The Feeling of Being Loved Back
You never look back, yet I still keep looking.
She was the one you look at, the perfect one.
I wish I was happy with her being with you,
but I still hope it was me.
I was always in your back, yet you keep looking up front
always admiring you, yet you keep admiring her
always looking for you, yet you keep looking for her,
always noticing you, but never notice me,
In my world, you were the light, In your world, she was the moon and that light was enough, and I was only a glint of a star fading.
I was reaching the nearest, yet you were holding hands with her.
She has her life perfected, while I was only wanting you.
Why must that one thing be the one she wants?
I wish she was dead, but she’s an angel.
I wish it was me, but i still want you to be happy.
Because if I can’t be happy, I still want the other thing in the other world I want to have the greatest happiness I could never feel.
The feeling of being loved back.