be my eternity, say my name.

i feel it so deeply in my bones.

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https://x.com/eddlesss/status/2062015940213309479?s=46&t=PPOmXWuaxBnzmGK4fkkKiw

Oh. My. God.

BARAN TOPLESS SUNBATHING

im sucking on those boobies until my outline is tanned onto her skin

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ok but all i can think about right now is teasing nikki on how much she comes off as a “pillow princess” whiny lil sub love sick puppy, i could hear her saying she’s definitely not a pillow princess nd trying to prove it to r just resulting in her pathetically begging to go down on them teehee im kicking my feet in the air and twirling my hair

pairing: nikki freeman x reader

genre: 18+, nsft

wc: 724

“I don’t know, you just seem like such a pillow princess.”

Nikki scoffs in disbelief. She sits up from her spot on the bed and furrows her brow in faux anger. “Fuck you. No, I don’t!”

You chuckle at her and shrug your shoulders. The pout on her face further solidifies your theory.

“Yes, you do. And you seem like the love-sick sub type.”

Nikki rolls her eyes at you, grumbling to herself. Can’t seem to defend herself there. But she won’t take you calling her a fucking pillow princess.

“Fine, I’ll prove to you that I’m not,” she says, leaning forward on her arms, getting close to you. “Let me show you.”

“Show me? Like, eat me out?” You scoff lightly, not fully believing her.

Nikki’s stubborn. And she’s growing desperate to show you that she’s not a pillow princess.

“Yeah. Please? It doesn’t have to mean anything. Just lie back and let me prove it to you.”

You’d be lying if you said you didn’t feel arousal twist in your stomach at her words.

Nikki’s your friend. A very attractive friend, but still a friend. And she’s begging to eat you out.

You’d also be lying if you said you never had thoughts like these before.

“You’re begging, see? Told you that you’re the submissive type.” You have to tease her. You give her a big grin and uncross your legs on the bed, watching her eyes immediately drop down. Her throat bobs up and down as she gulps hard.

“C’mon,” Nikki’s voice is hoarse and whiny. “Please? Let me eat you out. Let me go down on you.”

Nikki’s not even sure this is about you calling her a pillow princess anymore. Sure, she wants to prove herself—she’s always loved a good challenge—but all she craves right now is settling between your thighs and eating you out.

That look of pure desperation on her face has your head going all fuzzy. It makes you wonder what her face’ll look like once she’s between your thighs. Brows all furrowed, nose scrunched, mouth greedily licking you up. Your juices on her chin…

God, you need it.

You lift your hips and hook your fingers underneath the waistband of your pants and underwear. Nikki’s breath hitches while she watches you pull them off, and she shifts eagerly on the bed, waiting for you to give her the word.

Her mouth starts watering at the sight of your bare pussy like the most savory dish is placed in front of her. Her tongue darts out to swipe across her lips like she’s ready to dig in.

You get comfortable against the bed, resting back on the pillows and spreading your legs to give Nikki room to lie between them.

“Prove yourself, princess.”

A pathetic noise leaves Nikki’s throat as she practically launches herself at you, moving between your thighs and placing her hands on your waist. Shaky breaths leave her as she stares at your pussy. Her whole body reacts at the scent of your arousal wafting into her nostrils.

Nikki leans down and places a sloppy kiss on your clit, moaning at your saltiness. One taste and she’s already getting intoxicated off you. She’s hooked. Obsessed.

Her tongue drags over your folds lazily, making you grasp at the sheets and moan quietly. The sight of Nikki between your legs is making you gush. The sound of her pathetic whines as she eats you out is making your skin heat up. Heat pools in your lower stomach as her tongue flicks over your hard clit, moving rapidly. A shudder leaves you when she wraps her lips around your clit, sucking it harshly into her mouth.

Your hips buck into her face. One of your hands glides down to her head, fingers tangling in her soft hair. “Oh. Nikki.”

Nikki’s body trembles at the sound of her name on your tongue. She whines into you, peppering dozens of kisses on your pussy and clit before she flattens her tongue and starts licking you in a way that has your soul leaving your body.

“Tastes so good, babe,” Nikki babbles, fingers digging into the flesh of your thighs and kneading it like a cat.

You moan incoherently, hand weakly pushing her deeper into your pussy, eyes fluttering at the sloppy wet sounds filling the room.

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had the best dream about vanessa shelly and woke up with a knot in my stomach because it wasn't real

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do u have any transfem emery walsh thoughts !!!! ? 💜

— 🧷

emery walsh two pump chump. emery walsh bush. emery walsh, who has her hrt shot done by you. emery walsh cumming inside unprotected :3

“Gonna cum. ‘M gonna cum,” Emery babbles.

You fake pout and circle your hips on her lap, making Emery’s eyes roll to the back of her head. “Oh, no, baby. You can’t cum. Unless you wanna get me pregnant?”

All Emery can do is squirm and grip your hips tightly as she struggles to keep it inside. She moans incoherently as you bounce on her lap, drool sliding down the side of her mouth as she watches you unhook your bra.

“Hold it in.”

You know fully well that Emery sucks at holding in her orgasms, which is why you’re making a show of bouncing extra hard on her dick and teasing her. Your stomach flips in excitement as you think about her cum shooting inside of you. A dreamy smile starts growing on your lips as you think about scolding her for cumming inside unprotected.

You throw your bra to the side and grab Emery’s hand, placing it on your breast.

“Hnng—Baby, please,” Emery whines, nearly bursting at the seams from the intense pressure building in her core. “Can’t hold it. Please…Please. Need to pull out.”

All she can think about is how good your pussy feels clenching around her. All that’s flashing through her mind are thoughts about filling you up with your seed.

You squeeze your thighs tighter around her waist and start riding her deep into the mattress.

“I said hold it.”

Your voice is harsh and whiny and it’s what sends Emery over the edge. Her cum spills inside of you, both of you gasping and moaning in unison as she twitches and fills you up.

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I went to a concert this week and I have no one to talk to abt it. call me crazy and delulu but their guitarist could not keep their eyes off me ughhghhgh🥴 Like i would watch the lead singer, glance the guitarist to find them staring at me, they realize I caught them and they glance away and smile all bashfullyyyy (this happened twice in a row in the span of like 10 seconds). or like they finished their little backup vocals and after glancing around the room they stare me dead in the eye and smile at me before finishing their part. Idkkkkkkk. this was my first concert on the floor so like. I also had rhinestones on my face so myb i was like literally eye-catching. And im like watching the videos back and they’re like strugglinggggg to not look at me, like their jus trying to look around the room and their eyes are flickering towards mine aghhhh. i’m crazy im crazy. or am i crazy hot and i can pull

i would never be the same if this happened to me like omg. id be thinking about it every day. i think ur crazy hot and can pull ithink you should hit that guitarist up if you can broski

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need to be peppered with a million kisses from nikki immediately 😞😞😞😞😞

nikki smothering you in kisses when you visit her at work!! having a routine of coming in so you two can have lunch together, and she's just really excited to see you again so she attacks you with kisses <3 the type of kisses that she mumbles, "i love you," and "you're the best," in between >__<

clingy nikki sitting on your lap and peppering so many kisses on your face and neck when she gets home from work. nikki, who whines and pins your wrists against your sides when you try to push her off because you're getting too flustered. thinking about her kissing you til her lips go numb and then just clinging to your body :(

drunk nikki, who genuinely cannot keep her lips off you. smelling vodka on her breath as she plants sloppy open-mouthed kisses on your neck, her hands touching you all over, voice all whiny as she mumbles about ian and bear cheating during trivia night. affectionate drunk nikki, who gets carried away with kissing your face that she lowkey just tries to start eating you <3 just biting on your cheek and neck and your chin...

dropping her off at her house and then getting attacked with kisses before she leaves >__< stumbling back to your car with your face stinging and burning with her kisses, lips quirked up into a dreamy smile...

waking up to her peppering kisses on your face...i need it.

but also waking her up with kisses....trying to coax her out of bed because you're both gonna be late for work, kissing her pretty face and peeling the covers off her, enticing her by saying you could shower together....

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genuinely thank you for writing so much for transmasc people, makes me feel so seen!

!also did you get the ava daniels request with a strap-on? no worries if you did and just taking your time!!!

(can I take 🐾 ?)

ofc ofc! i rly only started writing so i could insert my trans ass into fics because it was all cis reader 😭 and i did! but i think u forgot to turn anon off so if u wanna resend it you can 😁

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i need these collared shirts so fucking bad

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hiiii sorry i don't mean to bother !!!

first of all, happy pride ! this is my first pride as a tmasc butch lesbian and i'm sososo excited hehehe

second of all, did you get my ask about getting an ultrasound as butch reader with mckay?

- 🐆

happy pride !! :D it's so wonderful being a transmasc lesbian

and no i didn't :( send it again!!

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nikki and tboy reader.. her sitting in his lap and putting his tgel on for him (js got my first prescription life is great) maybe his one wish was free hrt for life😭 -👽

no seriously like im wishing for free top surgery or a life time supply of hrt....

thinking about the amount of love she'd hold in her eyes while she applies your tgel >___< both of you just getting flustered over each other's gazes, smiling like idiots because you're staring so hard.

"easy there, tiger. you know i can't touch you for a few hours once your gel is on." nikki teases, cheeks growing hot as you stare up at her. she can feel the hunger and love radiating off you.

your lips quirk into a smile. you flex your muscle for her when she lifts your sleeve up to apply the gel, and you let out a snort when she mocks you for being so ripped.

you fake pout about it. "what's so bad about getting a little T on your body?"

thinking about how she'd call you her handsome boy... thinking about her in your boxers... thinking about her pouting when you apply your gel yourself because she loves doing it for you...

nikki using her wish to get you top surgery 😝

nikki teasing you for being so sensitive down there </3 mocking your groan when you a random boner, calling it your "little guy" when referring to said boner 😭

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Masochist butch reader x slightly sadistic (tfem) lottie

She loves biting and bruising and scratching and being so rough that you can't sit properly

Reader's friends thinking you're in an abusive relationship ... and you have to explain that you're exactly where you want to be

Going to the beach and having people stare because you're covered in bruises and have scratches littering your back and stomach 😵‍💫😵‍💫

Lottie having the smuggest smile on her face when you get embarrassed and try to hide yourself with your towel

constant bruises on your body from her being a sadistic bully 😇 so many hickeys and bite marks on your neck. long, deep scratches on your back because she knows you love feeling her nails dig into your skin when you're fucking her. sometimes you forget that she scratched or even bit her name in your back until one of your friends brings it up to you and asks if you need help 😭

lottie slapping your ass so hard that you can't sit properly for days >__< both of you love how you whine in pain when you sit. it makes your clit throb when you sit down and all you feel is pain.

muscle worship but it's lottie biting and scratching and hitting your body. especially right after a workout so you're tired and sore and unable to fight back :P just moaning and drooling and leaking while she clamps her jaw down on your bicep til she draws blood. just squirming and shaking while she slaps your thighs until they're stinging with pain.

something about lottie making you wear tank tops in public so everyone can see her marks. planned beach days after a rough session so she can force you to show off all those pretty bruises. gosh, it fills her heart with joy when you blush and attempt to hide those angry scratches on your back when you notice people staring. it gets her cock all hard seeing the marks she made on your body.

maybe she'll make more if you keep trying to hide them 😇

lottie likes cumming on your bruises/marks. she'll eat her cum off your body and graze her teeth over a bruise cuz she can't help herself.

she'll make you cry from the pain but you know she's so soft with you afterwards :(

masochist butch getting the wilderness symbol carved into their skin....it'll be on your body forever now.

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freader who cries taking da dih/strap from baran </3 r being so stressed out all day and just hiccuping and hiding her face in baran’s neck as she breaks down and finally gets out of that constant fight or flight tense mood and cries from just relief and being able to relax. mumbling sorrys into barans neck and clinging onto her during the entire thing, just needing to feel she’s there. ughhhhhh baran being kinda into it myb???? likes the thought of reader depending on baran so much yk

Baran notices the way your lips start trembling, and her first instinct is to kiss that pout of yours away.

The second she leans down and attaches her lips to yours, a sob wracks your body. You hide your face in her neck, feeling all the stress and anxiety leaving your body in the form of sobs. Your breath catches in your throat when Baran pushes herself in deeper and rests all her weight on top of you.

"Oh, baby," she coos softly. "Just let it out. I got you."

You hiccup into her neck. "Don't stop, please."

You push your hips up to get her to keep moving, and she continues with her soft and gentle strokes. It relaxes you so much. Makes your shoulders untense and your mind clear from the fog.

Baran shushes your cries while she makes love to you. Something about the way you cling to her so desperately, like you depend on her to make it better, has her feeling so good. She's into this. Into being needed. Into providing for you. Taking care of you.

"I'm sorry," you mumble weakly, voice quivering from your cries. "Sorry."

You feel like an idiot for crying so hard. You don't even know what came over you at first. The feeling of being in Baran's arms, the feeling of being safe with her, set you off, you think. The second her strap was buried inside of you, you could feel hot tears stinging behind your eyes. It didn't take that long for you to start weeping when she kept looking down at you with those eyes of hers. You felt so loved. So Seen.

"Don't apologize. I'm here for you, honey. I'm right here."

Her words make you sob even harder. You cling to her even tighter, hands shaking as you grip her body and pull her against you.

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https://x.com/i/status/2061865770330603673

🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤 mckay i'm soooooo drunk...

her arms...oh i need a beefy butch to carry me...cassieeeeee...cassie i need to bite on your arms

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Ok but what about pussy drunk cassie mckay getting lockjaw while eating her gf out

she could eat it for hours, like genuinely. she just doesn't know how to stop. and she doesn't want to stop either way. she gets so hooked on just the scent of your precum, and once her lips are on you, she slips into a trance. cassie's 100% the type of eater who forgets to breathe when she's between your thighs. you'll hear her choking sometimes and have to force her off your pussy just so she can breathe :( she's just a pathetic loser and it's so cute.

cassie overstimulating you so often because she gets pussydrunk on you. she shushes your cries and mumbles, "i know, i know. just give me one more orgasm, baby," while forcing your shaking thighs open. and it's never just one more. she keeps eating even when you're sobbing and shaking.

something about loserkay dreaming about eating you out and actually moving her lips in her sleep....

it's just one of those days where the only thing she wants to do is settle between your legs for hours until her tongue and mouth go numb. she's just so obsessed with your pussy and how you taste. she's obsessed with trying to get you to squirt on her face. and she's a messy eater! and she loves using her tongue! cassie ends up eating you out for nearly two hours before her jaw locks up. her first thought isn't "fuck, this hurts," it's, "fuck, i can't eat my girl out anymore," :(

just absolutely pathetic, obsessed, loser behavior from mckay, who tries to relax her jaw so she can continue eating you out @__@ maybe even just continues on rubbing her face on your soaked pussy despite her jaw being locked.

thinking about cassie rubbing her jaw to relax her muscles... no trip to the ER for her. she can fix it herself. cassie rubbing her fingers over her jaw and blabbing about how it was so worth it....it's just annoying because she could be eating you out right now 🙄

trying to loosen her jaw for her, massaging it gently while mocking her for being such a messy eater @__@ kissing your wetness off her lips while holding a heat pack to her jaw.

and yes, she goes right back to eating you out once her jaw is relaxed.

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can someone pay for my flight to new york please pelase please

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Happy life with Nikki🩷🩷 my poor baby didn't deserve any if that💔 I fucking hate bear he should've died the first time we met him.

Nikki with femme r. UGHHH I just busted and cried I just want her to have a happy ending and she became a writer

passenger princess nikki with her femme <3 always pouting at you when she asks you to drive her around, offering her kisses in return, most definitely buttering you up with said kisses when you don't feel like driving her around...picking her up from work and making a show of kissing her in front of bear because fuck him!!!!

nikki, who always sits on your lap during parties. there could be an open seat right next to you, and she's still choosing your lap. you like sitting on her lap, too <3 coming back with shots for you and nikki, and plopping down on her lap while handing it to her <3 pulling nikki closer while she's on your lap, slipping your hand underneath her shirt to stroke her stomach while she tells the rest of the group a story >__<

being a regular at the music store and always flirting with nikki when you come in <3 she always tells you that you have good taste when you pick out records, and you always tell her that she should come over and listen to them with you.

femme who proofreads nikki's stories <3 she's always so nervous when handing you her drafts but gets so shy when you tell her how good she is :( she'll roll her eyes and tell you to quit being an ass kisser but she really appreciates all your feedback and praise :p

nikki, who for sure pulls out the pout and big doe eyes when she wants something from you.

writer!nikki + her biggest fan who always seems to show up at her events....she always notices you at book signings, teases you about being her stalker but says she's flattered that such a pretty girl likes her work so much. writer!nikki signing her phone number in the back of her book that you buy....writer!nikki sending you sneak peeks of her new books...

drunk, clingy femme who gets her lipstick all over nikki's face >__< nikki, who walks around a bar/party oblivious to the fact that she's covered in your lipstick marks. or maybe she knows and she just likes being marked by you :p

nikki, who's the type to pout and say, "so you don't love me?" when you tell her that you can't actually get her pregnant with your strap </3

bear's sister, who's been seeing nikki behind his back because fuck him again 😁😁 knowing he has the fattest crush on her and being so smug because you're between her thighs every day. because you're the one who gets to kiss her and tell her that you love her. getting caught kissing her at the music store and just shrugging at him like, "sorry, bro"

taking care of her when she has a hangover....i just know she's the whiniest. giving her head rubs and kisses, cuddling all day because she's nauseous and can't rly do anything.

starting a family with her (adopting a cat or dog). she's the type to demand as many kisses and head scratches as you give your pet...