` * flourish & perish .

no matter WHAT i do ---- i HURT people . i'm a sinful man ; a guilt guy !

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God of the Oceans

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OOP! my bad i was MIA for a while but i’m back again to re - app karamatus matsuno!

Welcome (back) to Koi, Karamatsu Matsuno!

You will be roomed in Chamomile Apartments. Our system has located a suitable roommate by the name Nagasone Kotetsu. One should be along soon, though. If you need anything, consult the City Council or Pairing Project at your earliest convenience. Best of luck to you and enjoy your stay! Your welcome package contains a copy of A Midsummer’s Night Dream, a cd filled with nothing but the cheers of your fans, and a how-to english book!

★ Tiramisu Mod

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* ･ﾟ✧ * ♡   //   ?

     ❝  &  I don’t believe in truths when lives can be built on lies. ❞

@rekara  //  like for a lyric-starter

      HE  GLITTERS   &  leaves  stitches  in  its  wake .   deeper  truths  fester  much  like  a  wound  surrounding  it .   it’s  not  a  notion  he  entertains .... for  the  lack  of  particular  enjoyment  &  overall  spirit  of  interest  out  of  his  own  ritual  thoughts  that  staples  his  barren  mind ------ but  now  he’s  too  ENGAGED !  someone  else  ------ a  ☆COOL GUY☆  nonetheless !  was  the  first  to  initiate  it  /  thank  you  akatsuka - sensei  for  letting  him  exist  by  this  soul’s  side .

      ❝   heh ... but  it  does  make  the  world  go  round ...   ❞

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Beautiful…

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sctbxy replied to your post 

ooc: INUYASHA SAID HE’LL FIGHT. MEET HIM OUTSIDE LAKEVIEW FONTS FOR A MATCH

*kōga vc*   god i can not wait to rock ur shit 

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ANIMAL FAMILIAR QUIZ!

result :: grizzly bear

a grizzly bear undeniably represents the power of nature, closeness to the earth, and the heart of a brave, persevering warrior. at times, they can seem calm and stable. however, if one hurts them or their cubs, they will fight with some of the greatest ferocity of any animal on earth. in the same way, you will fight until the very end to protect those close to you. however, despite your toughness, you are actually a very soft-hearted, peaceful individual inside.

a bear familiar is an excellent companion in battle, will loyally protect their master, and fills them with bravery when they need it the most.

this familiar represents -----

protection

power

courage

freedom

unpredictability

ferocity

tagged by:  @lumenisse heh........thnx....... karamatsu hunnie

tagging:  if u breathed ur tagged tee hee 

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✉ 😡

                              meme   //   accepting !

✉ :   On average, how long does it take you to write a reply that you’re pleased with? 

HURK !!! c its not thatt that ive a problem with but its like... getting the energy to do anything hjnfjksd i have the mental capacity of a rotisserie chicken so it takes me quite a bit to rlly get into the headspace of. writing. buttt if i’m ACTUALLY writing ??? it can honestly range for 30 min to an hr but it depends on how long my reply is hjknfkds

😡 :   Worse role play-related encounter and what advice you would give to others to avoid similar situations?

this is the most boring response and not a juicy 1 that u’d expect it to be and i am sry 4 that but i dont rlly think ive experienced a bad rp-related encounter ))):  the most intense one that filled me with so much anxiety was accidentally tagging the wrong person in something and really the only advice i have to give for that is check over what u wrote before u go ahead and blindly post it like a wombat like me hsjhdjkhsajk

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웃 & ☿ ( be salty w us :3c )

                              meme   //   accepting !

웃 :   An existing character you’ve played in the past that you miss?

HUH. I MISS EVERY CHARACTER and i always Wallow in self pity everytime i leave them………..SIGH BUT! the one i miss the most has to be joseph joestar ( first to aladdin from magi ) besides the fact that i genuinely had the BEST time delving into that Nasty Boy i think i also miss the fact that at the time when i rp’d as him it was …….. an absolute era of Serenity and fluffy feelings then ur bitche hit high school then shit hit the fan rlly quick sjkanjkd

☿ :   A trope you dislike?

stop that ur gonna get me in trouble

I ABSOLUTELY HATE. overusing the ‘gratuitous’ tropes where all its sole function is to create shock value & in the end it does nothing at all to move the plot forward like. hell u can move it. backwards even move it sideways just……..why ... uve immediately lost my interest at that point. if ur trying to garner attention to a certain point slash time with what ur doing dont. let it be by cheesy gimmicks like shock value it begins to lose impact noah fence and yes im talkng about 13rw the creators and entire production set smoke dick .  i hate u and ur coleslaw brains how do ur minds work together collectively and still bring this disgusting sack of dung to my dinner table. i lost my appetite next

[nostalgia1998]

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☿, ☯ !

                               meme   //   accepting !

☿ :   A trope you dislike?

G*D……… i’ve so much you….dont even know but i’ll try my hand at acknowledging the lesser known ones bcus i could talk all day abt the obvious BAD troupes orbited around, say, women. but i very much dislike the mishandled varieties of the aesop troupes where it’s just. cases of poor writing and either not understanding or not having the energy on how to execute anything ??

i h a t e lost aesop / broken aesop troupes the most though ---- & listen ok this wasnt rlly apart of the question but: 13 rea//sons w//hy is a PERFECT !  example of this not to start a debate on it but im sure that we as a mass can agree theres some shit in that show that just isnt......good.....not even in just terms of characterization & mishandling mental illness but just......shitty plot ok anyway next

☯ :   Greatest challenge to writing your character?

would u believe me if i said none??? he comes so easily to me shajkdhins i feel bad for such a boring answer hahaha but the only thing that can come to mind is maybe. like. secondhand embarrassment. but more srsly i think its when he switches tonalities when his facade falters? bcus its one thing to actually see and understand when he switches to and fro but to actually write it out and.....let it happen from your hands is a harder case to crack 

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Osomatsu-san favorites: Karamatsu + english

↳ “Me… listening to the sound of the WIND. Me… smelling the scent of the SKY. And me… basking in the SUNSHINE. It’s coming down… It’s coming down to me!”

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also sends these ✌ ✿ :3c

                               meme   //   accepting !

✌ :   Fondest role-play memory, between muses?

SADSKKFLKLDS i feel like i’ve so many but i dont remember!!! the first one that comes to mind is from YEARS ago probably…..like…. 2014? i rp’d as kid! shizuo from durarara and the general atmosphere the community had and the one for my muse was just so.. good and wholesome. but i’ll always remember my rps with this actual saint who rp’d as akane bcus i would just constantly leave shizuo once my interests would peak in another show or media at the time and theyd always be right there to pick up on our threads jlsjflkdms (my) kid! shizuos overall whole dynamic with akane was so tender (although heartbreaking at times) but i had many threads i could talk abt pertaining to those two…….. g*d

✿ :   Fondest role-play memory, between muns?

hsdonjds i dont dwell on this just bcus half the time its bcus friendships dissolve overtime or we had a big blowout but the fondest one was around the same time when i rp’d as kid! shizuo jskdlnfklda but we met through my izaya blog (which i had b4 my shizzy) and we just instantly clicked and became very close friends ……we were like……..burazas…..and i’d drop all my things just to skype call them well into the night before we went to bed and i miss them a lot and ukno what………if u out there i hope u havin a gud life

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❛ drop me! i can still fight!

                             meme   //   accepting !

      ❝   TODOMATSU —– !   ❞   THERE  WAS  no  DOUBT  in  his  mind  that  his  little  brother  could  still  FIGHT  &  probably  even  win  by  the  scrape  of  his  TEETH —— that  was  not  the  issue  here !!  THIS  WAS  AN  EXERCISE  IN  CRUELTY !   the  blind  rage  in  his  eyes  reshape  from  his  face  to  his  little  brother’s  winter - bitten ,  white - gripped  fists ,  balled  up  into  a  confined  pocket  of  SPITFIRE  deadliness  &  if  he  wasn’t  his  brother ----- he’d  be  the  lesser  fool  to  NOT  put  a  stop  to  it .  but  this  is  a  territorial  metronome  he’s  already  familiarized  himself  with .  &  so  he  prides  himself  being  able  to  tell  from  a  dead - end  situation  to  one  that’s  actually  WORTH  getting  anywhere  to .   karamatsu  favorably  deducts  this  entails  to  be  the  former .   to  further  put  salt  on  his wounds ,  he’s   (   partially   )   abandoned  all  milk - honey  words  &  the  glorified  skins  of  his  glittery - METROSEXUAL  modern  ROMEO  act  is  lost  on  his  person .   ❝   i  have  no  qualms  about  that ,  dear  buraza ----- but  you  must  not  lose  yourself !   ❞

      ❝   OVER  IMAGAWAYAKI !   ❞   //   @tottieroll

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❛ whoa! are you okay?

                              meme   //   accepting !

      ALL  DIAMOND - EYED  IN  THE   feral  slits  of  his  mouth ,  his  face  a  brutal  scheme  of  uneven  cuts  &  purple - kissed  contusions .  there’s  a  weeping  breed  of  glittery  grievances  that’s  seen  through  the  beams  of  his  hues .   WAS  HE  OKAY ?  … no !  but  we  wouldn’t  dare  let  this  be  a  chip  on  this  kind  soul’s  shoulder ;  this  was  a  fond rarity —- he  had  never  been  asked  about  his  misgivings  OR  state  of  ache  to  even  a  FAMILIAL  degree .      

      ❝   OKAY .. ? .... i  am ….   ❞   the  wide  grin  he  suddenly  bears  remarkably  SMARTS  with  the  cake  of  bruises  that  rest  there .      

      ❝   more  than  okay !   ❞   //   @swiftgale​

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✔ ♫ !!

                               meme   //   accepting !

✔ :   What drew you to the character you currently play? What types of characters are you generally drawn to?

AH !!!  i could go on forever about what drew me to karamatsu ??  but it’s his genuine comedic disposition and how……… x-tra he is bcus honestly. me too bitche. which ties us into the next question: this is a universal thing but i’m definitely drawn to characters i can relate to and i can accentuate it by extensively that character. so i guess you could say i live vigorously through my muses jisljflkjklsds

i do happen to fancy characters who are ….. duo - sided and karamatsu’s by far the best example of that on the account of the characters i’ve rp’d as so far !!!  and he’s so perplexing to really get a grasp of in terms of comprehending his character bcus his grand and gilded persona he crafted ( i think ) isn’t really for himself but it’s just to orbit around his brothers’ needs and his persona really……..is a total massacre of his very own sense of being and yet he’s no idea how he comes off to people?  he’s very lost in himself, so i guess. characters that lack or can’t obtain a sense of identity or being really get my attention? 

♫ :   Are there parts of your own personality that you reflect onto your character? How do they work?

SELF PROJECTION?   never felt that, never heard of that, never tasted that, never SMELT that………..

honest 2 god any parts of my personality had already been established unto karamatsu’s character ……. i spent a good 10 minutes on this questioning wondering about if there were really any tics or traits i stem onto karamatsu that he hadn’t had already but……..i can’t think of any EXCEPT for speech patterns????? i tend to talk with more SHARP! interruptions (see. see what i did there) and always cut into my own statements whereas karamatsu’s shone to……build up the………..suspense….. but he’s a dumb dramatic shithead anyway so it all merges well into each other but thats the only thing i can pick up on haha

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— ♛ ON THE BATTLEFIELD; SENTENCE STARTERS

Change pronouns / tense / etc. to your liking !

❛ how long have you been out here?

❛ stand back.

❛ whoa! are you okay?

❛ i’ve got this.

❛ i don’t need your help, you know.

❛ you’re bleeding!

❛ we need to get you to medics. this doesn’t look good.

❛ you shouldn’t be fighting.

❛ i’m saving you no matter what.

❛ drop me! i can still fight!

❛ worry not. you have me to protect you.

❛ it’s my duty to be fighting beside you.

❛ you cannot possibly do this alone.

❛ there’s so many of them!

❛ hey, there’s an escape route over there…

❛ we should flee.

❛ stop being stupid and run, you fool!

❛ i’ll be okay on my own.

❛ backup! we need backup!

❛ run!

❛ they don’t look that scary…

❛ nevermind. they are DEFINITELY scary.

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