ Status ﹗

Finding out I had npd really made me more aware of myself (sometimes) and how my actions are actually, well, narcissistic

Like, I've come to realize that no matter what, I always prioritize me and what I think over anyone else

Someone recommends me something? Sure I'll look at it (I won't unless it already interests me)

Wanna do something? Well, as long as it benefits me in some way.

It's certain things like that that made me realize that I really do have a "status" in my brain, or otherwise hierarchy, to everyone that isn't me.

It's not like I go around every day in disgust to everyone around me, but no one compares to me in my brain. I won't look into what you recommend me, in fact I'll make a point to avoid it, I'll take very little consideration to what you say, I'll still follow what I think, and most importantly I won't change for anyone. No one is worth my time or effort, I will continue to be me, no matter how "bad" I seemingly am

I am at the top of this hierarchy, and everyone is below. I don't think I've ever had someone come to a place where they are on equal footing with me, and only one person has even come close

I wonder if that makes me a bad person...

👅﹐Extra ﹗

HIII guys it's been like, forever? Months I think....wowza! I've been living life and stuff and am in hs now...I've also learned alot more about myself so I might post on here more frequently. Nice to see ya again! Revamp coming soon 👅👅

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd + bpd culture is whenever someone interacts with your fp/ep's posts sooner than you do you see them as a rival for fucking life. like no, i need to be their number one fan. who the hell even ARE you? you're disgusting -🌐🔧

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd culture is writing a thoughtful encouraging message to your friends (because let's be real, who gives better praise and soothing than a narc? especially when your friends have earnt that right by being good enough) only for them to dismiss it like some generic platitude.

I am giving you literal gold! You could stand to be more appreciative!

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[redroasary]

🌹﹐ Relationships﹗

NPD relationship is literally going crazy over my (ex) partner saying they had a crush on someone while we're together because what do you mean you like someone else. someone other than me? while we're together? I'm literally the best person you could be with. How could you fall in love with someone else.

NPD relationship is feeling so betrayed and angered when anyone close to me leaves because wtf? I considered you an equal. I took time out of my days to spend with you and you leave? And then instant disgust.

NPD relationships is thinking everyone wants me, so I try my best to be nice, but also keep a massive distance because of course you want me but I absolutely don't want you stay over there and I'll stand over here.

Having NPD and forming relationships is actually so weird like i like you but I really don't but you can't like anyone more than me I'm literally the best what

Having EP's are so weird too I might blog that next. I don't think I've ever had someone be an actual ep to me,,

Anyways relationships are hard and make no sense I'll just date myself

[redroasary]

🍒﹐ Self ﹗

I love myself. Like so much. I am an incredible entity trapped among human beings. But I also hate myself beyond belief and am underneath even the worst of humanity. Love and hate are two sides of the same coin, after all.

NPD, please free me from this (actually, don't, I'm scared of being human. Being human means needing to care too much, which i have never experienced. At least to the majority. What does it even mean to be really human? It seems tiring and unnecessary, I am perfect the way I am)

((Having NPD means obsessing over the fact that I have NPD and am not "normal" or "humane" to some and absolutely loving it))

(((I love myself)))

you're so cool for reading all this <3