Body dismorphia is becoming my enemy. Weightloss had always been a hard thing for me due to childhood trauma. I’m really trying to do it right this time but I still don’t feel like I’m making progress. The scale has gone down 50lbs but mentally I tell myself I just lost water weight or the scale needs to be calibrated or some other excuse. I’m so tired. I’m losing myself during this journey but I have to lose weight to be healthy.














