a wild rennyan has appeared!

konnichiwa this is a personal blog. i apologize for writing really dumb things 13 out of 10 times

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anyway, i still love this arietta icon that i had commissioned

she’s too relateable

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i need to work on an art commission but i’m too tired from work, especially lately, to draw on the weekdays

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i got back into rping and it was a good stress relief from work and i was having a good time, but then the other person just disappeared without saying anything

chatroom rp are like nonexistant thing now, and i’m too lazy to try and find a new compatible rp partner

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i finally remembered the email for this blog

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there’s someone on my fb that always writes his posts in english, chinese, and japanese

i can’t judge his mandarin but his japanese always seems so google translated. the meaning gets across but sometimes the nuance is so off from what he’s trying to convey in english it’s just

yikes

things like “sadly, death is inevitable” comes out sounding like “all of humankind must die”

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sometimes on my translation blogs, ppl will just message me “where’s the next part??” and i’ll be like “the next part of....what?”

i have multiple projects going on and i’m not psychic

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it’s extra cold today and i’m extra dead

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i liked another girl a few months ago

but i wouldn’t be good for her

in personality, i’m too similar to her boyfriend, who she was thinking about breaking up with, or at least taking a break from, the last i heard her talk about him

they were even engaged, but she said she didn’t love him as much as he loved her

i’m also the type that gets very attatched, very easily

i’m also the type that needs extra attention, and be held by the hand

i wouldn’t be able to make her happy 

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feel like dying

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4年前に好きだった人が反応薄すぎた

で、今年好きになった人が反応強すぎて殴りたい

めっちゃくちゃアホやんか

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i keep telling myself i’ll work harder

starting next week

starting tomorrow

starting tomorrow

starting today

starting tomorrow.

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falling apart

another day

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ahh, I miss J, and M.

why do they have to live so north and far away

why isn’t there a reliable public transportation system here to just hop on a train and go to see them

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permanent dead fish eye status

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that time in asakusa and we took a picture together

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i have 4 translations to work on, 2 with deadlines, and 2 art things but i just want to be a piece of furniture rn

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tfw u remember why you didn’t follow someone or softblocked them

and tbh to this day i still don’t follow KY-san on tumblr