I don't want to miss you anymore

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[wistfulsuggestions]

now that you're gone, i realize how saturated by you my life had become and now it feels bland.

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i wish we had one more chance to make it right again

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It grew so much easier to be around him after I gave up and that may be the worst part of it

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i wish you hadn't left.

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why do you lie so much?

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i miss the tender kisses in the library and the shared eye contact when we had the same idea and my shy giggles paired with your boisterous laugh and our hushed voices when we were supposed to be studying

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promise me you won’t leave me low

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i could never hate you - a poem by me, for you

there are an array of things
within this vast atrocity
we call our universe
that fill me with animosity.
but oh god, not you.
your hazel green eyes, speckled,
gold dusted and hair
so fair, glowing beneath 
incandescent lights,
blowing in the air.
your figure, so petite wandering
carelessly down streets.
pacing heartbeat, the one i remember
oh so vividly, fluttering 
through your chest, and on my 
fragile 
shoulder, your head would rest.
i make this sound 
as if you are vanished, no longer around, forgot -which you are not -
for our words remain in my mind,
intertwined,
but my eyes cry, 
my soul yearns,
and it’s your being i turn
to find missing in every 
passing hour.
it was your presence 
i was blessed with for that
very short time.
now, you are no longer here,
gone from sight.
though never my mind.
because ‘us’
is a concept,
one i could never leave behind.

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I read our old messages. I laughed then cried.

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the beautiful words that used to lull me to sleep now keep me up at night

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I am not needed and that scares me so much

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I love when you look at me like that. When you smile just a bit and watch the way my lips move when I talk

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I looked over at him and for a moment he was the only person I could see

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the sound of your voice gives me butterflies

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you got me hooked

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I always think of you before I fall asleep

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my eyes are burning from all the crying, I swear it feels like I'm dying