I am alone?

the final resident of a dead canon, probably. ish. its weird ok.

[yffresbeard]

more stuff about becoming a god being inherently dehumanizing pls

[yffresbeard]

too much focus on Ascension or becoming Greater not enough focus on what is Lost of you

[yffresbeard]

you're not a person anymore, just a personification. you're a concept, an abstraction. all neatly defined boundaries and borders, none of the vagueries or blurring of lines or grey areas that come from being mortal.

you can never change, now. never grow or evolve, you are this, forever, stagnant. and the thing you've been made to embody might not even be your best trait.

[butchdykekondraki-moved]

the most fucked up thing ever is being obsessed w ur own oc. why do i have to make content of them why cant they just magically appear on my screen for me to reblog 200 times. fucked up and also evil

[jaded-stag]

I’m a firm believer in giving your immortal ocs random, maybe useless, possibly weird talents and skills. Give your oc a skill that would’ve been cool or useful in the 17th century that might not still be relevant in present day. Give them a career they retired from 100s of years ago that no longer exists today. Have it be something they bring up as an ice breaker at parties. Maybe they were a tap dancer in the 1930s because they were bored one day and decided that’s what they’d spend a portion of their endless lifespan on. Maybe they know how to juggle bowling pins lit on fire while holding an apple in their mouth and riding a unicycle because… why the fuck not? What else do you do after being alive for centuries?

[researchercoffee]

(completely ooc. if anyone at @harmony-rebels @thescpharmonycult , or @scp-spades sees this, please shoot me a dm or somethin. Its been forever and i never really properly talked to yall, and its been forever, and yall seem cool, and Id love to talk to yall)

[catsharkie-old]

EVERYONE QUICK describe your oc story in the worst way possible

[deanwinchesterapologist]

your abstract concept fucking bit me

[researchercoffee]

@agent-coffee

shhh. dont tell. i promise its not me ;)

[harmonious-traitor]

[Some time after the message, hopefully after Note leaves. The message is still hidden from Note anyway.]

....ey, kid, you still here?

-☕

Affirmative. I'm still here. I don't think I ever really left.

[They did leave, for a while. Tracey just doesn't know it.]

Are you still here?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻) @researchercoffee

[researchercoffee]

[Another message.]

Yes, yes I am. It's. Been a bit hasn't it?

Mind if I visit?

[harmonious-traitor]

Yes, it has. I'm sorry for not reaching out. I've been a little busy. And I can't get away with sending out any messages when ♪ is watching. But eh, it's... been long enough, I suppose. And, I don't mind at all! I'm still in the foundation.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

Sweet. May I ask where you are? I'll be able to explain more once I'm there, but. You don't have to worry about note. Or the harmonists for that matter.

[harmonious-traitor]

Uh, yeah. I'm in a big room, lots of chairs, big stage, with a... white lump? With an orange nose. The audit-orium, I think.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[Moments after the message is sent, Coffee peeks through the main doors, giving a little wave once they spot their freind.]

Ey, kid, is it ok for me to come in?

[harmonious-traitor]

[Tracey waves back! They're so happy to see Coffee again.]

Of course. Do you want to sit down? There's seats everywhere; enough to hold maybe half a foundation site worth of people. Perhaps more. I even tried counting them. Uh, can I hug you? I hope that's alright. How are you?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[Coffee answers by scooping them up into a big, soft, six-armed squeeze. They even do a lil' hair ruffle for emphasis. They missed the kid. A lot.]

[harmonious-traitor]

[They return the hug without hesitation! Tracey laughs.]

I take it you're doing well!

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[They chuckle a bit too, before eventually letting them go.]

Yeah, you could say that. It's just. I was a bit worried about you, is all.

[harmonious-traitor]

Worried about me? I can't fathom why— I mean maybe it makes a little bit of sense...

[They think.]

I'm fine. Did something happen?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[They plop into a chair, glad to find that it's actually sturdy, for once.]

No, I mean, yes. Yes because no. The thing that happened is. Well. Nothing is happening.

I. I don't think I can explain it. Not properly. That's. A good thing. All you really know is that things are gonna be a lot. Calmer. No more crazy, world ending threats.

[They make purposful eye contact.]

The Harmonists aren't going to be an issue anymore. Even Note. Especially. Note.

...Now that I think about it, you never really told me your name. Do. Do you have a name? If that's ok to ask.

[harmonious-traitor]

I understand. Likely another Foundation secret.

[They're relieved, actually.] So no more events. That's good. I wasn't certain of it, whether or not it was really true, but it feels so much better to say it out loud.

[They smile to themself. They don't say anything about the Harmonists; they don't really want to talk about them. But Tracey is happy— Oh, right.]

My name is Tracey now.

I have had many names, but this is one that I finally got to choose on my own. And I like it a lot.

[They smile wider.]

It feels great to introduce myself, properly, I mean. And it really is nice to see you again.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[They reach over and tousle the kid-Tracey. Tracey's hair. Cause they can. They also smile a bit. It's been a bit too long since they last smiled.]

Nice name. Fits ya' like a glove. Metaphorically, at least.

...And literally. Gonna take some damn effort to yank that off ya. Can't even see any gaps. Nice work.

[They pause, and their eyes do a weirdly scattered blink-wink-whatever.]

...Right shit you can't see that. No matter. Uh. Wanna. Go get some food? I am in dire need to change the conversation topic and I am also starving.

[harmonious-traitor]

Thank you! I think so too.

And yes please. Did you have anything in mind? I think the breakroom has some snacks in the uhm, what was it called—"ven ding machine", but those might be old. Not very filling either.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

I was thinking more the actual lunchroom. Maybe even go out and get some stuff from a restraunt. Have you ever had Wendy's? It's good.

[They stand up, stumbling a bit because rhey got up too fast, like a moron.]

Either way, I can give you a piggyback ride if you want. I think that'd be fun. Maybe we could swing by Peachy and see if they wanna come too.

[harmonious-traitor]

I don't know what a "Wendy" is.

[Tracey jumps from their seat.]

So I guess I'll have to try it. Is it a drink of some kind? It sounds like a drink. In any case, I'm positive Peachy will tag along if they're not too busy. It's been a long time since I've seen them too.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[They pick up Tracey and put them on their shoulders, making sure to remember toduck extra low through doorways they would encounter.]

Even better, it's a restraunt! They got burgers and fries and this thing called a "Frosty" which is a weird ice cream thing....

[And they walked out the door, into the metaphorical sunset. Probably to get a Frosty.]

[harmonious-traitor]

[Some time after the message, hopefully after Note leaves. The message is still hidden from Note anyway.]

....ey, kid, you still here?

-☕

Affirmative. I'm still here. I don't think I ever really left.

[They did leave, for a while. Tracey just doesn't know it.]

Are you still here?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻) @researchercoffee

[researchercoffee]

[Another message.]

Yes, yes I am. It's. Been a bit hasn't it?

Mind if I visit?

[harmonious-traitor]

Yes, it has. I'm sorry for not reaching out. I've been a little busy. And I can't get away with sending out any messages when ♪ is watching. But eh, it's... been long enough, I suppose. And, I don't mind at all! I'm still in the foundation.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

Sweet. May I ask where you are? I'll be able to explain more once I'm there, but. You don't have to worry about note. Or the harmonists for that matter.

[harmonious-traitor]

Uh, yeah. I'm in a big room, lots of chairs, big stage, with a... white lump? With an orange nose. The audit-orium, I think.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[Moments after the message is sent, Coffee peeks through the main doors, giving a little wave once they spot their freind.]

Ey, kid, is it ok for me to come in?

[harmonious-traitor]

[Tracey waves back! They're so happy to see Coffee again.]

Of course. Do you want to sit down? There's seats everywhere; enough to hold maybe half a foundation site worth of people. Perhaps more. I even tried counting them. Uh, can I hug you? I hope that's alright. How are you?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[Coffee answers by scooping them up into a big, soft, six-armed squeeze. They even do a lil' hair ruffle for emphasis. They missed the kid. A lot.]

[harmonious-traitor]

[They return the hug without hesitation! Tracey laughs.]

I take it you're doing well!

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[They chuckle a bit too, before eventually letting them go.]

Yeah, you could say that. It's just. I was a bit worried about you, is all.

[harmonious-traitor]

Worried about me? I can't fathom why— I mean maybe it makes a little bit of sense...

[They think.]

I'm fine. Did something happen?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[They plop into a chair, glad to find that it's actually sturdy, for once.]

No, I mean, yes. Yes because no. The thing that happened is. Well. Nothing is happening.

I. I don't think I can explain it. Not properly. That's. A good thing. All you really know is that things are gonna be a lot. Calmer. No more crazy, world ending threats.

[They make purposful eye contact.]

The Harmonists aren't going to be an issue anymore. Even Note. Especially. Note.

...Now that I think about it, you never really told me your name. Do. Do you have a name? If that's ok to ask.

[harmonious-traitor]

I understand. Likely another Foundation secret.

[They're relieved, actually.] So no more events. That's good. I wasn't certain of it, whether or not it was really true, but it feels so much better to say it out loud.

[They smile to themself. They don't say anything about the Harmonists; they don't really want to talk about them. But Tracey is happy— Oh, right.]

My name is Tracey now.

I have had many names, but this is one that I finally got to choose on my own. And I like it a lot.

[They smile wider.]

It feels great to introduce myself, properly, I mean. And it really is nice to see you again.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[They reach over and tousle the kid-Tracey. Tracey's hair. Cause they can. They also smile a bit. It's been a bit too long since they last smiled.]

Nice name. Fits ya' like a glove. Metaphorically, at least.

...And literally. Gonna take some damn effort to yank that off ya. Can't even see any gaps. Nice work.

[They pause, and their eyes do a weirdly scattered blink-wink-whatever.]

...Right shit you can't see that. No matter. Uh. Wanna. Go get some food? I am in dire need to change the conversation topic and I am also starving.

[harmonious-traitor]

Thank you! I think so too.

And yes please. Did you have anything in mind? I think the breakroom has some snacks in the uhm, what was it called—"ven ding machine", but those might be old. Not very filling either.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

I was thinking more the actual lunchroom. Maybe even go out and get some stuff from a restraunt. Have you ever had Wendy's? It's good.

[They stand up, stumbling a bit because rhey got up too fast, like a moron.]

Either way, I can give you a piggyback ride if you want. I think that'd be fun. Maybe we could swing by Peachy and see if they wanna come too.

[harmonious-traitor]

[Some time after the message, hopefully after Note leaves. The message is still hidden from Note anyway.]

....ey, kid, you still here?

-☕

Affirmative. I'm still here. I don't think I ever really left.

[They did leave, for a while. Tracey just doesn't know it.]

Are you still here?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻) @researchercoffee

[researchercoffee]

[Another message.]

Yes, yes I am. It's. Been a bit hasn't it?

Mind if I visit?

[harmonious-traitor]

Yes, it has. I'm sorry for not reaching out. I've been a little busy. And I can't get away with sending out any messages when ♪ is watching. But eh, it's... been long enough, I suppose. And, I don't mind at all! I'm still in the foundation.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

Sweet. May I ask where you are? I'll be able to explain more once I'm there, but. You don't have to worry about note. Or the harmonists for that matter.

[harmonious-traitor]

Uh, yeah. I'm in a big room, lots of chairs, big stage, with a... white lump? With an orange nose. The audit-orium, I think.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[Moments after the message is sent, Coffee peeks through the main doors, giving a little wave once they spot their freind.]

Ey, kid, is it ok for me to come in?

[harmonious-traitor]

[Tracey waves back! They're so happy to see Coffee again.]

Of course. Do you want to sit down? There's seats everywhere; enough to hold maybe half a foundation site worth of people. Perhaps more. I even tried counting them. Uh, can I hug you? I hope that's alright. How are you?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[Coffee answers by scooping them up into a big, soft, six-armed squeeze. They even do a lil' hair ruffle for emphasis. They missed the kid. A lot.]

[harmonious-traitor]

[They return the hug without hesitation! Tracey laughs.]

I take it you're doing well!

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[They chuckle a bit too, before eventually letting them go.]

Yeah, you could say that. It's just. I was a bit worried about you, is all.

[harmonious-traitor]

Worried about me? I can't fathom why— I mean maybe it makes a little bit of sense...

[They think.]

I'm fine. Did something happen?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[They plop into a chair, glad to find that it's actually sturdy, for once.]

No, I mean, yes. Yes because no. The thing that happened is. Well. Nothing is happening.

I. I don't think I can explain it. Not properly. That's. A good thing. All you really know is that things are gonna be a lot. Calmer. No more crazy, world ending threats.

[They make purposful eye contact.]

The Harmonists aren't going to be an issue anymore. Even Note. Especially. Note.

...Now that I think about it, you never really told me your name. Do. Do you have a name? If that's ok to ask.

[harmonious-traitor]

I understand. Likely another Foundation secret.

[They're relieved, actually.] So no more events. That's good. I wasn't certain of it, whether or not it was really true, but it feels so much better to say it out loud.

[They smile to themself. They don't say anything about the Harmonists; they don't really want to talk about them. But Tracey is happy— Oh, right.]

My name is Tracey now.

I have had many names, but this is one that I finally got to choose on my own. And I like it a lot.

[They smile wider.]

It feels great to introduce myself, properly, I mean. And it really is nice to see you again.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[They reach over and tousle the kid-Tracey. Tracey's hair. Cause they can. They also smile a bit. It's been a bit too long since they last smiled.]

Nice name. Fits ya' like a glove. Metaphorically, at least.

...And literally. Gonna take some damn effort to yank that off ya. Can't even see any gaps. Nice work.

[They pause, and their eyes do a weirdly scattered blink-wink-whatever.]

...Right shit you can't see that. No matter. Uh. Wanna. Go get some food? I am in dire need to change the conversation topic and I am also starving.

[harmonious-traitor]

[Some time after the message, hopefully after Note leaves. The message is still hidden from Note anyway.]

....ey, kid, you still here?

-☕

Affirmative. I'm still here. I don't think I ever really left.

[They did leave, for a while. Tracey just doesn't know it.]

Are you still here?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻) @researchercoffee

[researchercoffee]

[Another message.]

Yes, yes I am. It's. Been a bit hasn't it?

Mind if I visit?

[harmonious-traitor]

Yes, it has. I'm sorry for not reaching out. I've been a little busy. And I can't get away with sending out any messages when ♪ is watching. But eh, it's... been long enough, I suppose. And, I don't mind at all! I'm still in the foundation.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

Sweet. May I ask where you are? I'll be able to explain more once I'm there, but. You don't have to worry about note. Or the harmonists for that matter.

[harmonious-traitor]

Uh, yeah. I'm in a big room, lots of chairs, big stage, with a... white lump? With an orange nose. The audit-orium, I think.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[Moments after the message is sent, Coffee peeks through the main doors, giving a little wave once they spot their freind.]

Ey, kid, is it ok for me to come in?

[harmonious-traitor]

[Tracey waves back! They're so happy to see Coffee again.]

Of course. Do you want to sit down? There's seats everywhere; enough to hold maybe half a foundation site worth of people. Perhaps more. I even tried counting them. Uh, can I hug you? I hope that's alright. How are you?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[Coffee answers by scooping them up into a big, soft, six-armed squeeze. They even do a lil' hair ruffle for emphasis. They missed the kid. A lot.]

[harmonious-traitor]

[They return the hug without hesitation! Tracey laughs.]

I take it you're doing well!

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[They chuckle a bit too, before eventually letting them go.]

Yeah, you could say that. It's just. I was a bit worried about you, is all.

[harmonious-traitor]

Worried about me? I can't fathom why— I mean maybe it makes a little bit of sense...

[They think.]

I'm fine. Did something happen?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[They plop into a chair, glad to find that it's actually sturdy, for once.]

No, I mean, yes. Yes because no. The thing that happened is. Well. Nothing is happening.

I. I don't think I can explain it. Not properly. That's. A good thing. All you really know is that things are gonna be a lot. Calmer. No more crazy, world ending threats.

[They make purposful eye contact.]

The Harmonists aren't going to be an issue anymore. Even Note. Especially. Note.

...Now that I think about it, you never really told me your name. Do. Do you have a name? If that's ok to ask.

[harmonious-traitor]

[Some time after the message, hopefully after Note leaves. The message is still hidden from Note anyway.]

....ey, kid, you still here?

-☕

Affirmative. I'm still here. I don't think I ever really left.

[They did leave, for a while. Tracey just doesn't know it.]

Are you still here?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻) @researchercoffee

[researchercoffee]

[Another message.]

Yes, yes I am. It's. Been a bit hasn't it?

Mind if I visit?

[harmonious-traitor]

Yes, it has. I'm sorry for not reaching out. I've been a little busy. And I can't get away with sending out any messages when ♪ is watching. But eh, it's... been long enough, I suppose. And, I don't mind at all! I'm still in the foundation.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

Sweet. May I ask where you are? I'll be able to explain more once I'm there, but. You don't have to worry about note. Or the harmonists for that matter.

[harmonious-traitor]

Uh, yeah. I'm in a big room, lots of chairs, big stage, with a... white lump? With an orange nose. The audit-orium, I think.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[Moments after the message is sent, Coffee peeks through the main doors, giving a little wave once they spot their freind.]

Ey, kid, is it ok for me to come in?

[harmonious-traitor]

[Tracey waves back! They're so happy to see Coffee again.]

Of course. Do you want to sit down? There's seats everywhere; enough to hold maybe half a foundation site worth of people. Perhaps more. I even tried counting them. Uh, can I hug you? I hope that's alright. How are you?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[Coffee answers by scooping them up into a big, soft, six-armed squeeze. They even do a lil' hair ruffle for emphasis. They missed the kid. A lot.]

[harmonious-traitor]

[They return the hug without hesitation! Tracey laughs.]

I take it you're doing well!

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[They chuckle a bit too, before eventually letting them go.]

Yeah, you could say that. It's just. I was a bit worried about you, is all.

[harmonious-traitor]

[Some time after the message, hopefully after Note leaves. The message is still hidden from Note anyway.]

....ey, kid, you still here?

-☕

Affirmative. I'm still here. I don't think I ever really left.

[They did leave, for a while. Tracey just doesn't know it.]

Are you still here?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻) @researchercoffee

[researchercoffee]

[Another message.]

Yes, yes I am. It's. Been a bit hasn't it?

Mind if I visit?

[harmonious-traitor]

Yes, it has. I'm sorry for not reaching out. I've been a little busy. And I can't get away with sending out any messages when ♪ is watching. But eh, it's... been long enough, I suppose. And, I don't mind at all! I'm still in the foundation.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

Sweet. May I ask where you are? I'll be able to explain more once I'm there, but. You don't have to worry about note. Or the harmonists for that matter.

[harmonious-traitor]

Uh, yeah. I'm in a big room, lots of chairs, big stage, with a... white lump? With an orange nose. The audit-orium, I think.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[Moments after the message is sent, Coffee peeks through the main doors, giving a little wave once they spot their freind.]

Ey, kid, is it ok for me to come in?

[harmonious-traitor]

[Tracey waves back! They're so happy to see Coffee again.]

Of course. Do you want to sit down? There's seats everywhere; enough to hold maybe half a foundation site worth of people. Perhaps more. I even tried counting them. Uh, can I hug you? I hope that's alright. How are you?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[Coffee answers by scooping them up into a big, soft, six-armed squeeze. They even do a lil' hair ruffle for emphasis. They missed the kid. A lot.]

[harmonious-traitor]

[Some time after the message, hopefully after Note leaves. The message is still hidden from Note anyway.]

....ey, kid, you still here?

-☕

Affirmative. I'm still here. I don't think I ever really left.

[They did leave, for a while. Tracey just doesn't know it.]

Are you still here?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻) @researchercoffee

[researchercoffee]

[Another message.]

Yes, yes I am. It's. Been a bit hasn't it?

Mind if I visit?

[harmonious-traitor]

Yes, it has. I'm sorry for not reaching out. I've been a little busy. And I can't get away with sending out any messages when ♪ is watching. But eh, it's... been long enough, I suppose. And, I don't mind at all! I'm still in the foundation.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

Sweet. May I ask where you are? I'll be able to explain more once I'm there, but. You don't have to worry about note. Or the harmonists for that matter.

[harmonious-traitor]

Uh, yeah. I'm in a big room, lots of chairs, big stage, with a... white lump? With an orange nose. The audit-orium, I think.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

[Moments after the message is sent, Coffee peeks through the main doors, giving a little wave once they spot their freind.]

Ey, kid, is it ok for me to come in?

[harmonious-traitor]

[Some time after the message, hopefully after Note leaves. The message is still hidden from Note anyway.]

....ey, kid, you still here?

-☕

Affirmative. I'm still here. I don't think I ever really left.

[They did leave, for a while. Tracey just doesn't know it.]

Are you still here?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻) @researchercoffee

[researchercoffee]

[Another message.]

Yes, yes I am. It's. Been a bit hasn't it?

Mind if I visit?

[harmonious-traitor]

Yes, it has. I'm sorry for not reaching out. I've been a little busy. And I can't get away with sending out any messages when ♪ is watching. But eh, it's... been long enough, I suppose. And, I don't mind at all! I'm still in the foundation.

-♤♡◇♧ (☻)

[researchercoffee]

Sweet. May I ask where you are? I'll be able to explain more once I'm there, but. You don't have to worry about note. Or the harmonists for that matter.

[harmonious-traitor]

[Some time after the message, hopefully after Note leaves. The message is still hidden from Note anyway.]

....ey, kid, you still here?

-☕

Affirmative. I'm still here. I don't think I ever really left.

[They did leave, for a while. Tracey just doesn't know it.]

Are you still here?

-♤♡◇♧ (☻) @researchercoffee

[researchercoffee]

[Another message.]

Yes, yes I am. It's. Been a bit hasn't it?

Mind if I visit?

[researchercoffee]

Homeslice! Long time no speak, ahaha. Uh. I don't want to make any assumptions. But please stay alive-ish. Don't do anything stupid. -Fresh Anon

no worries! im just. existing. being my own person. Just. not here, is all. This place is dead. deader than dirt. My freinds, and Toaster's (thats right, they have a name!) freinds who spoke through them have moved on. So, well, i couldnt think of a good reason to stick around. Ill check back here, every once and awhile. Tidy up the place. Possibly even sweep. Who knows.

[fresh-anonymous]

Oh! I see. Well, see you later, alligator!

[researchercoffee]

After awhile, crocodile.