pearl-self -> respawner
Jules of Nature

祝日 / Permanent Vacation
Show & Tell
Sweet Seals For You, Always
YOU ARE THE REASON
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
occasionally subtle
trying on a metaphor

Andulka

❣ Chile in a Photography ❣

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todays bird
NASA
Stranger Things
Cosimo Galluzzi

if i look back, i am lost
AnasAbdin
styofa doing anything
Keni

seen from Brazil

seen from Germany
seen from United States

seen from Yemen
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Iraq

seen from Malaysia

seen from United States
seen from United Kingdom
seen from France
seen from Brazil

seen from Australia
seen from United States

seen from Germany

seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from Sweden

seen from Japan

seen from Germany
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pearl-self -> respawner
i love the void...
i literally have no money bro
I imagine death so much it feels like a memory
Alejandra Pizarnik, tr. by Yvette Siegert, from “The Possessed Among The Lilacs”, Extracting the Stone of Madness: Poems 1962 - 1972
having a body causes me so much agony i wish i was just a floating entity with no physical form
it’s unbelievably embarrassing to have a body
God its so exhausting to wake up every morning with a body and mind that you absolutely fucking hate
I dont want to do anything bc I am embarrassed. Im embarrassed of everything. The way I look. The way I talk. The things I say. What my eyes are doing. The clothes im wearing. Even my thoughts are embarrassing. It doesnt matter whether or not people can tell what im thinking, they do and im embarrassed of it.
I hate when people tell me I need to ‘get out of my comfort zone’ I don’t even have a comfort zone. I am literally always uncomfortable
Everyone be like "their body, their choice" until suicide comes up smh
BREAK ONE’S SELF. KILL IT. BE FLUID. DON’T TOUCH. FLOW. MOVE. MOVE. MOVE. BREATHE. DECONSTRUCT. BECOME. BE.
Tomorrow????? ANOTHER day?????!!!!?,?!????????????((??(?!)))!(;;()$$$;::?)$&,:;??‘mlnfdsjkkmfdxsbnkgdssaavytesvjjhrefghjjjkjtfghj im good thNks
no matter where i go or who i interact with on this vast planet, i always have this feeling like i don’t belong, like i’ll never belong. it doesn’t matter how tightly knitted the bond i have with another person is because i’m wired to believe that alone i will live and alone i shall die.
I don’t even want any of this, but I have to deal with all this failure which is a result of me being alive. And that just makes it a million times worse. I fail at everything, I can’t do one thing right. Yeah I failed but I don’t have the motivation or the will to work. I’m not being lazy. I just don’t know how to work towards anything when my end goal is to be dead