screw puppy boys (I say lovingly), I just want a handsome little bird to play with. I want a boy with birdlike bones and hair soft as feathers. I want his mouth to be sharp when I kiss him. I want a boy who will nest and preen. I want his heart to feel like the flutter of a birds wings.
fuck me.
Imagine getting to hold a boy like that? getting to put your ear to their chest and feeling their heart struggle to flutter against your cheek? getting to straddle their soft but bony hips, pressing your palms to their sternum, forcing their little heart to beat? pressing your lips to theirs, their sharp teeth biting at you even in unconsciousness? sounds like bliss to me.
this is everything, i am gnawing on the iron bars of my enclosure, positively feral-