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now more than ever, it is so important to find community.

start volunteering. look for spaces that feel safe. become a regular somewhere. interact with your neighbors. help people. be kind.

community is only as strong as the people involved in it, so get involved

#hopecore #volunteering #community #queer #stand together or sit down

absolutely stellar thrift find today btw

(paid 40 dollars for it)

stay tuned to see it in place at home

#tiffany lamp #vintage #vintage lamps #thrift #thrifting #decor #furniture #tiffany style lamp #stained glass lamp

tumblr doesn’t depict my coolness like my perfectly curated 20 slide posts on instagram do (same handle if you want to peep)

#i swear i’m cool tumblr is just full of my sad poetry and word vomit #please i’m a star #if you’re an ally you’ll follow my instagram

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my dad texted me saying he made tinga de pollo if i want to come home and have some. i was in my kitchen, strawberries blending absently for the agua fresca i was going to offer to bring over.

on opposite sides of a city, we both sit grasping for a culture we didn’t grow up in. it’s ours in the way that freedom is ours, that my rented apartment is ‘mine’, that i am his.

my father and i are a complicated mess of things unsaid, but sometimes love is ‘here, i made this for you. remember when we visited the desert together? remember when we belonged somewhere? remember when the space between us was a little less silent?’

#sometimes i remember that my dad grew up so disconnected from hispanic culture and my heart just aches #i’d never seen him more at ease than when we visited family in arizona together #he started cooking hispanic food again #speaking bits of spanish he never taught me #we’re both reaching for something #poem #father #family #desert #photography

oohoohoohehehe i am home sick i wonder how many different Tasks i can complete to Not Allow my body to rest for One singular Moment

#why would i lay in bed when i could Do Things #bed rest? i hardly know her #laugh #that was funny #cmon

sat my boyfriend down last night to tell him, very seriously, that i think i might have adhd (as i had just come to this conclusion and wanted to tell him and get his input)

what i got was an incredibly confused man who stared at me for a long second and then said ‘i thought we all knew that. did you not know that? everybody knows that.’

so anyway i guess i’m the last person on the party bus that is My Mental Health and Wellbeing.

#being in an mlm relationship is just begin read to filth constantly #NO I DIDNT KNOW THAT #I THOUGHT I WAS BEING SO COOL ABOUT IT #mlm #t4t #queer #boyfriend

when i was like fifteen my friend and i decided to make edibles but we didn’t have premade brownie mix. she decided she would just wing it because ‘they’re brownies, it can’t be that hard’

what resulted was a horrid cinderblock of a dessert with infused oil bubbling in a thick layer on top. everything was greasy and wet and rock hard at the same time. one bite from that brownie had me playing Just Dance with god. i threw up so hard i thought i was turning into a werewolf on the poorly tiled bathroom floor.

anyway, the moral of this story is being fifteen is full of sitcom worthy mistakes, and you should always measure your substances and use boxed brownie mix

because let’s be real, nothing is as good as Ghirardelli anyway.

#she still has a bag of those monstrosities tucked away in her parents deep freezer #i’ve never been desperate enough to ask for them #but i wouldn’t be opposed either #if the weed man doesn’t kill you trying to force that thing down your gullet definitely will

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This would have had me crucified on tumblr 10 years ago but maybe we are ready for this conversation now:

If you are a socially anxious person, you have to socialize. Your panic/anxiety attacks will only get worse and trigger more frequently if you constantly avoid contact with The Public. Not saying that you need to be a social butterfly- but there is a genuine problem with not being able to order your own meal at a restaurant. And it cannot be solved by always having someone else do it for you.

This is a PSA to about 3/4s of the Portland Youth populace

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the greatest thing about having a cat is it just scratches my inherent itch to be annoying. life is just so much better when you can walk through your living room and point at the animal minding her own business on the couch and go “itsababyyyyy” in a really fucking stupid voice

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mutuals can always dm me but be warned i talk like your coworker who is trying too hard to get to know you and my response times are akin to the response times you might get if we were communicating by letter

my cat feels the need to sit on the counter 2 inches away from me while i take a shit and then make really uncomfortable faces the entire time and it’s both incredibly intimate and VERY unnerving

shitboy, if you were wondering. the culprit himself.