lost my halo

[regiium-blog]

      sadly, this will be the last post i make on this blog.

      i’ve been wanting to do this for awhile, and i think it’s time. i’m going to be moving hayden. i’m not giving the url here, because i feel as though the interactions with him have gone down exponentially and writing here has become dull & bland. so in the hopes of better writing, i’m moving him. a new blog, new url, new fc, everything. if you’d still like to write with me, shoot me a message and i’ll give you the url! if not, well, it was fun while we did write!!

      there’s a lot of history on this blog that i want to get rid of, and a clean slate will certainly help me with that. so thank you, all of you, for everything. it’s been a fun ride.

                                                                                            xoxo, rocket

[regiium-blog]

my favorite part of playing o//verwatch with a five stack team is that when someone in your group gets a phone call and is harassed, on mic, your whole team can flip that shit around and harass them right back. this is based on a true event w/ @schikari

[apoeticmythos]

i don’t feel very human anymore.

7:59 pm 4/28/15; l.m. (via defyingweakness)

[cryingwearingexpensiveclothes]

Visit Original Link

[cruel-beautiful-intentions]

[griffys]

me, coming down off a breakdown, sniffling with tears still in my eyes: i wanna suck a dick

[guttercum-deactivated20170920]

*twirls hair and dramatically bats eyelashes* u wanna fuck my throat

[chonce]

[the-bluespirit]

smug SOB.

[jk5h643ih983y89r-deactivated201]

being gay is NOT a choice. it is a game and I am winning.

[twinsleft-blog]

shit i say — sentence starters

i decided to make a meme out of all the shit i say regularly. enjoy!

GENERAL SHIT. 

❝ I’M GONNA MCFREAKING LOSE MY MIND. ❞

❝ I’m going to shove an entire baseball bat down my throat and smash my insides. ❞

❝ *aggressive finger guns* ❞

❝ *high pitched screeching* ❞

❝ That’s where you’re right, kiddo. ❞

❝ I AM THE ONE THAT WEIGHS A TON DON’T NEED A GUN— ❞

❝ HECK. ❞

❝ GOTTA FUCKING BLAST. ❞

❝ That’s my cue to blast outta here. ❞

❝ GOT ME MOTHERFUCKING MCSHOOK. ❞

❝ Thoroughly shooken. ❞

❝ LISTEN— ❞ 

❝ Trust me, I’m a professional. ❞

❝ I’m gonna throw myself off of a fucking bridge. ❞

❝ I’m convinced I was a cat in a past life. ❞

❝ Inject caffeine directly into my veins, please. ❞

❝ I literally have a ‘white people voice’ for when I’m being polite. ❞

❝ I sound like a fucking twelve year old. ❞

❝ I got a tiny ass head. It’s like a fucking golf ball. ❞

BITTER SHIT.

❝ _____ is the literal bane of my existence. ❞

❝ I hate you. …I’m kidding. ❞

❝ Yeah, well, he’s/she’s/they’re a manipulative cunt, so. ❞

❝ I’m gonna punch you in the fucking mouth. ❞

❝ I’m small and bitter like an espresso. ❞

❝ I am Denatonium benzoate, aka the most bitter substance on the planet. ❞

❝ *facepalm* ❞

❝ *frustrated groaning* ❞

❝ I hate _____ with every fiber of my being. ❞

❝ I will kick your fucking ass. ❞

❝ Don’t you fucking dare. ❞

❝ I get it, I’m fucking short. ❞

LOVEY SHIT.

❝ You mean a lot to me. Like, seriously, a fucking lot. ❞

❝ I do it because I love you. ❞

❝ *fondly* Fucking nerd. ❞

❝ *fondly* Dumbass. ❞

❝ You are my absolute favorite person. ❞

❝ *heart eyes* ❞

❝ Don’t even fucking think about leaving without giving me a hug. ❞

❝ *whining noises and grabby hands* ❞

❝ There he/she/they go(es), the love of my life. ❞

❝ It’s literally unfair how attractive he/she/they is/are. ❞

❝ Look at how pretty he/she/they is/are, I’m gonna fucking cry. ❞

❝ I just wanna smooch his/her/their face. ❞

❝ JUST LOOK AT HIM/HER/THEM! I’M GONNA SCREAM. ❞

MOM-FRIEND SHIT.

❝ I am mom-friend. ❞

❝ You best not be fucking texting and driving. ❞

❝ Do you want ____? ❞

❝ Please don’t do that, you’re worrying me. ❞

❝ Listen, my job is to make sure everyone else is okay. ❞

❝ ‘Drink water kids!’ I say as I am severely dehydrated. ❞

❝ ____, that’s not good. ❞

❝ Who do I have to fucking fight? ❞ 

ANGSTY SHIT.

❝ I hate myself with every fiber of my being. ❞

❝ I’m just really fucking scared. ❞

❝ I’m sorry that I love you. ❞

❝ I’m sorry that I’m like this. ❞

❝ What’s wrong with me? ❞

❝ God, this happens every fucking time. ❞

❝ I loved her/him/them. And she/he/they fucking abandoned me. ❞

❝ I don’t know what I’m doing. ❞

❝ Why the fuck am I crying? ❞

❝ I’m getting bad again. ❞

❝ It’s like everything goes in one ear, out the other with you. ❞

❝ I’ve told you time and fucking time again that it makes me feel like shit, and yet you still do it. ❞

❝ I look and feel like absolute shit. ❞

❝ It’s nothing, I’m fine. ❞

SLEEPY SHIT.

❝ I’m so fucking exhausted. ❞

❝ I really wanna just sleep. ❞

❝ I need to just sleep for like 17 years. ❞

❝ I could literally fall asleep anywhere. ❞

❝ I’m gonna pass out in the middle of the hallway. ❞

❝ I’m already fucking tired. ❞

❝ If I sit still in one place for like 30 minutes, I will fall asleep. ❞

❝ Can I just nap instead? ❞

[regiium-blog]

I missed you.

      he’s hardly in the door when he hears jamie, the younger practically wrapping around him like a snake as he stands there.❝ dude, i’ve been gone for like two days. it’s not like i died again. ❞ hayden laughs and returns his friend’s hug, patting his back with a grin before he pulls away to set his backpack down on the floor and shrug his coat off.

     ❝ what’d i miss while i was up in new haven? ❞ he asks, turning to face the other.❝ cause it was dead boring while i was away and it was the least entertaining two days in my life. ❞ while he listens to jamie speak, he kneels and starts to rummage through his bag, nodding along as he unpacks.❝ oh! i brought you back some new spider-man comics for you, too. figured you’d like ‘em. ❞

                                hayden, in his own way, was showing how much he missed jamie too.

[regiium-blog]

foxveined:

        before cameron even realizes it’s happen,  hayden pulls him close and tucks his face against cameron’s chest.  it’s a familiar gesture  ——  and not unwelcome in the slightest.  cameron returns it warmly,  sliding his arms around his younger  (adopted)  brother.  

          hayden’s fingers curl desperately in the back of cameron’s shirt like he’s afraid cameron will slip right through them if he isn’t careful  —-  like cameron could vanish again if hayden releases his grip.  it pains cameron to make that connection.  that he left hayden  alone  and that there was nothing he could have done to change the way things played out.

          ‘ i’m not going anywhere,  buddy.  not again.  right here,  you and me,  ‘til zarkon’s done for.  that’s how it’ll be. ’

            cameron’s eyes string hot and he sets his jaw,  afraid of spilling tears for all he’s lost.  all the galra have taken from him in the time he was a prisoner.  precious time with his brother.  a normal life.  the chance to comfort his mother,  the woman who saved him and took him in, as she died.  ‘ it’s okay, ’  he murmurs,  partly to himself,  eyebrows furrowing together.  he takes a deep breath,  pauses.

             ‘ it’s okay,  hayden.  let it out. ’

      cameron returns the gesture, pulling the teen closer for a hug. it’s reassuring, knowing cameron’s still just as close to him as he’d been before his disappearance. again his older sibling tells him it’s alright to let it out, and while hayden doesn’t want to admit it, it would do him good to listen to the advice. ❝ i can’t do any of this without you, ❞ he admits quietly, voice cracking. the younger draws his head away to look up at cameron, bottom lip quivering before he breaks down into tears.

      ❝ you were gone. you were gone and you left me behind, all alone, and i thought you’d never come back. i never thought i’d see you again. ❞ he sucks in a sharp breath, blinking in an attempt to stop crying. ❝ mom left too and then it just-- - it just got worse and i left the garrison and all i had was myself. ❞

      admitting any of this to cameron is more than he’d ever planned to do, even thinking of the past year was poking at old wounds that he wanted to keep closed. ❝ all i wanted was to know what happened, wanted to get you back. not this, not fighting for the whole universe. ❞ it’s a selfish admission, he knows it, but he NEEDS to get it all out of his system. ❝ i’m sorry i couldn’t find you. i’m sorry i couldn’t save you, ❞ he hiccups.

                                                                     ❝ i’m sorry i wasn’t GOOD ENOUGH, cameron. ❞

[kxllermemes-blog]

NEGAN QUOTES PART 2  ( SENTENCE STARTERS. )

Since you’re doing such an awesome job, you want to have a little blast from the past with you-know-who? 

Pick whoever you want, as long as she says yes.

Are you okay down there? Your penis? I mean, that guy, he, uh clomped on it.

I mean, I just said that it was happy hour at the Pussy Bar.

You see that? I am everywhere.

And this was your shot to prove to me that that fundamental fact was sinking in, and you failed.

Which sucks, because your life was about to get so much cooler.

One, you wind up on the spike and you work for me as a dead man.

Wow! You don’t scare easy.

Lucky for you, she’s not feeling too thirsty today.

Ah, hell, I forgot.

Your mouth is all puffed up like a baboon’s ass.

I like hustle.

But believe it or not, things weren’t always cool between us.

And then I married his super hot wife.

What, does the cat got your tongue? You’re just overwhelmed by the awesomeness of this? I’m gonna ask you one more time.

Ain’t my problem if he made a dumbass choice.

Little pig, little pig, let me in!

Oh, you better be jokin’.

I know I had to make a pretty strong first impression.

Well, hello, there.

Do not make me have to ask.

I missed you.

Ha ha ha! Easy peasy lemon squeezy!

Do I get mad? Do I throw a fit? Do I bash some ginger’s dome in? Nope.

Hot diggity dog! This place is magnificent! An embarrassment of riches, as they say.

You don’t look at him, you don’t talk to him, and I don’t make you chop anything off of him.

You don’t decide what we take.

You see this? This is the kind of thing that just tickles my balls.

A little cooperation and everything is pleasant as punch.

You see, we really are reasonable people once you get to know us.

What do we have here? I got my fingers crossed for a little freaky-deaky.

[justanotherrpmemeblog]

Reblog if your muse has lost one or both parents.

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send me a word! || learn all about my muse's physical features!

[hair]: length, colour, texture, whether it grows quickly or slowly, how manageable it is, whether it requires lots of styling, do they leave stray hairs everywhere, is it present on their face, is it present on the rest of their body, etc.

[eyes]: not just the colour, but the shape, the length of their eyelashes, whether they're alert or usually half-closed, large or small, sunken into the face, ringed by bags, etc.

[mouth]: are their lips always drawn thin or are they plump and kissable, what's their "default expression"/resting face, do they have all their own teeth, do they use their teeth to smile, etc.

[face]: what is the shape of their face, do they have pronounced cheekbones or a strong jaw, what's the size and shape of their nose, what's the size and shape of their ears, do they stick out, are they pointed, etc.

[skin]: obviously colour, but also if they're inclined to run hot or cold, do they have any blemishes or unusual markings, are they inclined to blush, are they freckled, do they tan, what does their skin feel like, etc.

[build]: are they skinny and petite or do they resemble a body builder, are they tall or short or average height, are they lean and wiry, are they overweight, are all of their features proportionate, etc.

[chest]: (potentially nsfw) what size are their breasts if they have them, nipple colour and shape and size, do they have visible muscle definition/abs, etc.

[groin]: (potentially nsfw) any information pertaining to genitals - length, girth, shape, colour, "unusual features", also includes the rear and its general appearance, etc.

[hands]: are they large or small, do they have pianist's fingers or short stubby ones, do they tend to get sweaty or are they always dry, is the skin rough or delicate, are the nails painted or chewed or sharp, etc.

[legs]: are they solidly built, short and stubby, or long and graceful, do they have knobbly knees or rounded knees, what's their usual stance, etc.

[feet]: do they have a habit of going up on their tiptoes, what's their gait, do they tend to shift their weight to a preferred side, etc.

[other]: any other obscure feature or tiny detail that the asker is interested in, could include fantastical elements such as a tail, wings, horns, must be stated by asker, etc.

[cithara-musing]

　　　　　　　　And ᴡʜᴏ ᴄᴀʀᴇs if I’m coming back a l i v e ?