alina

depressed, but well dressed

[thepersonalquotes]

Shop

[restinemocore]

ich hab vergessen wie deine wohnung riecht, wenn man die tür betritt. das tut sehr weh.

[restinemocore]

take your time go smell the roses

[remanence-of-love]

[restinemocore]

wie lang soll dieser kummer denn noch andauern?

[restinemocore]

we pack up our gear and we're gone again

driven by passion, outward

away from family and friends

but what they can't see is that every day I'm drowning

drowning in a sea of faces that I miss so desperately

with each flashing countenance

a torrent of emotion, joy and memories

the people I've grown to love so deeply throughout the years

i've chosen a big family and the weight of their absence has brought me more than once to tears

i wake from sleep, violently

only to witness those lives and faces disappear slowly behind me

again I'm pulled back into deep waters

washed further away from my sisters and brothers

am I truly living a dream

when the only time I spend with you is in my sleep?

[restinemocore]

und wieder schau ich unsere alten insta storys, wünsch mir diese zeit für ein paar momente zurück

[poetry-siir]

[restinemocore]

ich weiß halt selbst, dass ich erst über dich hinweg sein werde, wenn ich aufgehört habe nachzusehen ob du noch meine insta storys ansiehst

[restinemocore]

like a cigarette

i want to

breath her in

keep her inside

not let her out

she might kill me

she might not

i don’t care

- adrianna swider

[love-personal]

[remanence-of-love]

[restinemocore]

since that day i cried every night, not because you hurt me, rather because i beat myself up much more

[restinemocore]

[restinemocore]

ich hoffe du vermisst mich wenigstens auch nur halb so viel, wie ich dich

[restinemocore]

all my friends are sad

-watch me rise

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by shapelessflame