CURSE MY BLEEDING, TIRED EYES;

&  I MUST BELIEVE IN SOMETHING.

[regicidism]

hi there. ruri here, as always.

like many others, i’ll probably be going quiet here. roleplaying on tumblr is supposed to be an enjoyable experience, and i’m not willing to sit tight as this hellsite does its best to kick us off. 

i started roleplaying on discord; it’s likely i would have continued to do so if i were not encouraged to make my amami blog. that, too, will be quiet henceforth.

unless there’s a way to toggle all this off again, i’ll be on discord. please, let’s rp there! i just,

yeah. i’m sick of this. and the new font is really painful for me to read :( please consider all current threads on hold, unless you wish to transfer them to discord. once again, i am available there as Ruri#1638

love, ruri.

[regicidism]

mom pick me up xkit has Broken on me

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my discord:

Ruri#1638

i hate this hellhole. please tell me who you are (url) if you add me otherwise i’ll ignore it 

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let’s all just abandon tumblr and rp on discord 

[mediioxumate]

[ devil town is colder in the summer time              i’ll lose my mind at least another thousand times ]

[ rules ] [ muses ] [ mun ]

[regicidism]

“In my country, we do not have the holiday known as ‘Father’s Day’. Instead, we prefer to celebrate what we call the Day of the Large Bird, during which we celebrate large birds. Of course, we show our appreciation for our fathers and mothers alike, but this is not a single holiday; we believe that our love for our parents should not be celebrated only to cater to business profits.”

“Down with capitalism.”

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@gcods​ asked; “  you need to heal first.  ” from miki :D 

“I assure you, Tsumiki-san, that I am quite alright.” insisted the princess, sitting upright in the nurse’s office bed with a rather frustrated look in her eyes. She was not lying, or exaggerating in order to appease the nurse - as a matter of fact, Sonia felt perfectly fine. “Such measures are surely unnecessary; I merely had the misfortune of being caught up in Komaeda-san’s, ah... unlucky spells.”

Indeed, that was what had happened. She had not been attacked, nor had anyone attempted to bludgeon her to death in order to sacrifice her to obtain the favour of some deity, as Tanaka had earlier theorised. Put simply, she had been conversing quite happily with Komaeda, the two of them quite at peace in the courtyard, when a rather large tree branch had snapped and fallen onto the both of them. Komaeda had, regrettably, taken the brunt of the impact, but it seemed that, through even more of his absurd luck, his schoolbag had protected him from any real harm.

“And, if it is emotional harm that you are referring to, please rest assured that there is none to speak of. I have battled many a tree in my day!” Sonia added with a grin, a strange look of pride at this achievement - if one could call beating a tree in battle an achievement - of hers on her face. “Surely a nurse like Tsumiki-san ought to be more worried about Komaeda-kun? Or I daresay, yourself. You look, ah,” Sonia hesitated, “awfully tired... fam.”

(was that how the kids these days spoke? she thought so.)

“Are you well?”

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@gcods​ asked:

ohoho what do i have here??? ITS A CROWN FOR A QUEEN 👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑 👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑 👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑 MAY UR REIGN NEVER END!!! I ALSO HAVE THE FLOWERS 💐🌺🌷🌸🌺🌷🌹🌷🌸💕

huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh??!!

TAKE THOSE CROWNS BACK RIGHT THIS INSTANT!!! THEY BELONG TO YOU!!!! :DDDD I DON’T NEED THAT MANY!!! WE CAN SHARE!!! I AM ONLY THE QUEEN,,, OF BEING OVERDRAMATIC,,, AND WRITING FAR TOO MUCH,,, AND IT SEEMS YOU HAVE BEAT ME ON THE DRAMATIC END!!!! :0000 MY REIGN IS LONG OVER, THIS QUEEN.... MUST GIVE UP HER THRONE. KEEP UR FLOWERS!!! U DESERVE THEM MORE!!!!!!!! <3

( god why are you so nice :( thank u ur such a sweetheart!!!! i can’t offer u flowers because i’m on PC and have no emojis but,,, havee my heartsssss <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 )

[regicidism]

MAGICIAN.

          ah. unabashed excitement and fascination. that’s an expression she knew pretty well; it’s the face kids watching her shows have throughout her act. but with that in mind, it is at this moment that yumeno realizes she has dug herself into a hole. she’s absolutely committed to the story now. magic is real, of course, so she doesn’t have to lie about that. but the rest of this… thing going on? she’ll have to handle the story well in front of a princess, no less. still, by everything that’s holy, she’ll manage it. somehow.

          … oh well. all the better for her whole magic shtick in the long run… probably.

    “dark witch? if that’s what you wanna call me, i guess that works. i’m the ultimate mage here anyway… and mages dabble a little bit in the dark arts.” 

          with another but smaller pause, she closes her eyes a moment and made a low humming noise. she attempts to arrange her thoughts a little in the downtime, but it feels rather fuzzy. ah well. she can still continue with something like her first introduction to her classmates. and as she begins to speak, yumeno lifts her chin a little to meet sonia’s gaze better. after all, eye contact’s an important part of a performance— when paired with talking, it can distract from any other actions one might do at the same time.

    “though for the people with the veil still covering their eyes and don’t believe in real magic, i’m known officially as the ultimate magician. it’s not good to accidentally make them go crazy just ‘cause their minds can’t handle it…”

          but whatever action she had in mind, the thought leaves her as soon as her master is brought up that way. admittedly only as the “unholy usurper” who she’d presumably duel, but it reminds her that she really is still only looking for him. it makes her heart ache. she misses him so much, even if maybe he didn’t miss her after all that.

          she looks away, tugging down on the brim of her hat. she can’t even imagine facing him in a duel as is; he’s the most skilled magician sorcerer, archmage she had ever known. her innate power doesn’t compare to his lifetime of honing skills and spells. the only thing she has a edge over him in is popularity, and she knows exactly what that did to their relationship.

          a little lump forms in her throat. but looking even more sad will probably put a dampener on sonia’s mood, and that’s not what she wants. she coughs, blinking away the tears that threatened to bud.

    “probably… even though he’s never introduced himself like that… but, um. i’m kinda trying to… to find him again. he left a while back, casting a super complex illusion spell that he invented so no one can find him. i dunno how to break it yet… so i’ve just been trying to… trying to make him proud of me again, so that he. that he’d come back by himself…”

          her shoulders straighten a little as she draws a swift breath and continues, this time with a little more vigor.

    “but i’m his loyal apprentice; i’m not gonna fight him when i do see him. and if that makes us rivals, i’ll make sure i’ll hex you several times over before you can do anything to my master.”

It was difficult not to be beside herself with delight. Sonia had never met a real mage - or witch, or sorceress - before. Tanaka claimed to be more of a warlock sort than anything else, and it was difficult to know whether his powers of hellfire were more akin to a god than a man in the first place. Oh, how very radical, how very swag! Sonia’s Japanese was not perfect, but cool phrases like that were all the rage with the kids these days, and they certainly embodied her feelings.

“The dark arts? Do you mean curses and hexes? Or - perhaps you have made a deal with a devil?!” asked the princess inquisitively, a childlike smile, bright with delight, on her lips. “So you are a mage, and not a witch... I did not know that there was a difference! I shall keep this in mind.”

That humming - a sacred incantation in a language known only to the gods? Or perhaps the accursed song of the ancients? Sonia couldn’t be sure, and she didn’t have the time to figure such things out - Yumeno’s eyes were now meeting hers, and it would be rather impolite to not maintain eye contact. What if the mage was conducting a ritual that might go awry if Sonia did not aid her with her own, albeit buried, abilities?!

“Please, tell me more of this veil that you speak of. Do some truly not know your real identity? If so, I am all the more honoured to be in your presence. I beg of you - is this a curse you have put upon yourself to prevent the speaking of your true identity? Tanaka-san offered to do such a thing unto myself, but I turned him down out of fear. Is it a safe procedure? Or is this merely another aspect of the, ah - the veil?”

The veil - what a mystical, wonderful sounding thing! It reminded Sonia of wedding bells and fine fabrics, of the dresses she would wear to balls at the castle and Roman temples. Perhaps it was a little scary, hearing that one might go insane just from learning the secrets of a witch before their time, but Sonia was not afraid. Tanaka had reassured her that there were spirits guiding here, that she was protected by angels looking down from the heavens above, and Yumeno did seem to be a benevolent, kindly sorceress; surely Sonia would not come to harm here.

If the princess noticed that saddened expression that Yumeno wore, she did not show it. Perhaps it was ignorance; perhaps such things were better off unmentioned.

“An illusion spell..?”

“I cannot say that I am familiar with them. I wonder if you could combat it with a potent spell of attraction? Rather like - well, a very large magnet.” she suggested, clasping her hands and tilting her head in a manner that might be confusion or interest. “Or perhaps you could attempt to learn this spell he cast, so that you can reverse it? I have heard that such methods work, although I have never witnessed them personally...”

- hm?

Did she hear that right?

Did Yumeno threaten to hex her..?

“You are able to hex me?! How very tubular!” the queen-to-be gushed, clearly absolutely enamoured by the idea. She had faith, of course, that such things would not happen, but oh - how splendid to dream of them! When she had arrived in Japan, Sonia had prepared for several things; a new culture, a different mindset, but to be hexed? This was quite beyond her imagination.

[promptfairy]

𝟑, 𝟒, 𝟓   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄

“  let’s go home.  ” “  um,  excuse me?  ” “  you broke it.  ” “  need a hand?  ” “  please,  help me.  ” “  i missed you.  ” “  i’m not sorry.  ” “  tell the truth.  ” “  what happened here?  ” “  got a minute?  ” “  life’s a bitch.  ” “  you’ve done enough.  ” “  i’m still learning.  ” “  don’t touch me.  ” “  was that you?  ” “  there’s no god.  ” “  you deserve better.  ” “  you’re a saint.  ” “  you are enough.  ” “  maybe you’re right.  ” “  this will pass.  ” “  you complete me.  ” “  you got this.  ”

𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑

“  don’t be so dramatic.  ” “  no guts,  no glory.  ” “  i’m calling for help.  ” “  run away with me.  ” “  it’s always been you.  ” “  some things take time.  ” “  you’re being awfully quiet.  ” “  please don’t hurt me.  ” “  snap out of it.  ” “  did you miss me?  ” “  how do i look?  ” “  i wanna get better.  ” “  whatever floats your boat.  ” “  i’ll love you always.  ” “  what are you waiting for?  ” “  at least i tried.  ” “  give me a kiss.  ” “  what’s the fucking point?  ” “  god,  i love you.  ” “  i’m doing my best.  ” “  i waited for you.  ” “  you woke me up.  ” “  stay with me tonight.  ”

𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄

“  you can’t keep doing this.  ” “  i think i love you  …  ” “  you make me feel special.  ” “  are you upset with me?  ” “  you need to heal first.  ” “  let me see the wound.  ” “  is your brain even on?  ” “  don’t give up on me.  ” “  you are perfect to me.  ” “  i can’t take this anymore.  ” “  you are my favorite person.  ” “  you had me at  ‘  hello.  ’   ” “  i wanted to see you.  ” “  don’t give me that look.  ” “  you’re a work of art.  ” “  i’m not scared of you.  ” “  i have  …  so many questions.  ”  “  do you think i’m stupid?  ” “  just tell me what happened.  ” “  i just want to help.  ” “  we need to be careful.  ” “  what did you just say?  ” “  i miss talking to you.  ”

[persephonememes]

* (  LITTLE WOMEN /  SENTENCE PROMPTS.

These may have been edited for clarity or length or to better apply for roleplaying.

❛ Don’t try to make me grow up before my time. ❜

❛ Love is a great beautifier. ❜

❛ I never wanted to go away, and the hard part now is leaving you all. ❜

❛ I’m not afraid, but it seems as if I should be homesick for you even in heaven. ❜

❛ If I didn’t care about doing right and didn’t feel uncomfortable doing wrong, I should get on capitally. ❜

❛ When we make little sacrifices we like to have them appreciated, at least. ❜

❛ Don’t mind me. I’m as happy as a cricket here. ❜

❛ You don’t need scores of suitors. You need only one, if he’s the right one. ❜

❛ Love casts out fear, and gratitude can conquer pride. ❜

❛ I am lonely, sometimes, but I dare say it’s good for me. ❜

❛ When you feel discontented, think over your blessings, and be grateful. ❜

❛ Let us be elegant or die! ❜

❛ Hearts, like flowers, cannot be rudely handled, but must open naturally. ❜

❛ I do think that families are the most beautiful things in all the world! ❜

❛ Be worthy love, and love will come. ❜

❛ Oh, my girls, however long you may live, I never can wish you a greater happiness than this! ❜

❛ The sincere wish to be good is half the battle. ❜

❛ The humblest tasks get beautified if loving hands do them. ❜

❛ I want to do something splendid before I go into my castle—something heroic, or wonderful—that won’t be forgotten after I’m dead. ❜

❛ I think I shall write books, and get rich and famous; that would suit me, so that is my favorite dream. ❜

❛ Don’t cry so bitterly, but remember this day, and resolve with all your soul that you will never know another like it. ❜

❛ I’d rather take coffee than compliments just now. ❜

❛ Be comforted, dear soul! There is always light behind the clouds. ❜

❛ I don’t like to doze by the fire. ❜

❛ I like adventures, and I’m going to find some. ❜

❛ I like good strong words that mean something. ❜

❛ Because they are mean is no reason why I should be. ❜

❛ I hate such things, and though I think I’ve a right to be hurt, I don’t intend to show it. ❜

❛ Conceit spoils the finest genius. ❜

❛ Watch and pray, dear, never get tired of trying, and never think it is impossible to conquer your fault. ❜

❛ I am angry nearly every day of my life. ❜

❛ I’m not afraid of storms, for I’m learning how to sail my ship. ❜

❛ For love casts out fear, and gratitude can conquer pride. ❜

❛ I keep turning over new leaves, and spoiling them. ❜

❛ I make so many beginnings there never will be an end. ❜

❛ Some people seemed to get all sunshine, and some all shadow. ❜

❛ I don’t pretend to be wise, but I am observing, and I see a great deal more than you’d imagine. ❜

❛ I’m interested in other people’s experiences and inconsistencies, and, though I can’t explain, I remember and use them for my own benefit. ❜

❛ I’m not like the rest of you; I never made any plans about what I’d do when I grew up. ❜

❛ I never thought of being married. ❜

❛ I wish I had no heart, it aches so. ❜

❛ Wouldn’t it be fun if all the castles in the air which we make could come true and we could live in them? ❜

❛ You’re an angel! How shall I ever thank you? ❜

❛ I have nothing to give but my heart so full and these empty hands. ❜

❛ Take some books and read; that’s an immense help; and books are always good company if you have the right sort. ❜

❛ Life and love are very precious when both are in full bloom. ❜

❛ I could have been a great many things. ❜

❛ Talent isn’t genius, and no amount of energy can make it so. ❜

❛ I want to be great, or nothing. ❜

❛ If we are all alive ten years hence, let’s meet, and see how many of us have got our wishes, or how much nearer we are then than now. ❜

❛ You have grown abominably lazy, and you like gossip, and waste time on frivolous things. ❜

❛ I hate ordinary people! ❜

❛ Now and then, in this workaday world, things do happen in the delightful storybook fashion, and what a comfort that is. ❜

❛ You are like a chestnut burr, prickly outside, but silky-soft within, and a sweet kernel, if one can only get at it. ❜

❛ Love will make you show your heart someday, and then the rough burr will fall off. ❜

❛ We’ll all grow up, no pretending we won’t. ❜

❛ If I didn’t care about doing right and didn’t feel uncomfortable doing wrong, I should get on capitally. ❜

❛ I can’t help seeing that you are very lonely, and sometimes there is a hungry look in your eyes that goes to my heart. ❜

❛ Love covers a multitude of sins. ❜

❛ It takes people a long time to learn the difference between talent and genius, especially ambitious young men and women. ❜

❛ But, like all happiness, it did not last long. ❜

❛ I do think that families are the most beautiful things in all the world! ❜

❛ How happy and good we’d be, if we had no worries! ❜

❛ I think we are all hopelessly flawed. ❜

❛ Where’s the use of looking nice, when no one sees me but those cross midgets, and no one cares whether I’m pretty or not? ❜

❛ Nothing remained but loneliness and grief. ❜

❛ I don’t think secrets agree with me, I feel rumpled up in mind since you told me that. ❜

❛ Nothing seemed impossible in the beginning. ❜

[pisellopea]

m-miss sonia 🥺🥺💕💕 please stop stealing all my uwus 🥺🥺🥺🥰💕💕❤️❤️❤️

[regicidism]

GAMER.

chiaki hasn’t been a beginner in a very, very, very long time. especially with games like mario kart; she played the very first mario kart at a time when her hands were barely big enough to hold the controller. she doesn’t remember learning to play it. it’s more like something that she’s always known.

which, of course, is why she wasn’t expecting sonia to do quite so poorly. it doesn’t make her think any less of the princess, of course. rather, it makes her feel a little guilty, that she chose something her friend isn’t able to enjoy.

“something a little less competitive… ummm…” she racks her brain to try and think of something they could play together that isn’t competitive. “overcooked…? no, that one’s probably too difficult… maybe instead of co-op, i could have you play and i just watch… something like stardew valley might work, that way…”

she’s thinking out loud to herself, as she often does when she’s alone. when she remembers sonia is still there, she glances over at the other girl. “stardew valley is a farming simulator… you might like it.”

Offering Nanami an apologetic little smile, Sonia paused to watch the highlight reel of the course just finished whilst the gamer formulated a response. She’d chosen a princess-type character who she wasn’t sure of the name of, and, as she flailed her arms quite hopelessly after each time she was hit by a shell, Sonia couldn’t help but feel rather sorry for her. It was silly, of course; she was just some game character. Even so, it with a pitiful sight.

Turning her attention away from the console to listen to her friend, deep in thought, Sonia listened intently to each idea that the gamer came up with. She did wish that she was rather better at the game they’d been playing thus far - it seemed as though it would great fun, if one was actually capable of playing properly, but perhaps something a little more basic would benefit her.

“A farming simulator?” the princess inquired curiously, tilting her head gently to the side with large eyes. “I have not heard of it. However,” her expression hardened, eyebrows drawing together firmly, “I would much rather play a game with Nanami-san, than play alone. Surely it cannot be much fun to only look on?” 

Of course, she had faith in Nanami’s own decisions; if she felt as though Sonia would benefit more from playing alone and only watching, then she would oblige. A good ruler could always listen to their subjects, and this was little different. 

“Of course, if you would prefer to only watch, then that is what we shall do. But as I understand it,” a moment of hesitation, “is part of the Japanese high school experience not spending time with your companions?”

[mystxmomo]

Au where I actually get to see stupid remnant leader politics in action

Kamukura was like 15 minutes early this time too, damn

[regicidism]

im being enabled to start writing misa amane. 

[erupan]

commissioned by @candysnails !

[memeinthevoid]

Send me a url and I'll record my voice saying the url along with what I think of them.

I’ll do them all in one audio clip