RBOTS

THIRTY FIVE YEARS OLD && IS STILL FINDING HER PLACE.

[reliablebearoftinysea]

Why are some people "i've went through worst and this is not even a struggle, man up"

While some people is "I went through the horrible thing and I wouldn't want you to go through any of it. So stay near and let me try to protect you"

[reliablebearoftinysea]

My mum this morning

: if you smoke, its almost the same as eating pork

Me: well.......do I have news for you ma'am.... 🫪

[reliablebearoftinysea]

I'm scared to grow up

I'm scared to

I had a dream that my dad wanted to take away something that is mine.

But dream dad isn't my irl dad, so that was a relief?

I'm scared that I will always be sad

[reliablebearoftinysea]

Most of my live, I keep saying I look forward to the end of my life.

At this point, I should just say it out.

I'm scared. That it will be nearer than ever. Than I can expect.

[royalblueghost]

When I am elected president I will institute a law saying that anyone with a net worth over 50 million must, at their own expense, employ a Jester. They must feed, clothe, and house the Jester according to the Jesters wishes, may not fire the Jester, and may not retaliate against the Jester, as the Jester will have Jesters Privileges.

One must spend at least three hours per day on the company of your Jester, and allow the Jester access to your quarterly reports.

The Jesters will be chosen by voluntary lottery. Jesters will be regularly interviewed to make sure they have not become Lackeys.

This law will prevent rich folk from being surrounded with vapid yes-men. A lot of problems with the world right now are happening becuse rich and powerful men don’t have anybody on hand to say “That’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard.”

[reliablebearoftinysea]

I just cannot believe. In this big 2025. Where education and information is free on the internet, two ✌️drug users who was in prison/rehab just a year ☝️ ago because they were "struggling to take care of their own two special needs children" it's trying to conceive

And I had to help with taking care of their children while both of them were in prison/rehab, coz no one else wanted to take in their children because both of them weren't toilet trained at the ripe old age of 6 & 4 years old.

????????

It's a fucking mental illness y'all

[reliablebearoftinysea]

Some times when I'm in pain, I don't know if I should double down and "beat the pain" or just surrender and let it consume me.

[reliablebearoftinysea]

I had a fleeting though / vision of a life where I wasn't working a corporate job.

I am a witch or a healer of some sort.

I wake up and go about my morning routine. Heat up the water and make my tea / coffee. Run my laundry in the washer. I have a small garden in my backyard and pick from them. Slowly.

Bring them in and wash them. Cook myself something to eat.

I sit down and start my work for the day. I knit. I crochet. I sew. I have tea.

I go for a walk. There is a fitness corner where I stretch and lift.

Go back home and clean myself. Prepare some snacks and tea.

Read a book and rest for the night.

What a day

[reliablebearoftinysea]

While some people complain about being in the rat race. There is a rat who is happy to be able to participate in the race. 🙂

[is-this-fascism]

#1 thing you can do to be a better driver is to be at peace with going the wrong direction for a little while.

like it is not the end of the world if you miss your turn. all the roads are connected to all the other roads. you will find your way very quickly.

unless you're experiencing a genuine emergency, dont even think about making a sudden movement, ESPECIALLY across one or more lanes, just to avoid missing a turn

just relax. be at peace with the way the universe has led you. who knows you might discover something you never would have seen, like a nice restaraunt or a park you didn't know about. just. fucking relax

[reliablebearoftinysea]

얼굴 문제 아니라 성격 문제 미친녀

[reliablebearoftinysea]

It's 743pm I've taken four anarex in hopes I will not get through the night but I also know this is not going to take me home

Let's just listen to some music and dance the night away.

[reliablebearoftinysea]

Started taking sleeping pills so I don't think of him at night and spiral.

I just need to get use to him not here.

[reliablebearoftinysea]

I still wished we could've fought and I would've had the chance to apologise, for being impatient. For being immature.

[graduallyfallingintonihilism-de]

Fairytale

Don’t tell a hopeless romantic

That you love them they’ll believe you

And you’ll never shake them off of you

They’ll die believing they missed a chance

It’s not their fault

They believe in love so deeply

That your flirtatiousness is reality

To them, they’ve been waiting to die

For the right person, to come their way

It’s actually a sad way to live

Clinging onto every word as if it’s meaningful

Holding out hope that someone will love them just as wholly

Making every woman into a holy shrine and becoming a disciple

They’ll wish they could go back in time

And find you before they met anyone else

Just to be yours forever truly, soul mate, star crossed

Lover in bed and in life through thick and thin be yours till the very end

A friend and confidant forever through sickness and in health but don’t ever lie

Be with you but not own you

Not bind you but build their world

Around you wanting to kiss your sickness

But it wouldn’t just be a fairytale it would just feel that way

[reliablebearoftinysea]

To Ash

I'm glad we met. I'm happy to have known you. It is through you that I found me. I got to know more of me through you.

Now I know that I like it soft and slow and gentle. As you have been.

I will always wish it would have been you. But it was not in His takdir.

I love you still. I will continue to love you. Even from afar. Thank you for loving me the way you did , even if it was brief.

[reliablebearoftinysea]

Usually I get scary nightmares.

But I think Allah S.w.t knows how much I've been crying myself to sleep.

I had the funniest dream and woke up giggling😄😄

Alhamdulillah