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#REGRETMUCH | a PRIVATE & SELECTIVE roleplay blog for rue valentine an original character loved by alice [she / they. 21+. est.] established 2024

✗ 𝙲𝙰𝚁𝚁𝙳. ✗ 𝙶𝙰𝙻𝙻𝙴𝚁𝚈. ✗ 𝙻𝙾𝚁𝙴.

#pinned post !

stupid teenage girl with her nose buried inside her stupid journal with stupid messy hair covering her stupid eyes—

#[ art credit to @zefyrkameow on twt ]#still waiting on finished piece but i miss Her #she misses me i know it #also didnt ask for the leaves in her hair #the artist just put them there cause they were in One of the ref arts i sent #but i thought you know what we’ll keep it #its canon accurate

creepyxcoquette

#study.#aesthetic.#ha ha when you’re quite literally rotting away

rue baby ... so sorry your life sucks. i hate you </3

#ooc.#been writing about her a lot lately #and by that i mean making small notes in her notebook that i may or may not someday incorporate into her story #i desperately need to organize it #or transfer the info somewhere else #cause i have family history on the page next to stuff her friends like/dislike about her

killjoysnoise

🖥️ ┋ ❝ Goddamnit… ❞ He pauses to pinch the space between his eyes, a long hissed sigh let out. ❝ If you're gonna lie, at least be convincing. ❞

Still, he's not mad. He just wants to know what the hell she's been up to while his back's been turned. It isn't as if he's her caretaker, but he feels partly responsible for her—if only because he's never really seen her with her father.

❝ Come now. Out with it. ❞

regretmuch

it would've been convincing if she had just ONE MORE second to come up with a better lie. gardening club. she mentally scolds herself her school doesn't even have a gardening club !

she shifts awkwardly, still half fidgeting with her hands behind her back. it takes a moment before she can muster the courage to confess. ❝ okay so while i was technically digging a grave i KNEW there wasn't a body there ! i swear i wasn't grave robbing. i was looking for something else but before i could FIND IT, the cops showed up. ❞

#killjoysnoise #interactions.#she's got too much time on her hands

regretmuch

rue’s lame ass crying in her room to mcr on the first night of spring break cause she knows sunday is gonna be pure torture

#she hated it Very Much #easter sunday is one of those holidays that her parents (mostly her dad) takes way too seriously #they /have/ to go to church #they /have/ to look extra nice #and she /has/ to not pout about it until after dinner #its a whole day thing cause after church theres the family dinner where only her dad’s family is invited #and maybe some of her moms #and by some its just her brother #she spends most the day quiet and to herself #every year she tries sneaking her headphones in but its hard to do since canon timeline wise #no airpods yet lmao #till rue ends the day leaving to ‘spend the night at a friends’#which translates to: walking around town till she’s at the edge and then she calls her brother to come pick her up

devonghabi

SHABANA AZEEZ as Victoria Javadi in The Pitt, 1.11: 5:00pm.

#study.#yeah …..

happy easter sunday! spring 2006

#ooc.#you look in the mirror and all you see is hate // visage.#credit to currrsy on twt

becomingvecna

#study.#…

killjoysnoise

🖥️ ┋ The dirt is noted immediately, eyes travelling across her muddy face before trailing to her fingers. There's muck beneath her fingernails, the tips covered in a deep murky brown. AM clears his throat.

❝ Yes I did. Counter-question: why do you look like you've just got done digging up a body? ❞

regretmuch

that's totally NOT what she was doing ! well. sort of. she was grave digging but not in hopes of finding a body. however, hiding her hands behind her back almost immediately after such accusation, probably isn't helping her case much. she half smiles, balancing between her heels and toes.

❝ because i was ... stayed after school to check out the gardening club ? ❞

#killjoysnoise #interactions.#no no #this fucks #she HATES her actual so #extremely unconventional wacky '''''father''''' works for her

regretmuch

open.

❝ did you know the difference between a graveyard and cemetery is that a graveyard is a churchyard which is owned by a church or other religious groups. and a cemetery is usually owned by a nonprofit or a local government. ❞ the fact that she is covered in dirt, with bits of grass entangled in between the dark locks of her hair, is completely unrelated.

#teenage girl up to no good—

rue’s lame ass crying in her room to mcr on the first night of spring break cause she knows sunday is gonna be pure torture

#ooc.#has to get Extra Dressed Up for church #cause jesus rose from the dead she guesses #which probably impressed kid her a lot #but once you’ve gone through the process of dying and coming back yourself #its not as impressive anymore :/

regretmuch

she hates sundays :]

#one more time #she’s so Baby in this

one of my favorite things about rue's character (to me) is the rosary she always wears is meant to represent her defying the catholic beliefs that have been pushed onto her since she was little but it's also the very thing keeping the demon inhabiting her body at bay

#ooc.#it's extremely frowned upon / disrespectful to wear a rosary like a necklace #and she normally would wear it openly rather than keep it hidden under her shirt #but there's a lot of old fashioned religious folks in town who are also Snitches for her dad #idk it's just a Small detail about her character i like #it's always been a part of her design we just don't get to see it too much

@drkprincedee said: take a deep breath, you need to calm down.

from a meme i can't find but i'm always accepting

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she'd soon rather a hole open up and swallow her whole than deal with THIS. an intrusive voice drowned out her own thoughts, muffling the continuous bass that rumbled in the house behind them; the commotion inside her head made decipher the song playing impossible, a futile attempt to ground herself. dark eyes hid behind a pair of hands that clutched near her temples, disheveled locks framed her with obscurity as she remained determined to stare down at the road.

agreeing to come was a BAD IDEA, she knew this and she still decided to sneak out to make an appearance. the night started off okay. she hadn't gone to a social even like this since she was a prime suspect for her history teacher's murder. and although, charges were dropped, evidence somehow dissolved into thin air, the speculations and gossip lingered the following months.

it was a turning point in her life that questioned on whether she'd finally reached rock bottom. the revelation that her body was no longer her own and was decaying with every breath she took. it was far too late to tap out on their deal not when so much blood was on her hands. she'd foolishly danced with the devil hoping for a thrill, perhaps dreaming of an adventure that would enact fun hijinks and conclude with a happy ending.

it's only a matter of time before her soul DIES OUT and deni takes her place. she knows it, he knows, alissa doesn't need to know it. this was simply retribution for all the years she wasted wallowing in her own pity instead shifting her energy into something or someone worthwhile.

a muddied converse taps rapidly, growing in speed as his voice continued to nag against her skull. ❝ I AM CALM !! ❞ she barks, suddenly sitting up straight with her arms crossing, making him face her back. her voice cracks, shaking hand clutching the rosary beneath her shirt. it wasn't working anymore. ❝ the fuck did you follow me out here for ? it's not the first time i've embarrassed myself. doubt it'll be the last. don't ❞ don't let me ruin your fun. but the words choke in the back of her throat, shifting further away, holding herself tighter. her voice is softer. ❝ just ... go back inside. ❞

#answered.#hey remember that Thing #of rue looking insane at a party #but really she's just having a panic attack over the demon inside her taunting her about her own consciousness

she hates sundays :]

#credit to currrsy on twt #this is still a wip but i had to share…#shes so cutie with her hair up

sorry for the person i’m gonna become when i can freely listen to salem the musical on my music app

#i chew on it …#the rue musings are there and they are waking her up

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