remus has body Image issues, full stop

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Please

TW: crying

Janus was trying to sneak out. Trying to leave to the light side without having to witness Remus desperately trying to get him to stay. He reached to the door handle before he heard a small "Jany?"

Janus turned around and froze. Shit. Remus was sat on the sofa. The deceitful side turned around with a shaky sigh. "... Re..." he said

"Where you going?" He asked. "... the other day... the light sides... accepted me... so I'm going over. I'm... going home..." Janus said.

Remus's heart stopped. "But... this is your home..." he said. Janus shook his head. "Not anymore-" he opened the door.

Remus freaked out, falling over the back of the sofa and scampering towards Janus, grabbing his leg. "Please don't leave me! please-" he cried.

Janus's eye welled with tears. "I'm so sorry, Remus-"

Tears oozed out of Remus's eyes. "Please- I'll be good i promise-" he sobbed as tears ran down his face. "I'm sorry-" Janus covered his mouth as tears trickled down his face and closed the door.

Remus cried on the floor. He sobbed as tears poured down his face, forminga puddle on the floor. Janus had left. He was well and truly alone.

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Hand drawn comic by me-

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Remus doesn't know about Janus leaving. Remus doesn't know about the wedding or his brother's insecurities. All he knows is he's very tired and things are fading...

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Fuck it *opens a word document with malicious intent*

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Remus has always had intrusive thoughts, not that he minded. This was the normal for him. Now, what happens when the forever spinning wheel lands on death and hate, huh? Well that causes a five day brake down and trying to fill the empty voide with... not so great things... and it's been happening more and more often...

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Remus never wanted to be intrusive thoughts p, nor does he actually like it. But, with the way the others treated him, he didn't think he had a choice. He just, embraced his thoughts, acting on a few.

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Patton always had have something wrong with remus. Either he was being to loud or not taking part in whatever they were doing, it didn't matter. The worst part was, he new remus didn't like being alone with his thoughts, so as a punishment for everything, he spent a number of days alone, in the dark sides sat in a closet sized room. Remus tried to protest at first, but learned there wasn't a lot of point to it.

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If Remus was a light side

Bonus:

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remus: *hitting depression with a stick* give me back my will to live i have to pass this class

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Remus after janus left:

Remus has been left alone with his thoughts. Left alone with the constant voices telling him he's not worth it. Telling him that everyone hates him. He eventually snaps and slashes everything up..... including himself. He sits there holding himself as he regrets picking up the knife, he regrets cutting himself, he regrets making Janus so angry he left, he regrets existing....

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The real reason remus wears eyeshadow:

The real reason remus wears eyeshadow is to cover up bruises....... from Janus. Janus is abusive to remus, and there's nothing he can do to stop it. Now that janus is gone, he'll never go see him ever again.... except janus has something else in mind.... janus gose on hour long walks, he claims he just likes to hike, but he's going to the dark sides. Now remus knows he'll never escape it....