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absolutely stellar thrift find today btw

(paid 40 dollars for it)

stay tuned to see it in place at home

#tiffany lamp #vintage #vintage lamps #thrift #thrifting #decor #furniture #tiffany style lamp #stained glass lamp

oohoohoohehehe i am home sick i wonder how many different Tasks i can complete to Not Allow my body to rest for One singular Moment

#why would i lay in bed when i could Do Things #bed rest? i hardly know her #laugh #that was funny #cmon

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This would have had me crucified on tumblr 10 years ago but maybe we are ready for this conversation now:

If you are a socially anxious person, you have to socialize. Your panic/anxiety attacks will only get worse and trigger more frequently if you constantly avoid contact with The Public. Not saying that you need to be a social butterfly- but there is a genuine problem with not being able to order your own meal at a restaurant. And it cannot be solved by always having someone else do it for you.

This is a PSA to about 3/4s of the Portland Youth populace

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the greatest thing about having a cat is it just scratches my inherent itch to be annoying. life is just so much better when you can walk through your living room and point at the animal minding her own business on the couch and go “itsababyyyyy” in a really fucking stupid voice

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mutuals can always dm me but be warned i talk like your coworker who is trying too hard to get to know you and my response times are akin to the response times you might get if we were communicating by letter

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brrrr im so. cold nd chilly i ned blanket

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put some socks on that baby immediately

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"I'm still kicking" is such a funny way to say "I'm still alive". Like lol. I'm still thrashing. Flailing. Writhing even. The violence remains.

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THESE MFS FIGURED OUT HOW TO TIPPY TAPPY THEY LITTLE FUCKIN TOES??!

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another gorgeous view from my Evil Job

#here’s my designated alaska tag because unfortunately it does explain a vast amount of what is wrong with me #alaska #get me out of here right the fuck now

aren’t i too old to crave the same things?

twenty looms like fog on the mountains

a cigarette in the cold, smoke curling into a sentence

but is it a sentence? does a sentence have to hold an end, a beginning, a question?

when did this poem turn a sharp corner into unfamiliarity

i meant to tell you about trees and cold stone creamery and the halloween i fell asleep before trick or treating

i meant to tell you about my father, the way he used to twirl me, the ache of adolescence buried deep in the cracks of my childhood driveway (one of them, at least. driveways are only what has happened at the end, the beginning of them)

there’s a scratch in my throat and a tremble caught beneath my nail beds and i swear, once, i almost made it out of this town.

twenty falls like the familiar snow of early november, like it has every year, like it always will.

i apologize for the ramble. i don’t mean to speak in the way i do, letting my guts heave up with each vowel, spilling out in front of you

i hope you’re warm and well and the sun no longer sets at 3 o’clock like it does back home. thank you for the birthday wishes.

with love,

#i’m going to be twenty and it’s terrifying #when was the last time i did a cartwheel? when did i stop playing outside?#it’s winter in alaska and i fishtail every time i turn the corner to my new apartment #there’s a poem in there somewhere im sure #poetry

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“Cats don’t actually love you”

A cat is a small creature in the middle of the food chain that is fully aware that you are a very large thing that could stomp its head in at any moment and yet it chooses to rest its tiny little head on your leg for a nap and spreads out on the floor near you exposing its belly and its most sensitive organs. It brings dead mice and bugs to you to share food.

Don’t you get it? This tiny thing trusts you. It wants to help you too. It licks your leg thinking that it’s helping. It kneads on you to find comfort. It shares its body warmth with you in the cold and gives you your space in the heat. It hisses at other mammals it sees outside including other cats in an effort to protect its family.

Cats love you so so much. But they will keep trying to eat plastic.