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name: noor!
gender: female
hogwarts house: slytherin?? ravenclaw?? one or the other
favorite animal: panthers, or really all big cats
current time: 3:41pm
cats or dogs: cats have a special place in my heart
dream job: actress ob-gyn
when I made this blog: summer 2015 hhhh me and you on the tumblr girl bandwagon sammy
reason for my URL: papillon is a reference to the loml jackson wang so umm i’m the girlfriend
tagging some new moots n followers!: @salvejoon, @chimoona, @cypherthetransmasc, @crashing-f, @loser-dot-com, @yeojaa, @moccahobi, @lumins, @bisoo-ausucre, @moonlytae feel free to do this if you’d like!
Cats or dogs: cats. dogs are okay but cats are just so chill
Dream job: sheepherder in the mountain in Iceland
When I made this blog: a month and a half ago? i know it was a couple of weeks before my birthday
Why the URL: because the volturi can all get it and I am a simp for each and everyone single one of them
I tag @scuzmunkie @cullens-stuff @develin13 / @mytwilightimagines13 @thanossexual @alecvolturi @imaginetwilight @prettyinblack231 @kpopgirlbtssvt @twilightt-fantasy and anyone who wants to join in! <3
Why the URL: I mean… It all started when I found Thanos x Reader smut. It was so cringy and my eyes hurt to this day…
I tag @bakedcrispss @spidergirla5 @multifandomwritings @livelovelaug-h @lxvesickreality @daisies-and-daydreams-posts @running-on-fanfiction @starrybumbles @omg-imagine and @invisible-ozone
Favourite Animal: Shark (more specifically the megoladon.
Current Time: 11:45 pm
Cats or Dogs: Dogs
Dream Job: Press Junket Interviewer or Something behind the scenes in film.
When I Made This Blog: August 2017 (I had other tumblrs before this one)
Why the URL?: it has been changed many times over the years but this one was because of the word play on the phrase “read them and weep” that some say when playing poker.
Spencer finds out you’ve resigned from the BAU in favor of joining the defence force. But Spencer has one last thing he needs to do before letting you go.
It was a quiet resignation, completed within a week.
The resignation flew over Garcia’s head.
And so there you were, your new uniform proudly on display as you strolled through the International Virginia Airport.
You let out a deep sigh, closing your eyes.
You wouldn’t be seeing an airport or anything for that matter for a while.
Instead it would be nothing but the ocean ahead of you.
Sure, you loved the BAU, but it wasn’t the same...Nothing was the same anymore.
Everything changed, people changed.
You’d witnessed firsthand while working with the Behavioural Analysis Unit how one bad day could change everything.
So instead of just starting a more safer job. You’d decided for one that was more dangerous than the former.
“Wait!” A familiar voice exclaims “Y/n! Wait!”
“Spencer?” You turn around, keeping your suitcase upright you take a few steps towards him “What are you doing here?”
“I-i..” He pauses, placing his hands on his knees and breathing heavily before he composes himself looking more confident than he let on “I had to see you one last time”
“Well...Here I am” You take a step forward
“Here you are…” He does the same thing, your chests nearly touching
You felt your breath hitch in your throat as his hand comes to rest against your cheek
“We’re all gonna miss you” Spencer whispers, craning his head down slightly
“I’m gonna miss everyone too” You murmur back, your warm minty breath fanning against his cheeks “But…”
“But?” Spencer quirks a brow
“I’m gonna miss you more” Your hand moves up to rest against his bicep
No words were spoken as you crane your head upwards and connect your lips with Spencers.
It was like fireworks went off inside you, or maybe that was just the large applause that came moments after your lips touched.
Either way you felt lighter when you finally pulled away.
“American Airlines flight cz3320 at gate 5 is boarding…”
“We’ll talk more about this when I land” You promise
“Okay…” Spencer smiles softly “Deal”
You start dragging your suitcase away and Spencer watches as you disappear.
SUMMARY: Spencer remembers his first friend, his first love.
“Hello again” Spencer sighs, taking his respective seat “Been a while hasn’t it?” There was no response.
Of course there wasn’t a response, you didn’t talk anymore…
“10 years, two months and 23 days to be exact...”
Spencer was beating around the bush, everyone who knew Spencer knew that he would spew something random before getting to the point.
“Do you remember the day we met?” He paused for a second “You were wearing your uniform, recently posted in Virginia...We ran into each other in a coffee shop, how clique.”
September 17th 2004
You’d been up for nearly 14 hours
“This is what happens when you join the Military” You could practically hear your mother saying
“Large Flat White for a Y/n” The barista calls
You quickly bustle to the counter, picking up your coffee and thanking the barista and shuffling away.
Ah, the sweet taste of caffeine, you sighed as soon as the coffee hit the tip of your tongue.
You closed your eyes in bliss.
You didn’t notice where you were going and within seconds your coffee was splashed on, not only your uniform - you were for sure going to get a yelling for that- but on the strangers front
“Shit, I am so sorry!” You exclaim “I-i didn’t see where I was going and-”
“Hey no harm done, just coffee, right?” The voice responds
“I-i know, it’s just been a long day with not enough sleep” You sigh, rubbing your eyes harshly
“I could buy you another one?” The person offers
“No! No...It’s alright, besides it was my fault, I wasn’t watching were I was going, I’ll buy you a coffee”
“No it’s okay” You look up and notice the sincere look in his eyes “I’m Doctor Spencer Reid”
“Y/n L/n” You respond, extending a hand for him to shake.
He looks at it in hesitation and you quickly move your hand back to your side
“S-sorry I have a thing with germs” He flashes you an awkward smile
“All good” You lift the sleeve of your shirt to check the time “Fuck! I gotta get going!” You were about to dash off when his voice stopped you
“W-wait! I-i know this might be a little straight forward, but could I maybe get your number?”
“Yeah” You smile, grabbing a napkin and writing the number down “Just be warned though, I might not respond to any messages for a while”
“That’s okay” Spencer smiles taking the napkin from your hand and watching as you rush down the street “That’s okay…”
~
Spencer smiles softly at the memory.
You didn’t move- couldn’t move…
“Do you remember our first kiss?” No response “God even after all these years I still can’t get the feel of your lips against mine out of my mind”
~
November 10th 2006
Even after 3 years of friendship you were still going strong.
Many people voiced how you would be a great couple.
You would laugh it off and tell them that he didn’t like you like that.
You were currently out grocery shopping, your phone had died so you were unaware that Spencer had been calling you for the last 15 minutes.
What you didn’t know was that a fire had started in your apartment building and you’d mentioned to Spencer earlier that day that you were going to be having a lazy day. So, in his mind you were trapped in the burning building.
When you finally pulled up to the complex you noticed about five fire trucks parked out front and two grown men holding another person back from running into the burning building.
“What’s going on?” You ask one of the firefighters
“There was a fire on level 4, ma’am” The firefighter responds
“Y/n?!” A voice shrieks, you look up and see a frantic Spencer looking at you
“Spencer?” You ask, making an ‘oof’ sound when his body collided with yours
“Why didn’t you answer your phone?!” He cries into your hair “I thought you were dead I-i-” He cuts himself off by pressing his lips harshly against yours
As soon as the kiss breaks his rests his forehead against yours “Please don’t scare me like that” He pleads
“I promise” You whisper
~
His eyes glaze with tears at the distant memory, his hand moving to push his hair out of his face
“I was- am- still so infatuated with you…” He whispers, pinching the bridge of his nose, eyebrows furrowing harshly
“Why did you have to do it?” He asks “Why did you have to be there?”
~
October 28th (Spencer’s birthday)
“Spencer?” JJ’s voice calls from across the entrance of Hotch’s office
“Yeah?” Spencer swivels around in his chair to face her
“You might wanna come in here for a second” There was no lightness in her voice, in fact there was no emotion.
Spencer furrows his brows, perhaps it was a birthday surprise.
When he enters the office he notices all the agents gathered in the office
“What’s going on?” Spencer asks
“Derek’s going to take you somewhere” Hotch speaks through pursed lips
Hotch didn’t say anything else, leaving the tension almost unbearable
The car ride was worse.
Spencer had been begging Morgan to tell him what was going on, but got absolutely nothing from the agent.
“Why are we at a Military hospital?” Spencer questions
“You’ll see” Morgan replies, opening the car door and stepping out.
Spencer had been sitting by your side for almost an hour.
You’d been in an explosion.
You were fine though, doctors said you would make a painful but quick recovery
“- and remember when we went ice-skating for the first time?” Spencer chuckles
“You could barely remain on your feet for more than three seconds” You rasp out, Spencers grip tightened “I’m sorry you have to visit me in hospital and on your birthday”
Spencer didn’t have time to react, one minute you were laughing and the next doctors and nurses were surrounding you.
“She’s going into cardiac arrest” Spencer could vaguely hear a nurse exclaim.
He didn’t get to hear anything else because he was dragged out by Morgan
~
“I’ve met someone” He finally says
“Her name is Max” He muses “I think she’s the one…” He sighs dreamily
“So stubborn and yet has a heart of gold, sounds like you” He takes a deep breath before continuing “I’ve told her about you, she said you sound amazing”
He remains quiet, playing with his hands.
“You’ll always be my first love, my first real friend” He sniffs slightly, rummaging in his pocket for something before pulling it out
“I was planning on proposing to you on my birthday…” He looks down at the velvet box which held the ring he had kept for so long “And even though I never got an answer I feel like this ring is just as much yours as it is mine” He places the box on the gravestone
“I’ll visit soon, I promise” He places his hand on the tombstone, closing his eyes and imagining it was your shoulder
He looked at the engraved words one last time before walking away.
Y/n Y/m/n Y/l/n
1981 - 2010
Risked her life to save others
SUMMARY: Spencer leaves the BAU without a trace, no matter how hard the team tries to track him down they can’t. Until a few years later.
When the team returned to the BAU after some well deserved rest, they discovered something shocking.
Their beloved Spencer Reid had left the BAU.
Penelope in her spare time had been searching for hours, trying to find their beloved genius, only to turn up empty handed.
It was a hard choice for Spencer, the BAU was like a family he’d never had, even if they did constantly tease him for spouting off useless facts.
But when he met her, it felt like everything made sense.
When he left Rossi’s party that night, he knew exactly where he was going. Hell, he could walk there with his eyes closed, the steps ingrained into his memory.
He reached the alley where she said she’d wait.
“Ah, Doctor Spencer Reid” the blonde haired woman smiled, extending a hand which he shook
“Doctor” He replies
“I see you needed another taste of adventure” She smirks
“You kidding me? I couldn’t get enough of the Ood”
“Ah yes, the Ood a peaceful civilisation” She sighs “Well come on Doctor Spencer” She gestures to him to follow, and he does.
The big blue box stands proudly.
It came as a shock to him when he bumped into the infamous doctor from another planet.
He was a big fan of the TV show, which she explained was accurate, save for a few things which couldn’t be revealed.
~
Travelling with the doctor had been a wild experience which he never thought he would enjoy.
This platonic friendship soon turned into something more, something they both wanted to pursue.
So when Spencer walked into the TARDIS one evening, ready to spout off facts, he was shocked to see that the doctor he’d grown so accustomed to had regenerated.
No longer did his doctor have short blonde hair and gorgeous green eyes.
Now the newly regenerated doctor had y/h/l /y/h/c hair and deep y/e/c eyes.
“Doctor?” Spencer asked, taking a few steps closer
“Oh! Hey Spencer!” You greeted. “Like the new me?” You gesture to yourself
“Well it’s...Different?” He replies
“I know right!” You exclaim “I wasn’t expecting to regenerate so soon, in fact I thought that I had no more regeneration left in me, turns out I still have a while left. Which reminds me, clothes!”
“Clothes?” Spencer questions
“Yes, I need new clothes, these old clothes are way out of my fashion taste. God, 13 really had some crazy taste” You walk around the console, pressing a few buttons “Hold tight, I just finished redecorating the TARDIS” She pulls a lever downwards
The TARDIS moves quickly causing Spencer to lose his balance and land on the railings.
“Sorry!” You call, quickly pulling a blue button which jolts the TARDIS to a stop.
You quickly rush over to Spencer and help him onto a soft chair “Wait here, I’ll be back soon” And with that you’d disappeared.
~
Spencer must’ve dozed off because he woke up to someone shaking him awake.
“So...Whadya think?” you give him a twirl
Spencer stares at you for a while before clearing his throat and speaking
“You look nice” He comments, sitting up from his uncomfortable position and stretching his aching limbs
“Good! ‘Cause I’ve got an adventure planned!” You jump excitedly before running to the console
You point to the handles you installed onto the console “Come on Spencer! That way you can hold on!” Spencer smiles and walks over to one of the handles and grabs on “Let’s goooo!” You yell pulling the lever down and giggling excitedly as the TARDIS starts moving
“Come on old girl” You pat an empty part of the console, oblivious to the soft glances Spencer was sending your way.
~
“Run faster!” You screech
“I am running faster!” Spencer retorts “You’re just faster than me”
“I obviously hit the jackpot with legs, my god I’ve never run so fast” You say to yourself, shoving Spencer into the TARDIS and then closing the doors
“Okayy so we are never going back there again” You spin around, watching Spencer lean forward with his hands resting against his knees
“You think? I thought bees just carried pollen, not spit freaking acid at you”
“Spencer you have an IQ of 187 and an eidetic memory, surely someone of your intellect would know that after travelling with me anything can happen!” You reply
“I know, it’s just…” Spencer hesitates before continuing “I haven’t really needed to use my brain so much these past couple of years, there’s no place for my intelligence when I’m travelling with you because I’m always discovering new things, my mind is no match compared to yours, all I’ve got is me and my stupid facts.”
The silence was awkward before Spencer cleared his throat “I think I’ll just go back to my room…” He turns around and trudges away, his head hanging
When Spencer had finally left, you pressed a few buttons, watching as the screen lit up.
You didn’t need technology to know what was wrong with him, he was homesick, missing his family.
Well...The BAU.
You knew exactly what to do.
~
A few hours later you barge into Spencer's room, where you unsurprisingly found him reading a book, leaning against the headboard
“Oi!” Spencer looks up
“Can I help you?” He asks
“As a matter of fact, you can” He arches a brow before closing the book “Some alien planet invited me to some get together thingy and I need a date, so get up and get dressed”
“What should I wear?” Spencer replies
“Something casual I don’t know, just meet me at the console in half an hour”
~
You sat patiently at the console, a smile forming when Spencer emerges
“You look lovely, Spencer” You say
“Thanks, Doctor” Spencer looks down nervously “So are we here?”
“No, the party doesn’t start yet” You speak quickly “Well...The party has started but right now they’re eating”
“So why can’t we join them now?” Spencer asks curiously
“Because! Just trust me for once on this” He nods slowly “We’ll leave in five minutes so read a book...or 5”
~
The BAU were currently at Rossi’s
“Another case solved” Hotch sighs, downing his glass of wine
“And another case without Reid…” JJ speaks quietly
The BAU goes quiet and looks over at the empty seat, thinking about their old friend who they haven’t spoken to in a while.
Rossi insisted on leaving a place empty in case Spencer ever dropped by.
But it’s been nearly 3 years since he left and they had just a shred of hope that he would appear.
“Well, who’s up for a dance?” Everyone murmurs in agreement, all of them getting up from their spots and walking outside.
They’d all been dancing for a few minutes when they heard something strange.
“I swear I’ve heard that noise before” Penelope exclaims “Oh my god…” Her eyes widen when she realises the familiar humming sound.
~
You quickly check the screen, fingers mentally crossed that you’d actually landed in an appropriate area “Oh! Ball Sack!” You curse
“What is it?” Spencer asks, suddenly worried
“I landed right in the party” You throw your hands in the air “One day sexy, you’ll actually land somewhere appropriate!” The TARDIS whirs
“Wait there, Spencer” You jog over to the doors and open them slightly “Sorry everybody for the crap parking!” You give them an awkward smile
“Oh my god…” A blonde woman whispers
“Ah...You’ve watched the show too, I’m guessing?” The woman nods, her eyes fixated on you
“‘Watched the show too’ can you elaborate?” A middle aged man with a stern look asks
“Oh! My companion also watched the show” You chuckle, playing with your fingers'' which reminds me…” You quickly walk back into the TARDIS
“Come on then, companion” Spencer obliges and moves past you
Everyone audibly gasps and so does Spencer
“Oh my…”
“Is that?”
“Spencer?!”
Spencer stood there, eyes wide, and then he turned to you
“H-how did you-”
“I’m a Time Lord, Spence, I figure everything out, I even figured out that you missed your family”
“T-thank you” Spencer cries, grabbing you by the face and crashing his lips against yours
“You’re welcome, now go, enjoy the party” You shoo him off, watching how he interacted with everyone
“She’s a lovely woman, pretty boy” Morgan whispers, nodding in your direction
You were leaning against the TARDIS while you conversed with Penelope.
“Yeah...Yeah she is.” Spencer nods, eyes softening when you laughed at a joke Penelope said
“You’re a lucky woman, Doctor” Penelope says
You look over to where Spencer was interacting with Morgan, you smiled at the way his eyes scrunched up when he laughed
“Yeah...I guess I am” You reply “Which is why he has to come back to the BAU”
“What do you mean?” Penelope looks at you with a shocked expression
“He’s been travelling with me for three years, lived with me for three years. He needs to be able to make time for himself and travelling with me prevents him from doing that. And his brain is too good to waste...I’m 2500 years old, I’ve learnt to let things go even if it’s the hardest choice”
“But will you still visit?” Penelope presses on
“Of course!” You exclaim “Now, I best be off, tell Spencer I’ll be returning soon” And with that the doors of the TARDIS close and the familiar humming sounds throughout the garden
“Where’d she go?” Spencer asks, running up to Penelope
“She said she be back soon” Penelope shrugs
Tears form in Spencer's eyes and he gently rubs them away.
“What’s wrong?” Emily asks, the BAU crowding around the genius
“Rule 1.” Spencer chokes out a laugh “The Doctor always lies…”
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