I’ve dealt with so much body dysmorphia for years and it took me months and months and months of extreme dieting to lose my extra weight. lately, now that my pictures from when I was a younger teenager have been coming up with people making those birthday post things, where I was a little bit chubbier, maybe by 40 pounds, everybody is messaging me telling me how much better I looked. I’m 5’1 90lbs. I’m not ana. I’m thin, yes, but I still have a softness to my body. I feel like, no matter what you look like, no matter how much effort you put into yourself, people will always find a way to pick at you and passively belittle you. I love being skinny. I will never go back. 











