Tired Eyes

Ω - Hardly awake but seldom asleep - Ω

[wistfulsuggestions]

I read our old messages. I laughed then cried.

[newlycrownedsuggestions-blog]

I walk this path.

Stumbling and blinded.

The crown never fit me.

But that’s not stopping me.

[restlesssuggestions]

Your smile is what I strive for

[yearnfulsuggestions]

Your touch is what I wish for

[restlesssuggestions]

These nights are too frigid to sleep through. I lay awake clutching my chest, hoping to kindle the fire in my heart

[restlesssuggestions]

I've been exiled from my home. Banished to the depths below

[restlesssuggestions]

I am treated as a common enemy by those I strived for. All that I invested was in vain

[restlesssuggestions]

You accuse me of treachery but I never betrayed my rainbow. It's true that my warmth was extinguished but I never once abandoned her

[restlesssuggestions]

I worshipped the ground you walked on while I was trampled underfoot

[wistfulwisp]

you deserve forgiveness

[vindictive-suggestion]

Kill your kings

[tyrantsuggestion]

Kill your Gods

[challenger-approaches]

Kill your Opponents 

[restlesssuggestions]

Kill your fears

[monstroussuggestion]

A lifetime to you is a blink of an eye to me.

[poeticsuggestion]

I find it very difficult to be vulnerable with anyone anymore.

[vindictive-suggestion]

Give credit where credit is due. Keep your allies close and protect them.

[vindictive-suggestion]

Loyalty is a coin worth more unspent

[vindictive-suggestion]

I thought, in connection with depression, if that could help you, see this - Depression is given to a person for that - think about yourself. Do not you think it could be this, and in fact somehow be a gift?

I thought I answered this before but I guess not.

If depression is a gift then I’d like a refund please. Depression has put me at a disadvantage in so many ways, in so many situations. It’s called a disability for a reason.

Let me tell you something. Despite how put together, social, or successful I seem, I fucking hate myself. Yeah I have days where I think I’m doing okay or moments where I’m like yeah I’m fine or something.

It’s all so temporary because anything can flip the switch and I’m just in bed staring at the wall for four hours because what’s the point to living tbh. I’m going to die eventually. Like, ya feel? Not really worth it.

Even now, I plan for the future in really small bursts bc I’m like ready to kill myself on a weekly basis so what’s the point in planning a retirement fund if I’m not going to make it?

[restlesssuggestions]

For awhile I couldn't see your smile but I could feel it. It was the warmest thing I ever experienced

[lightheartedsuggestion]

The world is a little happier with you in it.

[meaningfulsuggestion]

The world is a little brighter with you in it.

[cute-hypothetical-scenarios]

The world is a little sweeter with you in it.

[romanticmusings]

The world is a little softer with you in it.

[errant-paladin]

The world is a little bit more legendary with you in it

[magicalgirlsuggestions]

The world is a little more hopeful with you in it.

[fatherlysuggestions]

The world is a lot more fulfilling with you in it

[restlesssuggestions]

The world is more beautiful with you in it