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WHO AM I? // Ariana | 25 | NY | flawed Christian | Relay for Life | Writer | Singer | Tattooed | LGBT advocate | Libertarian | Feminist | Adventurer | ADHD | Fighter of anxiety and depression WHAT DO I LIKE? // Books | Tattoos | The Beatles | Harry Potter | Stranger Things | Grey's Anatomy | How to Get Away With Murder | Doctor Who | Sherlock | Supernatural | Hannibal | Orange is the New Black | House of Cards | Batman | Spider Man | X-Men | Egypt I am someone who does not have all the answers but knows the majority of the wrong ones. I am not one to be silenced. I am tougher than I look BUT I am as sweet as sugar.

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Fun fact: I started having (minor) anxiety attacks when I was 10. Started having “full blown” ones when I was 12. Officially diagnosed with an anxiety disorder when I was 15. They progressively got worse to the point I would pass out/black out from hyperventilating. (High school was so much fun.) Thankfully, I’ve now got my anxiety attacks under better control than ever before. (Doesn’t mean I don’t anxiety anymore, I’m just no longer having debilitating anxiety attacks multiple times a day.)✌🏻#livingwithanxiety #anxietydisorder

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Sam, "the white, not albino, Polish cat" was put down last week after his cancer spread. The temperamental/apathetic stray that came into my grandparents lives became the affectionate cuddler that over this last year refused to let me stop giving him belly rubs whenever I visited. I am grateful for the time and love that he gave to my grandparents. I am grateful for the support that his presence gave to my grandmother when my grandfather passed away. I am grateful that I got to be on the receiving end of the love from this sweet boy and that I got to see his spirit change. Thank you, Sam. I'm going to miss your antics. Sag Harbor won't be the same without you. ❤ #samthewhitenotalbinopolishcat

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Ahem... 🐸☕️ #soundsfamiliar

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I'm not always a fan of the "On This Day" feature on Facebook. But this was a good one. ❤ #LeeU #LeeUniversity #clevegas

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💜 #paintthetownpurple #relayforlife #mahopacrelayforlife #CasadeDiLo

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#donotdisturb

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✌🏻

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Today sucked. I need a hug.

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Throwback time!!! 4 YEARS AGO?! Such craziness but still one of the best decisions I ever made, which led me on one of the coolest journeys I've ever been on, which led me to figure out that I wanted to go into nonprofits. Everything eventually leads you to where you're supposed to go. (Still my favorite picture from that night! 😂) Relay for Life is ONE MONTH away!!! If you'd like to walk with us on June 3rd, dedicate a luminaria to a loved one, or donate to our team... Please click on the link below... 💜 Http://main.acsevents.org/goto/teamfundilo #throwback #baldisbeautiful #fundraiser #fundraising #teamfundilo #fundilo #acs #americancancersociety #relayforlife #rfl #finishthefight #fuckcancer #prouddaughter

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FINALLY. 😎

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@kevin_slater 💙💙💙

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@_scottytho_ walked into a liquor store and fell in love... 😂 #somanyjokessolittletime #theywritethemselves

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TREAT YO SELF!!! @_scottytho_ and I are having our dinner tradition and doing it home cooked and classy. 😎 Complete with baked mac and cheese and Marland's brown sugar pork chops. You're welcome to drool... 😍 #bestfraaaaands #treatyoself #treatyoselfdinner #homecookedgoodness #aptdecklife #CasadeDiLo

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How I resisted buying this... IDK... Must have been by the grace of God! 😂

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